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2008-02-09T15:34:00.000+08:00

I promise i won't let go yet.

Slept real late last night, and yeah, finally i finished up my post. Woke up this morning and read a message from Jin Hui. How sweet can he get? Hahaz, that sweet would be the answer. He messaged me at like around 1am, and wished me a happy birthday. Gosh, the message was uber cute man. " Happy Birthday, Da Jie XD " When was i your elder sister? Hahaz, your message really did make me smile(: I got to choose what i wanted to do, what i wanted to eat, where i wanted to go today, cool eh? My family kept asking me why didn't i go out and celebrate with my friends, i told them not to ask. I'm so happy that gonna get my skinnies soon, shall do some shopping after the Common Tests!

Decided on where i wanted to eat, and the food was great. Yeaps, really good. Not those typical kind of Japanese cuisine, where i think it's at UE square. Enjoyed myself so much, and i realised i'm closer to my family than friends. Gonna have another dinner tonight to celebrate it. Hahaz, i love them so much. And i just received the news that we're going to Uncle Clement's house tomorrow for some visiting. But i guess i'd be stuck at the upper storey studying, exams are the joy, for me. Kidding.

Revising my work now, and i gotta feeling i'd flunk this exam. Jermaine's totally not in the exam mode, crap. Alright, shall blog again about tonight after i return from the dinner.

Bye(:

2008-02-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

No choice. This year's CNY sucked.

Yeah, don't be surprised. I was never excited about this, serious. With the exception of the big&fat red packets and gulping cups of soft drinks. My ultimate CNY(: Hahaz, don't know why, either i'm not feeling very well or just not in the mood. Maybe because i'm not in the mood today. Calculated my money just now, a $369. Not bad, though can't be compared to the previous years with those visiting and stuff. Perhaps today CNY wasn't THAT bad, because my two precious spent it with me! ILY, wendy&willis. They are the best people i can ever ask to be with me, perfect. Haven't seen them for so long, and i finally got the chance today. Couldn't wait to see them, with those " i am bored " " where are they? " lil stuff to AuntieConnie&UncleBingChih, yup they'll get what i mean.

Talking about them, they were way cute&romantic alright. Hahaz, they wore a LOVE shirt. UncleBing wore the LO, and AuntConnie wore the VE. So when they stood together, they got a LOVE. Beautiful. To think they're still so loving, even after having two kids! That's LOVE. Saw Dillion&Melany today, had a lil chat with them. Hahaz, distant cousins having a chat is uber rare. Managed to sell all my coupons for the school's funfair, i'm so happy. So the day was like spent with my laptop, and the face that i got a lil pissed with some freaking auntie. Which totally spoilt my mood.

She brought her child and like, chased me out of MY room just to feed him milk, change his diaper&stuff. Crap, nobody has ever dared to eat in my room before. Gosh, was a bit fuming already, calm down Jermaine, it's the Chinese New Year[: I let it pass and shortly after that, she wanted to chase me out of MY room to let her son sleep, i was like WHAT THE FUCK. Gave the " I'm not very pleased " look to my Grandma and she knew what i was trying to say, so suggested letting the kid to sleep in her room. Good. Not many people were online, didn't really talked much though. Played Jigsaw with Firdaus, actually i did it with WendyCuzzie. Ahh, she just went back with Willis. Willis is so polite&gentlemanly now, impressive. Hahaz, still remember many years back, he kept telling me about his pokemon&digimon, but now he's like totally CHANGED.

Jon&Avier are planning to get me something, with their fanciful ideas which will definitely cost a bomb is a no way. Are you two nuts? I don't need any present, and i threatened them if they dared to get anything for me, i'll hate them forever. I may sound a lil mean, but really, there isn't a need for presents at all. I'm serious. My birthday this year might be the loneliest and solo kind of thing, i guess it's alright. Friends might be busy and stuff, so yeah, let it pass then. Just a celebration, nothing much. I'm just glad that my family members still remembers& are so sweet as to celebrate it with me. Though i'm a bit disappointed, can't blame anybody because of the exams and stuff. I understand, sweethearts(:

Getting all emotional again today, oh and changed the song in my blog. Taken from the show A Walk To Remember, wonderful love story. Hahaz, i wonder how's Joshua. Didn't speak to him for quite a while, things should be alright for him. Sorry if i'm unable to go for breakfast with you guys tomorrow, not totally in the mood. Don't wanna make things difficult for the three of ya. I promise you, some other day okay?

I gotta go sleep now,

ciao.

2008-02-07T15:06:00.000+08:00

IMISSYOUSOMUCH,SWEETHEART ):

& a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all.

Shit. kzyJOSHua is missed man. I AM SPEAKING THE TRUTH. Gah, i thought i'd be able to spend some time with him since it's the CNY and stuff, but nope, i'm wrong. Gotta go here and there, &maybe he's bai nian-ing too. So didn't really talk to him cos he might be busy or something, ALTHOUGH i would love to!

Hahaz, grandad just passed away, notchat a year. Can't really go visiting and stuff, only could collect red packets from extended family. Watched movie with my family just now, i think it's some Stephen Chow movie CJ7 eh? It's darn stupid la. But a bit touching at the part when the daddy died, and i CRIED sia. The whole show was quite dumb, as in, KIDDISH. I want to watch that local movie that has FannWong&MarkLee or KUNG FU DUNK that has gotta JAYY chouu inside!

Woots. Tomorrow EVERYBODY is coming to my house, i'm so excited okieee. Gotta sell finish my last 4 pieces of tickets, MY GRANDAD BOUGHT A HUNDRED AND TWENTY BUCKS worth of tickets! Omg. Hahaz, i'm rushing out my work now. &how much i hope WendyCuzzie will come tomorrow, don't leave me disappointed puhlease ):

Not many people are online now, boohoo.

imissjoshuaimissjoshuaimissjoshuaimissjoshuaimissjoshuaimissjoshuaimissjoshuaimissjoshuaimissjoshuaimissjoshuaimissjoshua

zzz.byeee.

2008-02-06T14:37:00.000+08:00

" Has anybody ever felt this way? Has anybody been ripped apart? Anybody give everything to the one they love? Am I the only one left behind? Am I the only one who hates goodbyes? God, I know this can't go on forever..."

CNY celebration today. &prepared to go back to KCP to see teachers and of course, friends! Came online and checked out on my tagboard, chatted with Winston for a while and yeah, went to KCP after that. On my way, saw JOSHUA(: Hahaz, went in to school with him & saw JOVI! Walked a lil further and saw JINGYING JING KAI ALVIN. Got up to the hall to watch the performance, and talked to Mr. Tan. He's still one of the BEST-est teacher. Hahaz, and he's Emmanuel's teacher, i think. AHHH I LOVE THAT BOY. He wear till so cutee la, brown polo tee& jeans or something? Didn't manage to see him though, only his backview. Weee, and met up with the rest. Went to 6E classroom and hahaz, i miss it so much. David shouting, Hui Meng's insults, Sean's loud voice. Omg. &i experienced it once again just today. How i wish i could rewind back the time, but i guess, we gotta move on right? I'm sure these memories will still stay, it's only whether we choose to remember it or not. Haiz, i miss them again. Seriously.

Went to talk to the teachers and saw WendyDarling&NutnutNatalia. Poof, they rock man. Hahaz, hanged out with them for a lil while at the bus bay, and this Melvin, AKA Mau Mau talked to me. Ya, and talked bout MARVIN. Whatever. Even wanted to take my phone, thinking that i don't know what he's trying to do. Chun Wai also thought i was dumb enough to lend him my phone. I'm NOT going to give you my number. Went to the void deck with the rest and was around the void deck. Hahaz, Ming Han's so cute. His M&M red tee, same as me(: But he's so shy, don't even wanna talk to us. Idiot. Oh &SHANE'S gotta spongbob squarpants UNDIES. Hahaz, i'm not trying to be sick luh. Had so much fun with them, i'm still closer to them than my secondary school friends. They understand me more, haiz.

Me.
Wendy
Natalia
Sarah
Adeline
Hadassha

Joshua
Avier
Ming Han
Shane
Daniel
Dheepan.

Went home after quite a while, and had renion lunch&dinner. Oh, &i'm not celebrating my birthday on this Saturday already. Kay, buhbyee.

2008-02-05T19:12:00.000+08:00

I'M IN DANCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Omg omg omg. I'm actually in dance man. Gosh, i kinda regretted, but it was good choice too. As in, at least it's better than netball& that the CCA points would be okay too. So i'm like, both a DANCER&TENNIS PLAYER. But the problem is, i don't have a DANCING background man. Though the teacher in charge, Ms Tang said that i was physically good enough for it, and asked me if i'm more of the outdoor person. Weeeee, Jing Ying told me that the next part of it would be Jazz. Yeah that's okay, better than BALLET. Was telling Joshua after we finished tuition, next would be SALSA. Then CHACHA. Poof. And he went " i can't imagine you dancing CHA CHA " SHYTT YOUU. I can't imagine you dancing SALSA too okay. Ahhh, training starts on theee wednesdayyyy. ONE DAY BEFORE VALENTINE'S DAYYY. XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SEAN,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

Yeah Sean's birthday!!! Hahaz, happy birthday budyy[:

Back to school lessons, Literature was once again the DRAMATIC kind of thing, i find the teacher uber funny, serious. Not as in the jokes she crack that are funny, but the way she talk and stuff, very drama la. Hahaha. Had my History test today, kinda eeseey actually. Hahaz, but with the 1Devotion guys outside distrupting, gosh. And there's this guy that suddenly said " i'm gay " Hahaha, siao. Blahblah. The celebration was not so perfect actually. But the performance by the CO was great, Ju Hua Tai or something? But it was sort of spoilt thanks to JOVI&WAYNE la. Crap. So noisy, the dance performance was okay la. Definitely, i'm not into those stuff. Gah.

After school, waited for Joshua&Willi ALONE. And i was like the only few Sec 1s around lor, gah.
Then i went to open my locker, AND EFF, i forgot the password. &lucky HuiTienDarlingg was still in school to pass me the slip of paper. Yay. Saw MY BESTT SENIOR CHU YI, omg she rocks la.Rofl. Went to her locked&chatted quite a bit with her, weeeee. I LOVE CHU YIII. Hahaz, Joshhh & " my son " Daniel came out and went to the MRT station to wait for WeeeLee. Saw Gabby, and he BULLY la. Hahaz, gay with Joshua&wanna marry him. Ok lor, i give him to ya for freeeee(: Kidding, you dare? WHACK YOU ARR. Hahaz, stupid Joshhh. Pang seh-ed us, don't wanna go play tennis with me&willi. DON'T FRIEND YOUU. I actually kinda irritated Willi i think, hahaha. I was like, playing and smacking the tennis ball to all sort of direction. Heheh, went home after that.

Had TWEE tion with JOSHYYYY&ARIELL just now. I meant, JOSHUA&AVIER. Omg Avier chiong-ed home& his whole body so dirty from RAGG BEE. RUGBY LUH. Mud&stuff. Ahhh. Hahaz, poor thing, injured and needa put the ice pack thingyy. Get well soon, yeah. [: Tuition a bit nonsensical this week, i went to draw on Avier's paper a big ugly nerdy freak. And said it's him(: &Joshua is NUTSSS, he talked to the cupboard. Hahahaha, don't deny it! Weee, i'm home now.

YAY GOING BACK KCP TMR. WTF, I'M SO HIGH LA. AHHH OMG OMG, but Mdm Tang won't be there. =( Anyway, can go back to see my lil juniors! Woots, Kai Ying's the EMCEE =D Okay JOSHUA IS A BIG FAT IDIOTIC DUMB STUPID MEANIE! Hmpf. Bully. Grrr.

BAHBYE DARLINGS(:

2008-02-04T19:22:00.000+08:00

BLUEBLACK AH.

Eff it, ORH CHEH SIA. Blah. Volleyball is the culprit. Lol. Anyway, i'm outta VB edi. Not so tiring, now in tennis & maybe i'm considering netball. OKAY WAIT STOP, i'm aware they gotta no achievements at all. But i no choice, in order to gain more CCA points you see. So did spiking and those stuff, blah. I was lagging behind alright, but managed to catch up a little. Anyway, back to school stuff. Today was TIRING. Actually PE wasn't that tough la, quite okay luh. Just those studying crap makes me go all tired. During PE, uber cool can. We were on the steps. So it's like, one leg up then up then down, down. Yeah, had to be fast. I lost concentration& poof, horribly done. But the next few tries were much better. " Ka Neng " already. It means legs go all soft and jelly-like.

Hahaz, English was BORLING. I only love the aircon there man, serious. Do those crappy summary which i totally HATE & i don't think i can even develop feelings for it at all. Omg, seriously, i almost went crazy when i saw Joshua this morning as we went to school alright. ( Though i act-ed cool =D ) Hahaz, felt like screaming my head off and lungs out to him. GAH. SHYTT YOU, you're the reason why i'm all INSANE. Science was CONFUSING at first, but slowly i understood what Mr Peh was talking. Before that, two people sorta quarrelled la. Ahyoo, relax kayy [: LUCKY things got better for them, woots i love tha both of ya! Maths was a lil boring, we talked a lot of shitty stuff, but should have listened luh. Mdm Haq's second last day? Hahaz, she's leaving tomorrow. Sigh, could have gone to J8 to get a present with Grace& the rest, but held up by volleyball & the STUPID FUCKING drama thing. I'm gonna get out of that man, serious alright. GAHH WINSTONNN, I DON'T FRIENDDD U LAAAA. Never help me tell HOD. Wanna cry liao la. Kidding, after that was the subject i hate most. CHINESE :( &during our break, had sucha great time with them, weee.

The drama sucked. I shan't really emphasize much on that, but gotta go for this damn dumb show during April. Fuck la, waste my time ><>

p.s: SEAN'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW! =DD

2008-02-03T11:55:00.000+08:00

THIS YEAR'S FEBRUARY IS GONNA SUCK.

Blah, i'm going crazy soon. With all these events happening in February, and i guess i'll spend my birthday horribly, i mean it alright. Gosh, all that trainings, CNY stuff, birthdays of other friends, Common Tests are killing me. I don't know how on earth am i gonna stop worrying about things, it just keeps me all panicky and upset over it. The meeting up with primary school friends and going back to KCP on the 6th is gonna be distrupted thanks to my " WONDERFUL " grandfather. Crap. I need to be home by like, 12 plus? Gotta early family renion lunch. It's just so shitty, he ORDERED me okay,

Aww man, i talked to my parents about having a lil 'outing with my besties on the 9th. But things didn't turn up as i expected it to be, because their reply was pathetic. They said " see first. " I was like, see first?! It's this Saturday alright, and you still gonna see first. Shit. &my dear boy might have Boy's Brigade training too, which is not so surprising since he told me that a few weeks ago. I don't know what time will it end,gosh, and if he's all tired to actually go out too. And Sarah's gotta volleyball training also, but she said she'd be able to skip it, which is like, great? Hahaz, but my birthday will be meaningless if my love's NOT gonna be there. And reminds me of what happened last night, i got all emotional out of a sudden and spouted rubbish to him. Haiya, that's the problem with me. I can go all insane and like, talk nuts to him. Blah darlingg, i'm sorryyy. I hope he's not mad at me or something, i don't want him to be angry too. He can get all angry if he wants to, but don't ignore me please. Boohoo. I really have no idea what got over me last night, poof i've got so many things to say to you. Wee, you'd never believe me if i told you that i dreamt of ya last night. *secret* &WattThaaFFcuk, Valentine's day is so gonna be spoilt can. With tuition, and one day before Maths test. Darn. &wee, a year has passed so quickly. The first gift that Josh got me on VDay last year is still in the box, and my gift to him is still kept secret, because it's uber silly of me to give that. Hahaz, but i lost his sweet lil card tgtr with the *thing*. Gah, yeah and i wanted to keep it safe in a hidden place so nobody can read it, but now, i forgot where i actually placed it and haiz. I didn't mean to lose it, damn. I guess i gotta, SM:)E. Lol. I lovee youu sweetheart.

Tskk, i've no idea if i'm able to celebrate my birthday or not, i mean, with my besties. I'm trying real hard to convince my parents to let me, so i'm really sorry if i can't. YongHui wouldn't be able to come 'cos she wanna study for her Common Test. Which is very NOT surprising, lol. I know her characted luh, total opposite of me. Heheh, i'm not the studious type man. That's why our PSLE aggregate gotta such a big difference. Ahh next problem, my CNY clothes. Aww man, this is SHIT. Blah all the funny looking dresses are really funny. But yeah, great. At least i get to wear jeans on CNY. You see, it's my first time getting all casual on CNY. Hahaz.

Gah there's a History test on Tuesday, which is a not so good thing for GladysDarlingg. Get it right, GladysTUA not Soo. Blah she's going away on a holiday, * filled with envy * Hahaz, my family has never approved me of going on a holiday during CNY luh. She's getting worried bout whether will she getta big 0 for her test, don't worry much darlingg. I'm sure Mr. Ng will understand[: But i gotta small problem too, i don't have the mindmaps to memorise. Ah shucks. But i guess those aren't of much help if i study through the textbook and is more detailed. My mood's so much better today, probably because of the DEEDEEELEECIOUS pineapple tarts from my Uncle's bakery that i tasted, or maybe the Macdonald's i had. Haha, and here is how i got my Macdonald's treat. So it's like, my Uncle gotta Japanese bakery, and woots. His CNY cookies rocks my stinky sock yah. &he wanted to sell to the teachers in KCP, and i sorta helped him to talk to the TIC( teacher -in -charge ) of such stuff, and uh huh, sales went well. Wee, so i gotta treat in return. Rofl.

I gotta get back to my work now, so err, yeaps. Ciao.

2008-02-02T18:30:00.001+08:00

Oh& before i forget! It's Gladys' birthday today!

Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To GladysDarlingg.
Happy Birthday To You!

Omg, so many February babies.

GladysDarlingg(:
Thanks for being one of my " lesbian partners! " Hahaz. Had enjoyed myself ever since i knew you like,8371920563 HOURS ago. I'm glad i've made such a greatta frienda lika youua! =P Enjoyy your birthdayy okay? &may we go on crapping&beeeee gooda friends forever. ILOVEYOUDARLINGG[:

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY again& may God bless ewwwww!

Loveee,
JJeerrmmaaiinnee.

Haiz, i'm feeling uber uber uber random. Wait stop. I just killed an ant that crawled on my laptop screen. I'm meaaan. Hahaz. Continue, i'm feeling uber uber uber random. So...

ILOVEYOU,

KOH ZHI YONG JOSHUA! (:

2008-02-02T17:26:00.000+08:00

It's not right.

Lol. I'm still in the not so good mood JERMAINE today, blah. Anyway, i was told to blog about yesterday's meeting with Elaine&Joshua&Avier. Including one girl which i forgot her name. We talked and yeah, i had to go home 'cos i SAW my uncle alright. Poof. & i went home, rotting at home. Or maybe, been working on my history notebook since last night alright. Had to try to remember all that Mr Ng said, gosh. Did half until like 10 or 11 plus and went to sleep.

This morning was shitty. GABRIEL CURREN YOU FREAKK. He used Dick's handphone &kept calling me early in the morning okayy, luckily i switched off my phone, but when i switched it on to check messages and fell asleep again, *message tone * *message tone *. He thought i was going to school to get the history notebook from him. YOU WOKE ME UP FROM MY SLEEEEEEEEP. =(

Went to Chinatown, don't know for WHATEVER REASONS luh. My DAD wanted to go there. Gosh. Horrible place to shop okay, and i got all dressed up only to find out that we're going to CHINATOWN. Blah. Anyway, FROG LEG PORRIDGE WAS MY LUNCH(: Woots. ILOVEIT. Hahaz, FROG LEG PORRIDGE, IS THE LOVE<3

I thought today is the Cyber School thingy? Mdm Julianna didn't upload any work, did she? For a moment, i thought i was the only one that had problems. This is so dumb la, gosh. I finished my maths worksheet, YAY. But still copying history notes...poof. Any kind souls that copied a lot of stuff& gotta all their mindmaps, would you mind if you lend meeee for a day?

Okay end of post. Byee.

2008-02-01T14:18:00.000+08:00

" There are days every now and again, that I pretend I’m okay. But that’s not what that gets me. "

Don't ask me why this post is so boring, not really in the mood today. Anyway, shall start off with a song now.

HAPPY BRITHDAY TO YOUU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELAINEE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! (:

Happy birthday twinny, ILY =D

I don't feel like blogging today. Blah. Shall just share about those interesting events then. During music, we had to sing and memorise the school song man. Had quite a lot of difficulty singing the chinese one, but thankfully our row had to sing the ENGLISH version! Blah, some private stuff happened after recess and boohoo. Felt so bad alright. Yeahyeah, from then, i act-ed that i was okay 'cos the guys will definitely ask me what happened. Don't ask. After school, went to Avier's house with Josh to get the card for twinny and he decorated it at Avier's void deck. Blah. Meeting twinny later &i'm the one that's feeling all so messed up. Shit.

2008-01-31T14:36:00.000+08:00

JOY BULLIED ME. Lol.

Yes she did. Hahaha. I wonder if Alvin would be worried XD Blah. My FANTASTIC day started out FACE TO FACE talking with two teachers, Mr Chew&Mr Yeo. Uber shitty, they were persuading me and convincing me to join VOLLEYBALL again la. Ah la crap. I thought they'd let me off lor. Darn. I guess i'd consider again. But seriously, i think God's actually giving me a chance again. &i don't know if i should or not because this doesn't come easy. Today's chapel had these powerpoint slides, about Judgement Day and about whether do we take responsibility for our CCAs and stuff like that lah. Ahya i'm really in a dilemma alright. Damn it.

Poof. History didn't make me feel sleepy(: Olee. The problem is that i lost my history notebook la. ****. Darn. How could i even lose such an important thing okay. Shit it LA. Blah! Science was bout those measuring stuff which was really so chim. Blah. English nothing much. Blah. Recess went uber funny. Hahaz, Me&Joy asked GG to buy spaghetti for us. So it's like, Daniel had to buy 7 or 8 plates of spaghetti including Firdaus'. Hahahaha! Oh & GG is Granny Gabriel =D

Maths was horrible. I'm so sad. Mdm Haq leaving next tuesday...i want to cry. Hahaz, and i guess they wanna get a pressie for her or something? Okies. AHHHH i've gotta 15 for my maths test. Cheer up JoshuaaaDarlingg! [: Blah. & our class is selected to perform in the NDP. Hahaha, so it's like the whole secondary 2 cohort, and 4 secondary 1 classes. Our class is one of them, and imagining Joshua becoming a flower would make me roll on the floor and laugh. ROFL.

Home Econs was FUNNNN. Me&Joy did our sandwich, hahaha. Quite fun la. But she cut the shape of the sandwich till uber funny, hahaz. But yay, Ms Chee said VERY GOOD! Woots.

Time to go back, &Daniel came with us. Hahaz, so it's like, i don't know why they said me&Josh&Daniel looked like a ~~family~~ not i say one. =P. Hey that's an insult to Daniel, you saying he very short. &an insult to me&Joshua too, we're not THAT old. Or maybe Joshua is. Hahaz =P

The rest were lunching at J8, so yeah, walked home with JKZY. Blah maybe he's in a good mood today, i don't know. Boo i think he is crazy thats it. Bahhhhh i love that guy! (:

After that, i rotted at home a bit and went to J8 with Joshua to meet AvierrrrrBROOOO. So before me&josh went to J8. &when i saw him, SCHOOL UNIFORM AND SLIPPERSSS. Gosh, bobonuts. You disgustinggg freak. Haven bathe yettt.

Anyway,saw Sophia they all at the library, hahaz. Lol. I went to get my phone, WOOTS. I FINALLY GOT IT BACK. Oh darling, i miss you so much don't you know that? Hahaz, Joshy&Avierr are uber sweet la. Waited for me despite the long waiting. Awwww, YOU TWO ROCK! (:

Went to precious thoughts to SHOP after that. Two of them are like so gay can, entering the shop with me, and i went all so excited. Hahaha. Oh my gawsh, two of them are idiots. Leave me to choose. Go and dieee. Saw a card that gotta music, i find it so CUTE but they say IRRITATING. Then i left with 3 beautiful cards, but all they said was " I GIVE YOU THREE MINUTES OKAY. MEENY MONEY MEENY MO la. Girls always take very long time to make up their minds one lor. Ahya let's go off first, let her choose herself. " Shit you two. Idiots. Yay finally settled on one card(:

&off we went to Avier's house for tuition. Bahbah, i went around exploring Avier's room. Didn't have the chance the past few lessons. So i was like, practically getting excited over everything i see. Hahaz, & it's so cool la. But toopid Joshua say i crazy. BOO you. Had tuition in the room, stupid Avier la. I was stuck in between two damn ladders okay, and i can hardly move. Zzz. Even the teacher said Josh&Avier love their school too much till don't wanna change, wearing uniform still. Though tuition was fun, some questions kind of hard to understand luh.

&i argued with Joshua over GIRLS & GUYS. Hahaz, tuition teacher said GIRLS tend to be smarter than guys AT THIS STAGE, but when in JC, the GUYS are smarter than the GIRLS. Blah. Wadever.

Hahaz, and when walking back home with him, i was telling Joshua " U STINKYYY FREAKKK" again. Hahaz and when i was in the lift. Reached my house. haAnd entering my house. I JUST REALISED I FORGOT TO GET THE CARD! I LEFT IT IN AVIER'S HOUSE. OMG. Shittt. Anyway, i think it will be okay to get it tomorrow. Bahbahblack sheep.

I'm just gonna kill myself if i really lost my history notebook. &i'm also gonna kill myself if i find out that i can't finish my chinese tomorrow ( though i'm gonna copy from Joy ) I LEFT IT IN THE LOCKER LA. Wth.

The day was quite well spent, but kind of tiring. Hahaz, bahhh i don't know how to break the news of the volleyball thing to my mum. She's gonna start screaming at me again, 'cos she wasted a $129 tennis raquet that i just bought recently. Haiz, i'm stuck. I guess i'd better go finish up my work. Shit luh. Byeee.

2008-01-30T18:10:00.000+08:00

FINISHED TUITION. YAY(:

Oleee. I wasn't paying attention just now, was so sleepy until she suddenly pop a question to me. Wtf. Hahaz, i wanna sleeeeeeep. But now i'm uber energetic ( the moment i came outta from the room) Blah.

Oh and i think i forgot to post about someTHING i saw on tuesday when i finished training. Weee i SAW A GUY FROM RI & a girl from abcdefg school doing some INDECENT stuff....as what i told Jovi, they were very " adventurous " i would say. Hahaha! I was like walking back home and had to walk through the park. And i saw this RI guy sitting on the bench, like sleeping or something. Then as i walked closer and turned to look, wtf. Both of them are like so close FRENCHHHHH KISSSSINGGG& hugging. Omg, i told myself " SMALL KIDS DON'T LOOK. " hahahah! Gosh, they are like 15 or 16years old man. Bobonuts.

They remind me of MR SEAN SOH& his DEAR. Hahaz, you& your DEAR. Blahh im so gonna start irritating him when i see him on the 6th =D Wait for it Sean, I MISS BULLYING ALL OF YOU(:

Okay i gotta finish up my zuo wen. Damn it, what a stupid title okays. " 我，就是这样的人” It's damn dumb la. Who cares.

ONE MORE THING! Sony Ericsson just called and said that my phone is READY! Woots! I'm gonna get it tomorrow. Yay. I miss my darlinggg.

Okies )erm signing OFF(:

2008-01-30T14:49:00.000+08:00

ALVIN LOVES COCK.

Hahahaha. I said i was gonna use this as my post heading(: Hahaz, the day went horribly boring ACTUALLY. Blah. Only the free periods we had were of much FUNN. The whitespace time, we had to go to this NE tour thingy, and the hall for some talk. Lol way boring alright.

History made me even sleepier, yeah almost fell asleep. I was YAWNING & YAWNING & YAWNING. Gosh, and everytime i yawned, i realised that at least one person in class will yawn to. Poof it was real boring. But if history was already so boring, GEOGRAPHY would be worse right. Rocks and shitty stuff, gosh. Next was science, OH YEAH. MR PEH ROCKS MAN. Hahaz.

Recess was more of the not so high days kind of thing. &we saw Bryan's brother while walking to our classes. Omg i can't believe that Eugene Ko is Bryan's brother. I mean like, i've been seeing him quite a lot of times, BUT TO THINK HE'S BRYAN'S BROTHER IS JUST SIMPLY UNEXPECTED OKAY. Rofl.

Anyway...wee, not bad, i managed to NOT talk to my darlingggggggg. Uh. Yeah. My darling? Notta EvianDarlinggg or JoyDarlingg. It's more of, JoshuaDarlingg. Lol. Impressive. Hahaha, managed to like, keep my word(s) that we agreed on last night[: YOU SEEE YOU SEEE, i can tahan to not talk to youu. =D Unlikee somebadyy. Heheh.

Mdm Julianna's homeroom made me feel like sleeping even more. The cool room& blah. Josh&Wayne exchanged nametags. &WTF, Joshua acting like Wayne. He wore his watch, he took his stuff, and carried his bag. Omg no pleasee. =D I exchanged with GraceeDarlingg. But not used to it, so within a few minutes we exchange back. Maybe the rank of being a CEH MEHH is a bit too good for me! Hahaha.

Mdm Haq didn't come today seh, ILOVEFREEPERIODS(: Hahaz, we played truth or dare and went listening to each other's love story! Wayne's gotta suchhaa touching story that can like make me so engrossed okies. JOVIII, you must jiayou! Got this chinese phrase : smt smt smt smt 不许失败！ Hahaz *INSIDEE JOKEE* After that we train-eddd home. Jai&Jonas were taking the same train too. And gosh, Jai Zhe Jie Singh is damn blur. We lied to him that Jonas alighted at AMK edi, he believed us! Hahaha. Cartoon leh.

WALKED home, blah. So it's like, walk halfway, stop turn wait. &all i see is koh zhi yongg josh giving me that " I WANNA SMILE BUT DON'T WANT " look. Poof, same as Glen okay. &the same thing happened when i reached my lift. Give me the " I WANNA SMILE BUT DON'T WANT " look AGAIN. Blah i don't care anymoreeeeee.

Poof, i'm feeling very tired. Dun feel like going tuition. Lol. End of post. Buhbye.

2008-01-29T21:02:00.000+08:00

I'm tired):

Oh well, i'm feel like slacking all the way. I don't feel like finishing up my tuition homework that's like, due tomorrow....sigh.

Sian, we skipped chinese today 'cos there was this health check up thingy. Yes! No zuo wen for us(: &we got so enthusiastic over Amanda&her mongolian boyfriend, Miga. Lol. It's well...fun to disturb her, and i saved her contact as : AMIGA. Hahahah! She'd get all HIGH & EXCITED when talking about him. Gosh, that girl's the second Jermaine. Hahaha.

Sigh, i'm feeling rather sick today. Perhaps the weather's just not too good. I heard that Ke Xin ( Evian's friend ) fell ill too, though i don't really know her. Lol. Literature was basically notes, more notes, and EVEN MORE NOTES. Mrs Chong got kinda " dramatic " in the sense that her actions and stuff. Me&Gladys just felt like laughing suddenly. Hahaz, Mr Ng didn't come to school today, and this relief teacher, Ms Kaur took over. Once again, it's her. Had to like copy the notes but most of us didn't really give a damn ( i'm referring to me[: ) Kept calling Joshy barbie doll, hahaz, i wonder if he minds?

Had this last minute class test for English Compo. Required to write this compo regarding the Sec 1 camp. Weee, of course i just let all that i wanna write OUT. =D Art was all about rat drawing. Nothing of that sort, hahaz. It was actually about CNY cards lah, and RATS involved because it's the year of the rat.

Yeah now, my complaints will flow like the river starting NOW. The caligraphy just seriously sucked. My previous assignment were full of CROSSES here and there, i think Winston's one was more chia lat can. Lol. Normaly people did 2 or 3 pieces. ABnormal people did 6 to 7 pieces. Who's that abnormal one? ME(: Hahaz, i simply took the brush and wrote it the way i want. Without following the strokes and stuff, and tried coloring it. XD Hahaha! Wayne kept making fun of Joy's chinese name. Yun Yi, became In Ni ( indonesia ) ROFL. Idiott. I went to wash my brush with EvianDarling, but stupid BaiYang is A DAMN FREAK. He went to paint on my paper " STUPID IDIOT, BEN DAN " Wth. I went nuts when i saw that okayy. &Winston didn't believe i would dare paint on his paper. And i PROVED it to him. Heheh youu JACKKFACEE. =D I went to paint DARINGLY " stupid idiot" and of course a smiley face. Hahaha, wheyy you kanna scolded not my problemm.

All my assignments had a big smiley face on it anyway, who cares. Hahaz, went for tennis training with Moses&SiYu cos they were the only ones that had tennis. And they seemed so lost, NEEDED ME TO BRING EM[: We had to run 3 rounds, so we did. But a bit slack. Okay this is the part where i feel like screaming my head off ISSAC EE. That sec 4 guy. I don't even know him la, just a tennis senior which we just bumped into. And he came running behind me and telling me to run faster. He had internal suspension, so his hands were like so dirty from cleaning stuff. Shit him la, i shouted " YOU DARE TOUCH ME I SHOUT MOLEST OK. " &he went " I DAREEE. " Of course i was damn freaked out and chiong-ed off like super mario. Of all people come and do this to me. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HIM! But when i went down the stairs, THAT freak just appeared out of the blue and thought i was one of his BROTHERS eh. Resting his hands on my shoulder. Wtf la. Sue him for OUTRAGE OF MODESTY and he's dead. Grr. Had to run like, 3 rounds ROUND the entire school within 3 MINUTES. WAD THE FUCK.

And i think i'm gonna hate one senior. YES, HATE. Fcukk. I was so bloody pissed off okay. My mood totally went down alright. REAL INSANEE. Sat in a circle and all we had was simply more and more shoutings. Oh well, i don't know if they gotta problem or something. Kao pei so much. Poof i can't stand it. Gotta make tennis jerseys and pay fees for this coach. A dollar per lesson. WTF. So shitty. Blah. Went home with a horrible and messed up mood. Or rather, i'm soo tiredddd. Mum pulled me to AMK hub with my family, ah crap, sian. And i SAW SIYU&MIGA&some other guys. Blah.

I gotta finish up my work despite my reluctancy to do it. Sigh. Byes.

*evian darlingg, cheer up[: BEE positive. BEE happy (:

2008-01-28T16:19:00.000+08:00

SO MANY HOMEWORKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! Fcuk.

WTHHHH. Kao pei la, so many homework. DAMN IT. Ok stop, blogging is serious. ( jerm says so(: ) So P.E was the first thing in the morn, i would say, fun? Hahaz, maybe it was because of the passing thingy we played. Supposed to play modified basketball, but it was raining. The game for our passing thingy is some sort like captain's ball la, just that there's goalkeeper, & u gotta like, pass the ball to your teamates without letting your opponent intercepting the ball. WOOTS. I LOVE INTERCEPTING BALLSSSS. Wee, that's how i got my ugly looking scar that just destroys my face on my lip. =D But anyway, it was real fun playing, especially with Evian Darlingg. Hahaz, ( oops, Josh, did i say something? hahaha. )

I'm in Red team-Moses. But poof, too many people and i really wanted to join Evian's group anyway. Weee, off i disappeared. OMG, i wanna buy the different coloured tees leh. I wanna get Blue-Daniel, Yellow - David, Green-Joshua. It's only whether mummy lets me or not, heheh.

Our group managed to win the other team, and it's something like the winning team of the two different matches play together at the end. The other team had to do push ups. OLEEE. Bahbah black sheep, nobody won between our team and David housee. Was a draw. Poof. I went sticking to Joy &going all lesbianic. Hahahah, only went into the serious mood at the later part of the game. Joy's so funnyyy can. Hahaz. The boy's team, Joshua's team against Joel's team. Omg, so funnyyy. Especially the Wei Xiang? He's so cuteeee la, he went squeezing through all the tall giants around and grabbing the ball. Ahhhh, so cuteeeeeeeee. Hahaha, Si Yu is damn tall can. We needa jump to grab the soft volleyball, he just raised his hands and could grab it already. Ahhhh, there's so many Avier(s) in Pres high man! Lol, brooo, you gotta rivals to enter " JERM'S WORLD OF TALL FREAKS " Hahaz. That irritating asshole thought that it was basketball and got all stupid by trying his dumb techniques. Omg i hatee him lah. He missed the ball and threw it anyhow, yet blame his teamates. WTF, i feel like whacking him okay. EXTRAAA. I can't stand him. Nobody does, XD

English was damnn dumb, had to do compre questions but I LOVE ENGLISH COS...GOT AIR CON(: Recess was stupid. Wayy stupidd. Joshy went all retarded and cracked dumb jokes, yes, DUMBBB. Poof, was like " MA DE. " And i went " BA DE " Crazy. SCIENCE IS SOOOO FUNNNNNNNNN. We get to slack like shyt. Hahaz, Mr Peh RULES! [: We were supposed to do this SAIL , something independent lahh. Booohoo. &we discussed bout our CIP thingy when had a break. AHHHH I LOVE MR PEH COS WE ALWAYS GET TO HAVE BREAKS AND EARLY RECESSES =DD

Maths...BORINGGGG. Mdm Haq's lovely voice was toooooo lovely till i get all bored okay. Hahaz, she's uber nice teacher man. Weee, i wanted time to stop. COS I HATE CHINESE AND I DON'T WANNA GO CHINESE CLASS. Boohooo. Can i drop HMT anot, so boring lah. I can fall asleep and it's way tiring okies. Monday got the DUMB drama, tuesday got STUPID caligraphy. Wapianggg eh.

The teacher kept us back for like 15 minutes to finish explaining her stuff, i was having gastric okay. Shytt. Had lunch with Joy, Ellie and Hui Tien. Ya i think we were the only ones in the canteen left, excluding the principal and vice principal. Blah.

The drama class was damn BLOODY LAME la. I wanna quit okies. Me&HuiTien&Joy&Ellie were crapping about, they areee uber nice people can. Lol. The teacher told us to act that we kanna shot and injured, so me, Ellie, Hui Tien were like lesbians. All three of us injured TOGETHER. Hahahaha, teacher was telling me&Ellie, no hugging when kanna shot. ROFL.

I kept disturbing Moses too, 'cos he kept lying on the floor to act. And i went telling Winston " OMG HE SICKO LA. WANNA UPSKIRT GIRLS THEN SAYY LA. " Hahahahahah! Make him so pai seh. Sorwee ><>

I wanted the lesson to end so much, it was horrible la. Excluding the part when i crapped around with friends. Lol. His name is Xie Lao Shi. So it's " XIE XIE XIE LAO SHI! " Hahahah, sounded so dumb.

Went to get my exercise books for chinese&went back with Graceee, Elaineee, Annabellll. &we met EvianDarling, AmandaDarling, GladysDarling on the wayy. Weee, they also taking the same train as meee to AMK hub to get those canned food for the hamper thingy. I LOVE THEMMMM. Hahaz. Got this idiotic uncle that scolded us for blocking the way, SHYT YOU LA. Idiot. Shout so loud till the other passengers looking. Darn.

STROLLED up to the Sony Ericsson Service Centre after i reached J8. Got a queue number and waited SOOOO LONG. Freak, only to tell me it's not ready. Only 1 to 3 days then come back and collect. Wadever laahhh. I was supposed to get back my phone last friday lor. Damn it. I miss my phoneeeeeeeeeeee. Blah. I'm at home now. Uber tired but gotta finish up work. Wtf, two chapters of chinese Xi Zi. Finish up my literature poem. And do finish the other 4 questions for my English compre.

Gotta sign off already before i start burning midnight oil tonight. Gahh shytt. Oh ya, I'm not angry @ Gab anymore nor is he angry with me liaooooo. Yay. Gabriel Bobonuts is back. Lamee. =.=

Okay, ciao.

2008-01-27T16:34:00.000+08:00

OHHMYYGOSHH. I miss JOSHUAAAAAAA KOHHHHHH so much. I don't know why i would even say that out of the blue. LET MEEEE BEEEE AS RANDOM I CAN GETTTTT. Bahhhh.

2008-01-27T14:48:00.000+08:00

I'm sleepy.

I wanna sleeeeep. &i woke up like 8 plus thanks to my horrible runny nose, and the tissues all around my bed was SUPER A LOT can. Blah. Sms-ed Joshua, was so lazy to get out of bed. Boohoo, i think he's at churchhhh edi. Went for breakfast. Blah. Went to get some CNY decorations&stuff. Blah. I feel like eating Rochor Beancurd leh...hahaz, poof. Nth to blog bout today la. Not in the mood. Lol. Buhbye.

2008-01-26T20:10:00.000+08:00

ILOVEWENDYJOSHUAVIERJON& of course, mh(:

We met up for basketball today, but stupid Ming Han never come. OMG, i miss him so much can. Not that i like him la, ahhh my bro! Poof. I don't know when will be the next time i will see him man. We played basketball a lil while, and stupid Jon keep bullying me la. Idiot. JOSHUA KOH OSO. Grrrrr. &they kept calling me short lor, BIG FAT MEANIES. Avier betrayed himself. Hahahahah. He wanted to play rugby, so i went to disturb him & say " YOU SAY I TALL THEN I PLAY WITH YOU =D " So he continued saying i'm very tall, but i kept asking him to say again till he damn fed up. Hahahah, so fun. &when Wendydarling came, i realised i was the SHORTEST LEH. Wtf.

So while walking to J8, passed by the bus interchange. So i kept jumping and trying to reach the panels&lamps&banners. LOL. Wheee, i managed to reach lor. =DD Settled @ Mac for breakfast, and wtf my mum&grandad were there too! Bobonuts.

Went home after that and off to Parkway Parade i went. Nothing much, didn't buy anything except my new bed&pillows for my room in Onan. WOOTS(: Bahbahmoo, i finished up Mr.Edwin's maths assesment already *smiles* Wonder if Joshy&Avier do already anot. Poof, i've got SO many blanks man! I managed to sell my tickets! *yayyyy* I think coming to a hundred bucks! OMG, ole! I'm not crazy just that i'm OVERJOYED at the fact that i managed to sell the tickets to my family members! Weeee. Oh& today's cyber skool was so shitty. Mdm Juliana never update so we don't need to do...YAY!!!!! Hahaz, sorwee. XD End of posttt. =D

2008-01-25T15:50:00.000+08:00

I'VE GOTTA HEADACHE. ZZZZZZ.

*SMILEEES* Today was niceee. Hahaz, except chinese ( as usual la) &the teacher keep kao pei-ing on why the students arrive so late, wadever. I was so bored&sleepy lor, bleh. Music was so fun! Hahahah, BaiYang damn funny la, keep playing the fool till made all of us laugh. &suay suay i tio caught & scolded by the teacher. Who cares? Hahaha, no assembly, so Joshua&Alvin had to give this powerpoint thingy 'cause they are the Welfare Heads. Oh well, i blocked out my ears for a moment when JOSHUA was talking =D ( uber angry with him at first, now okay alr [: ) Then Alvin was like very shy, heheh. We had to discuss in groups which CIP involvement actitivity we wanna join. LOL, i think we joining the SPCA one. =D

Was at the traffic light waiting with Joshua for the rest of them, then saw Gabby. Okay Gabriel i mean. Hahaz, three of us somehow talked a lil and went off tgtr, but he was taking the Jurong Eastttt. Poof, &Joshua liked his surname. Lol, why not you marry him, and be called Joshua Curren eh? Hahahah, nonono, don't you dare. Went to the coffee shop above the bus stop. The mee hoon kuey quite nice, hahaz. Went home after that, BEING VERY ANGRY. Because avier&joshua don't want take photo with me. Grrr, fine. BYE!

2008-01-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

i hate my new hp number. it's just so ugly.

Lol. Yeah, mum just cancelled off my line& signed a new one for me. WOOTS, 1000 FREE SMSES, no more 500 free. yay. I can sms like siao also nobody cares, because i've gotta unlimited sms-es till MARCH. Omg, *smiles * Chapel was nice, but i was caught for my earrings again by that teacher AGAIN. Lame shyyt, blahblahblah. During recess, got these few guys, should be Gabriel's friends. OMG they are horribly disgusting la. ZZZ. Had this maths class test, quite okay la. But i know for sure i've gotta one WRONG. Home Econs was BORING, blahblah. Hanged out in skool for a while before going home together. Or rather, have lunch. Joshy had to go home for lunch, so yeah, i joined the rest. And they just lead me to don't know where which got me so pissed. Fcukk. I'd rather eat in J8 than KCP food, serious. I'm getting sick of going back KCP now and then. It's just...never mind.

Got home& mum asked me to meet her at J8 to decide on which number i want and the phone. Super shyt la, i still prefer my current one lor, easy to memorise, AND SO NICE(: Now it's like, bullshit can. I can't even remember my own number. Oh well, maybe i'm gonna pass the fon to my dad, i prefer my old onee.....Call me dumb or stupid, i just dont really like Samsung phones all along. Heheh, oh& get my numba from meeeee, cos i lost many contacts you see.

Tuition with the 2 guys was OKAY LAHH. But the questions were damn ****ing hard okay. I do till i just feel like slamming the book, but gotta behave myself. Hahaz, Avier was damn idiot la. Left me outside, don't let me in unless i wait for Joshua. Crapp. Boo, and his brother very scary, because i first time see him, then it's like, very sudden. Gah, and the moment i sat down, the tuition teacher came. Goshh. So it's like, i got a bit frustrated cos the questions all so tough. The funny part was when i tried to slack, &played with Avier's Mum's hamster, and i said SOOO CUTEEEE. The moment i said that, the teacher come out. *heheh* Went off with Joshh after that. I think this teacher quite nice la. XD Poof. Tmr's the last day of the week, YAYYYYY. End. Byeee.

2008-01-23T15:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY JOY! (:

Yay, it's Joy's birthday today. Woots. LOL.

happybirthday to JOYYY

happybirthday to JOYYY

happybirthday to JOYYY

happybirthday to YOUU!

Had this talk today, boring? Lol, the PSVG volunteer was talking about some stuff. I wasn't paying attention though, can't even see or understand what he was talking about. And some guys from the upper sec were making fun of that volunteer. Sadly to say, not only did they made a fool of themselves, it was disgrace to the school. I mean like, the volunteer took time off to organise such talks right? Neva mind.

History was nice(: Provided i was so guai as to copy and listen attentively. I didn't really feel sleepy la *yay*! Science was OKAY OKAY. Because we get to slack & when Mr Peh is so open minded. Lol. Blahblah, chinese sucked. It never rocked anyway, hahaz. English was okay too, ( the aircon was the best! ) Blahblah.

Oh and Mdm Haq created this very dumb game, we have to write our name on a piece of paper. Then she mixes the whole class' names including hers into a bag, and each person needs to pick one piece. Whichever name you picked, you gotta like, give a lil surprise to the person, provided we don't tell anybody especially the person. But somehow, my whole group told each other. XD I had a lil bit of secret with Joshy over here. *hehe* Anyway, the game's like err, example, you pretend to be a guy and write a note to that particular girl saying how pretty is she or something. The girl might think it's the guy on her mind that gave her, and get so happy for nothing. LOL. Mdm Haq's uber nice la [:

Scanned the finger printing thing before going back. Actually i think it's a waste of time, as in like, damn bo liao. Need to queue up for so long. Gosh. & walked to the MRT station through the overhead bridge with JOSHUA&YH&WILLI. The rest were mean freaks, they just left us behind and walked off. Damn it. I love the 3 of them(: The journey back to Bishan was great, because my besties were with me! Hahaz, &walked home with "JAWSH-ua" after that. Lol. That's it. &i forgot to do my tuition homework, who cares? Rofl. Yay, got chapel tomorrow. ILOVECHAPELSERVICE la, it just rocks my socks. Heheh, there's HOME ECONS TOO! But no practical tomorrow. Sian. Okay, BUHBYE.

2008-01-22T19:07:00.000+08:00

DARLING, IT'S ACTUALLY ONE YEAR AND 2 MONTHS!!! LOL.

The upper section of this post, is NOT for you(: Don't read it if you feel uncomfortable after a few sentences. I know at least 2 people will say i'm DISGUSTING i'm MUSHY i'm GROSS i'm WADEVER U WANNA SAY. ROFL.

Wee, A YEAR AND 2 MONTHS ! Yes JOSHUAAA Bobonuts. We've been together since like 22nd November 2006. LOL. Call me crazy or call me nuts. I'm just so happiee. ( i shall add the word, SUDDENLY. Hahaz.) Ahh, i won't say this whole time went smoothly lah. Of course there are some little bumps here and there, quarrels and disagreements. Last year, i kept thinking so hard what's gonna happen when we go different secondary schools. I expected our relationship to go total haywire. But somehow we were IN THE SAME SKOOL AND SAME CLASS. AHHH, hahaz. I don't know why you can tolerate my bullshit and horrible temper and not stay angry with me. & times when i'm so EMO, and i start screaming and yelling at you because i feel so troubled. I'm sorriee. I've neva seen youu get any angrier than that withe me before. Instead, you kept forgiving meeeee. (: Wee, THANK YOUUU. Ehh ehh, that doesn't mean i'm waiting for a day for you to get so angry with me and ignore me for a week or two. XD I'm just gonna say this bit 'cos its totally random of me to suddenly get so happy about this. Hahaz, first time i'm sounding so formal to talk about US. Lol, weee, can i be blogging here with the title 1 YEAR 3 MONTHS and so on. ( lalala) Boof, i cannot WAIT to see you tomorrow. *smileees* Shit it. Omg, ILOVEYO(:

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Now for my day.

before i start,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GLEN,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GLEN,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GLEN,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU(:

Lol, wait, I WARN YOU FIRST. DON'T YOU DARE TALK TO ME BOUT THE ON TOP THING TOMORROW. Whack you okay. Hahaz, lalalala, chinese? BORING. Write informal letter, very sian okay. Joy was like, gonna fall asleep. Oh ya! It's her birthday tomorrow! (: Literature was BORING too, now i gotta write a poem. WOOTS, I LOVE POEMS!!!

Heheh, lalalalala i loved art most. Uber fun can. Hahaz, drew my parrot, at first had a hard time blending, but soooooo fun after i learnt how to. After school had caligraphy, BOBONUTS. IT'S THE LAMEST THING. Ya i really don't like it. Hahaz, went to tennis training later. SO FUN SO FUN SO FUN. We went to the court, and at first i felt like A LOSER cos i couldn't really play properly. Omg, i love melina&willi. They're so sweet la. Lol, they taught me some steps to playy well. Woots, i managed to play a lil. And yes, one freak whack the damn bloody ball on my face. I think it's gonna be swollen tomorrow. Hahaz, kinda painful still. Anyway, i went to J8 to buy the gift for Evian's mama. Weeee, i don't know if i managed to get the right one. Oh& there's a Sony servicing centre @ J8, yay! This means my fon will be gone for servicing again. Lol. I'M VERY ANGRYYY WITH SOME FREAKK(ehem) THAT CAN'T EVEN SPEND MY BDAY WITH ME. ARGHH.

End of POST. BYEBYE.

2008-01-20T13:27:00.000+08:00

BLACK CHICKEN SOUP IS THE JOYYYYYYYYYY.

Woots. I'm so glad i'm back to my normal crazee meee. My closest would have realised that i was my emo self during the past few days. &i don't know why. Perhaps the stress is too much for me to handle, anyway, it's over(: Poof, I just realised today's a Sunday. I didn't go back to Onan last night, wee, tonight gotta dinner. Grandad's dinner.

Had my dear dear dear BLACK CHICKEN SOUP & TURTLE SOUP JUST NOW. Wah seh, BEST OKAYY. Lol. Weeee, Joshy's at church again. Bobonuts, so bored. Gimme 2 hours, will be back to update about my grandad's dinner.

IT SUCKED. IT'S THE WORST DINNER EVER IN MY 12 GOING ON 13 YEARS OF LIFE. Old folks are really old folks. Somehow their taste is like, worlds apart from us. Those disgusting teochew dishes really ee yer. I didn't eat much, only THE SUCKLING PIG is nice. Weee. Okay, sorry.

Lol, i just realised i forgot to do the English poster, only when Si Yu sms-ed me and asked me. THANKS TALL FREAK. I anyhow do. Heheh, just tried to make the lettering very fanciful but it was ugly, who agrees? ME.

&Firdaus asked me to help him to print some stuff. And i gave him some ideas for his LOVE poem, I got super engrossed and created some emo sentences. HE said i can pair up with Gabriel, 'cos he composes songs, i write the lyrics. OMG, COOL. =D He's gonna whack me tomorrow, woots. I see how Gab helps me to whack him backk. Weee. Okay off to sleep. Shall continue this post tomorrow.

TODAYYY.

Bom bee pee pom. I'm in an extraordinary good mood ( excluding chinese! =D ) PE was funnnn. EVERYBODY, JOVI LOVES VANESSA HO. Jovi, OPIGUT. You did this to me first! He went to hint Mr Yeo about me&Joshua ok. SHIT YOU LA. English was funn...not. Had to do stupid summary, crap. Joshua went " what's up man? yo man. shut up man. " Every sentence he said had one word inside. MAN.

Weeeee, &i found out some SHOCKING news. SECRET(: It's bout WAYNE&_______! I got so high after i learnt about it. Wayne was so desperate to know about it, but we tried to keep him in suspense. That idiot was smart enough to grab my water bottle and make me panic, looking around for it. He wanted me to tell him what we talking about him, before returning me. Joshua then became " SUPER-MAN " &helped me to get it back. Everybody, * claps * for the hero. Ehem, did i just said HERO? Sorraye, i meant, FREAK. =D

Poof, my dear boy's crazy. Don't know also. I really think he gotta high fever. Joking about all the nonsensical stuff, yeah. NONSENSICAL. Chinese was horrible, horrible, horrible. The drama thing was damn bloody lame la. Had to act as a dolphin&frog&cockroach&coconut tree. Then did some dumb activities and went OFF.

I went to try out the fingerprint thing. SO FUN. XD Saw Gab&Fir on the way. Weee, Gabby's chinese not bad eh. But i just not used to it, talking to a guy in chinese. LOL. I went to the Zion Zone to see who's Dick. The guy that Gabriel kept mentioning bout. I expected him to be some VERY TALL, NERDY guy. Not very tall, but so shy la. Zzz.

Train-ed home with HYH and i bought sweet corn from the J8 food basement. WTF, a cup of corn for $2?! Wapiang, pasa malam one is just $1 for one freaking cup can. Gosh, went back after that. I'm boredd. I'm stuck @ the history interview. Oh, and anybody GOT THE SONG CROSSING BY - CITY HARVEST CHURCH?

I LOVE THAT SONGGGGGGGG. Ahhhh. Okay stop, that's it. See PHS-ians tomorrow. Woots, tennis! Lol. Fcukk, got caligraphy too. I don't want la.

WEEEE, IT'S EHEM DAY TOMOLO. WOOTS(: I might be SUPER high okay. Watch out for tomorrow's post, EHEMMM =D

2008-01-19T15:56:00.001+08:00

" I fake a smile, so he won't see. "

Things are in a stupid state now. I don't know. Ever since i was in secondary school, things had never been the same, or rather, it got worse. Quarrels with my parents were always happening, though i tried so hard to be nice and not argue back. I'm so tired, till i really feel like giving and ending everything now. Nobody understands, even my closest, my family. I'm trying so hard to solve and get things to be better, but all i get back is naggings, scoldings, and yeah, yelling and scoldings in the car ride just now, from Bishan to Toa Payoh. Kicking up a big fuss over the window i forgot to close, and i've ABSOLUTE no idea of why this is serious to them. Next, saying that i shouldn't leave everything to the maid. DID I EVEN DO THAT? I'm really trying to lighten her load, by doing things i can do myself. She can shout and show attitude to me, AND I'M THE ONE TOLERATING IT?

I just feel so bloody fucked up these days. Just because of this, my mum's threatening me. Look, the word is THREATENING. She's gonna cut off my handphone line, she's gonna cut off the broadband connection, she's not gonna let me go out with my friends, and i'm gonna go home after school before the timing. I really want to go back to primary school, i don't want all these...Can i just cry everything out, can i just leave everything as it is now and don't care, can i just end this now? &i really don't know where you were, when i needed somebody to talk to most...

Lord, please tell me what to do...I feel like playing tennis now, but all i know is that i'm gonna start venting my anger on it. Not in the mood to join my family at Sentosa now, so i guess i'll stay at home now. Today was definitely the worst day of my life. And i'm serious about it. Or rather, it's the worst WEEK of my life. I hardly smiled, i hardly spoke to my family, and i just feel so tired...

Can i just get out of this for once, i know my post today is so emotional. I'm letting out how i'm feeling inside, flow out now, before i break down soon. I'll get back to my essay, bye.

2008-01-18T13:59:00.000+08:00

I'VE GOT A BLISTER ON MY HEEL. AND IT'S FCKKIN PAINFUL.

DAMN it DAMN it DAMN it! Shouldn't have worn my socks so low, now my heel's uber painful. THE SKIN CAME OFF. ZZZ, i was tolerating the pain until i reached the MRT station, and went down the stairs. Yay, JingYing gave me a plaster(: Bobonuts, i don't know why i didn't felt like talking to THAT GUY this morning. Lol. THAT GUY i'm talking about is JOSHUA BOBONUTS. Hahaz, sor-wee my dear. Wasn't in the mood this morning. Heheh.

Chinese sucked. Really. It just sucked. I regretted. Shouldn't have taken up HMT la! Damn it. Monday this stupid chinese drama thingy, tuesday got caligraphy. Shit.

Recess was FUNNYYYY. Hahahaha, we made fun of ONE PERSON'S name. *private joke. =D

LSS practical was a disaster. Maybe for me. Hahaz, the stupid test tube dropped and it was vibrating. & i was like so freaked out and lost grip of the test tube holder, so spilt some chemicals. SCIENCE REALLY FREAKS ME OUT SOMETIMES.

Assembly was terrible also. Gladys slept *i think. Me&Joy were like, SO BORING, I WANNA SLEEEEP. And one guy from 1Faith really slept! Hahahaha.

Oh well, took the train back. Joshua was tryna slang in the train. TOTAL IDIOTTTTIC. Hahaz, and Darren thought we two were brother&sisters because i tried to deceive him. And i think he believes it, but Joshua didn't say a word about it until Darren left. Josh said something about me being too stupid to be his sister. And i was like, YOU ARE TOO DUMBBB to be my brother.

Wee, i wonder how things will be like now, if me&Joshy are not together, but both bro&sis. Just like me&Avier or MingHan or Willi. Bobonuts, it will be funnnn. And i dunno why, argued LOTS of shitty stuff with him while walking home. Really childish, BUT SO FUNNY....not. Plants grow properly with the help of music or songs, or by TALKING TO THEM? Hahaha, music and songs are still possible, but talking to a plant is totally...gosh. That's what MR KOH said. Bobonuts. ILY JOSHUAA. =D

&i think i really really poisoned Gabriel, Firdaus said he kept BOBONUT-ing in maths class. Hahaz, WEEE, I'VE GOT POWERRRR. I'm doing my homework, and just woke up from a nap. I was WAY too tired and my eyes were like gonna close, so yeah, i be honest with you. I logged into Blogger 4 times, just to write this post. LOL. No more edi. BYE!

Oh, shytt. I don't think i'm going to Mdm Tang's house tomorrow. Ahya, i don't know. ZAI JIAN.

2008-01-17T20:21:00.000+08:00

I'M FEELING SO HORRIBLE TODAY...don't ask me why.

Went to school, with a very low low low and horrible mood. Everybody knew i didn't felt like talking, maybe from the look of my face. Nothing much happened it particular, or maybe, something. Just that i felt it's not worth the effort of being angry with it. Anyway, sorry if i shouted& threw tantrums on some of ya. I apologise. Chapel was great, and i mean, great. Had the test for History, and i'm sure i got the last answer wrong. We came out and i saw Firdaus. He told me about Gabriel Curren, from his class. But didn't know who was that actually. And yeah, i know who's he now. Blahblahblah.

Home Econ was okay la. Just that i hated the Hot Cocoa, so bloody bitter can. Released us late, and i saw Joshua&Wayne tryna fix the lock. Waited for them. Went J8. Go Mac for lunch. Blahblah. Teased Willi&Denise. Went home. Rested. I was online, and talked with Gabriel. I think he's really influenced by my BOBONUTS. From the way Firdaus told me. Lol, i didn't poison him luh. Went to Avier's house for tuition. Blahblah. Teacher was okay la, just that my poor brother is not feeling well. Get well soon yeah! (: His mum is niceeeee, lol. Especially the part when she playing with her hamster. Hahaha! Okay, that's it. Not in the mood today. Byee.

I don't know how & what to say to you.

2008-01-16T16:09:00.001+08:00

SCHOOL'S GETTING MORE AND MORE BORING...DAY BY DAY... & my posts are getting shorter too...

& it seems like the only reason i'm happy about it is because Joshua&my good friends are there...Maybe the teachers and tennis and seniors too...boo... Okay stop. Hahaz, my morning actually started off with Joshy. Bobonuts, why does he looks so scary in the morning? Lol. blahblahblah. OMG, tomorrow gotta history test! FREAK. Thanks to the majority that raised up their hands when asked if they want the test tomorrow. Damn it. I don't want! Bobonuts.

Chinese is getting...nicer, yet stupider. Yay, XinPing&Joy's in my CLASS! Woots. Together with SiYu, and darren i think. Lalalala. Nothing much. Except that the thumbprint attendence thing's gonna start. Woohoo, so cool. Train-ed home, and yeah, Joshua's tryna be girly la. Eeeyeh. HOW CAN U DO THAT?! Hahaha, he's meeting Avier at Junction8. And when i was walking home, i MET Avier. Hahaz, anyway, i'm gonna have tuition with my two darlings tomolo. Weee. End. BYE.

2008-01-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

TENNIS RULED MY LIFE AT 5:15PM TODAY.

Bobonuts! Wee, Willi&Joshua gonna smack me if i keep on BOBONUT-ing. Heheh. I'm just crazy about that word. Bobonuts. Lesson went fine fine fine. Finally, i found out that HCL was quite fun after all! Hahaz, yay, i got into the same class as Joy. =D I thought i might fail horribly man! Maybe i did? Lol. English was FUNNN!!!! Mdm Juliana on MC still. So had this relief teacher. Damn fun la, didn't do any work at all. We kept on crapping and talking shit. Annabelle arr...gosh, i realised she very cute la! Hahaha, she snatched my tennis raquet and ran round the whole class. Obviously, i will chase her right? The teacher thought we in performing arts. Rofl.

Lalalala, i'm very tired. Nothing to talk much if my brain's not working well. Booboo. Tennis was a bit horrible at first, but it was PERFECT at the end. Cos at the end, we were supposed to go home la. But raining so heavily, so me&willi&melina& the senior JOSHUA trained a lil. He damn funny la, the way he teach and stuff. Lol. CHIONG-ed home at 5.55pm. Ran to the MRT station, took the train. Reached Bishan. Ran to 711. Long queue. Ran to Macdonalds. Long queue. Ran to Breadtalk. LONG but fast queue. Grabbed two sausage buns and paid and RAN TO THE TUITION CENTER. Freak, so tired la. ZZZ, i thought i'd be damn bloody late. In the end, THE TEACHER WAS EVEN LATER LA! Damn it. Wasted my energy sia.

ILOVETENNIS. Though i kinda suck at it. =DD Booboo, actually, got a lot of things to blog about today. Just that i very lazy to type out the things in details. Tomorrow got tuition. Freak. Thursday got tuition. Yay. 'Cause it's with Avier&Joshua. Woohoooooooooo.

I go do my stuff. BYEEE.

2008-01-14T15:24:00.000+08:00

I BROKE MY NAME TAG. Don't you dare laugh.

The day went by, great? Hahaz, PE was fun. As in, Mr Yeo is super funny can. Lol. English was up next, had a relief teacher 'cause Mdm Juliana on MC. All of us finished our work very early, and talked shit after that. Wrong, talked about ghosts. Hahaz. Jovi & his nonsensical crap.

Booboo, recess was horrible. With the fact that, my dear MR JOSHUA KOH was a bit wrong up there. Yeah, and i don't know why. He just got so crazy today, not his usual quiet self. I mean, he's DAMN HIGH today...good mood or something? Bu Zhi Dao. We were arguing over childish stuff ( Yes sarah, i agree with you. Hahaz ) over ROCKS & SUCKS. That insane freak is in Welfare Commitee, weee. And kept talking bout WELFARE. Idiot. He talked lotsa shit, and i broke my ice chocolate blended cup. It cracked, DAMN ITTT.

After that was Science. I BROKE MY NAMETAG. FREAK! And stupid Wayne got hold of my wallet, and saw my neoprints&pictures. Shit you la. Now it's crumpled! But he's nice enough to apologise after class! Hahaz, oh and Mr Peh is uber nice la. Lol, &i realised i cannot sit at the back of the class okayy. I can't concentrate, i can't see. Did experiments with the Bunsen Burner. So fun, yet scary. Me&Gladys were having quite some " fun ". Fun as in, 30% of being afraid in it. Hahaz, enjoyed it, i mean, never had such an experience right?

Maths quiz was in Mdm Haq's homeroom, quite okay la. Gotta 4 outta 5 =( Boohoo, i'm aiming for full marks! Chinese sucked. SUCKED. It really SUCKED. Had the composition writing competition today, and dumb Lim Shao Jun Jermaine DID NOT bring her electronic dictionary. I was like " aww SHIT! " Fortunately, Joy said she could share with her(: Thx darling. Hahaz.

Chinese lesson was totally used by the composition competition. The theme is based on Singapore i think. And what sucked was that, it's included in the chinese results la. I still wanted to anyhow write! They had 3 choices for us to talk about, i chose the third choice which talked about a traveller's impression of Singapore. Second choice, too many things to write. 1st choice, i don't understand what it means, despite the fact that BaiYang&Xi or Si Kai was tryna explain to me. Chinese damn pro la. Hahaz, i settled on third and got on writing, yeah, wasn't in the right mood yet. But slowly, i managed to write the story smoothly. Got a lil' stuck at certain parts, but managed to finish it on time. Thanks to the dictionary Xi or Si Kai lent me. Yay. If not i'll fail even if my plot is good. So many han yu pin yins here and there, hurriedly filled in the words.

School ended and weeee, Joshua's nice enough to really wait. ILYYYY Joshuaaa! =D So he was there playing with his gay partner, Daniel. Kidding la. Hahaz, went to buy the mashed potato, very hungry, and the same time a bit full. Okay, no link. Lol. I train-ed back with Joshua&Yh&Daniel. Not surprised, that a bit crazy guy was there talking shit. Arguing about nonsensical stuff. Who's name starts with J, ends with A, has 6 letters? Hahaz. Daniel&Yh went to J8. Wait wait, let me emphasize on this. They two went SEPERATE ways okay. Lol. Walked back with Joshua after thatttt. Booboo, Avier asked me&Joshua to go to the tuition. Hahaz, I DON'T MIND MAN! (: Just that gotta see if Joshua can join us too. Woots.

Booooooooo, tomorrow got photo taking as well as my first tennis game. Hahaz, i'm scared la. It's like, my first time, and the tennis court is gonna be MY PLATFORM OF DISGRACE. That's what i told Josh&Dan. It's true! Boo, i'm really worried. Oh& gonna get back our banding test results for chinese tomorrow. Get ready to die Jermaine(:

And i finally managed to contact one of my Gifted Programme KCP besties(: I contacted Leslie! Yay! Thanks Jin Hui! YOUU ROCK. And OMG, damn freaking smart can! Okay wrong, i'm toopid=( LESLIE&NICHOLAS IS IN HWA CHONG! SEAN'S IN RAFFLES INSTITUTE! Oh crap, this is freaky. WTF, goshhhhhh!!!! I wanna get their contact numbers man! I feel like talking to them. Gotta Leslie's, but don't think gotta rest.

OUCHHHH. I jammed my finger into the window frame just now. Boo, it's raining so heavily! Okay, end of post. BYEEE people. &remember to look nice for phototaking tomorrow okay?(:

2008-01-12T15:19:00.000+08:00

SAW MY BESTIE AFTER A BEAUTIFUL, 4 YEARS.

Hahaz, i saw Sean today. Alright, Sean Tan Wei Ern i mean. Was at J8 with my mum for breakfast, despite the fact that i was so angry with my parents last night. So it's like, i went down the escalator, and saw 2 guys. I thought one of them looked very familiar, look again, and i shouted SEAN TAN! He turned his head and was like, damn blur look. Look the same. Sound a lil' different. Still the same with his " bye bye." after 4 years eh? Hahaz. Booboo, forgot to get his contact, so yeah, sms-ed Jovi and asked him to get. OMG, i can't believe i found one of my long time no see buddy. Woots.

Breakfast was at Delifrance, and my mother was like talking to me nicely. Good, that's what i'm waiting for alright.

I was at Bugis Junction just now. Had lunch at Ministry Of Food. Some kind of Japanese food, boring. My parents love the food there. Bought my sandles from Charles&Keith. Finally! Yes got my stockings to fit my outfit for CNY too. Booboo, my parents gonna break the rule of not being able to celebrate CNY. Who cares la. And yes, I'M GONNA CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY. WOOTS. Bought a shorts from Mickey Connection too. Heheh, got 50% OFF. AND ONE LAST THING! My jeans is finally altered! Yay.

And about yesterday, as usual, a quarrel with my parents over CCAs again. It has never ended nicely la. I almost cried. Didn't felt like talking to anybody, or blog again. Yeah, except Joshua. And i wanna say this to Joshua NOW.

Loved one, i'm really sorry. You were nice enough, to tell me how i should deal with it, and explain to them nicely. But i was so stubborn &somehow got so stupid as to vent my anger on ya. Maybe i should have actually listened to you, and things wouldn't be that way last night. I'm sorry if i got so agitated& harsh with my words. I wasn't sure what i was doing, and was really not in the right mood...Forgive me about it & well, i also hope things will be better for you too. ILOVEYOU. (:

Hahaz, i'm glad i'm feeling so much happier today. He showed me the Youth service he attended at his church on the internet, yeahh, it's so cool okayy. Oh well, i don't know if i can even attend any of such stuff. Time will tell...

2008-01-11T14:33:00.000+08:00

I'M FEELING SO...SIAN.

Went to school alone today, was in the sian sian mood la. Totally didn't felt like talking. Not at all. I saw Mr Chew and wanted to speak to him about volleyball trainings, coincidentally, a big group of girls didn't wanna join too. I'm not SURPRISED. And he had to refer us to Mr Yeo, HOD of P.E. He spoke to us and sort of convinced most of us, though some of them like, not very happy. Anyway, since he seemed so desperate and nice, perhaps i shall listen to what Mr Yeo said " Give Volleyball a chance. Give me a chance. Give yourself a chance. " Alright, i shall try to talk my parents round, but i don't know what they gonna say again. Had enough of quarrelling with them over CCAs, i'm damn tired of it already.

Music lesson was okay la. BaiYang was damn funny can. Everything the music teacher said, he talked a lot of crap. Recess was up next, and some of them chiong-ed homework. I was kind enough to read it out to Wayne, hahaz. Because he lent me a pen when i didn't bring my pencil box also. LOL.

Science lesson was quite exciting, espescially when we're in the lab, and Mr Peh is nice la. Just that sometimes a bit scary. Had to put on this stupid pair of so called goggles, it looked more like transparent sunglasses to me. Oh well, heck. I wanted lesson to end so much, and then assembly, and go home.

Assembly was horrible, espescially when every other pupil making noise, and how warm it was in the hall. They didn't turn on the air conditioner, i suppose. Mrs Tan showed us a powerpoint about the unfortunate in third world countries, and we're so lucky to be here. We prayed and my phone suddenly rang, damn it. Fortunately, it was on silent mode.

Dear Lord, i wanna thank you for everything we have now. The lesson taught today, was indeed helpful. Please teach us to be appreciative& cherish what we have, regardless of people, things, or effort. And help us to be thankful in every single way, and not taking things for granted. Help us too, to understand what people in other countries are experiencing, as well as suffering. I pray, and hope that you will bless them, with good health, and grant them out of their suffering. Oh Lord, please bless the people around me too. Their families, and friends. Bless them with good health and help them, to be thankful also. Thank you Lord, and in Jesus precious name i pray,

AMEN.

Mdm Haq distributed our permanant nametags, and yes, luckily it was Jermaine Lim. Instead of Lim Shao Jun Jermaine. I'm gonna kill myself okay. I liked the color, & yeah, it's my favourite BLUE. We were sort of dismissed later than i expected. And waited for the rest too, some had PA stuff, Yh had some class discussions. All of us went home together, or rather, all of them went to J8 to buy stuff. Me&Joshua went home after that. And now i'm at home, i'm bored. I wanna go J8 and meet them again. Gosh. I'm talking to Ming Han now, yes yes, finally he's speaking. (:

I don't know if i should go for volleyball training tomorrow. Zzz.

Byee.

2008-01-10T16:50:00.000+08:00

KCPPS IS STILL THE BEST.

I was sort of late again for school. Anyways, the chapel service was GREAT(: I loved the place, the songs& the church " band " was excellent okay! Uncle Clement had a good voice too. I don't regret entering PHS. =D Lessons were taught, stuff continued. And the funniest thing was during History lesson, hahaz. One girl, sorry i forgot your name, her phone suddenly rang and Mr.Ng confiscated her phone. It somehow reminded me of primary school man. I still remembered my alarm was Girlfriend-Avril Lavigne, i wanted it to be loud and scary, 'cause was afraid couldn't wake up in the morning. And i don't know why it will play suddenly! Hahaz, but Mdm Tang never confiscate(:

Our class was spilt into two, one half for D&T, the other half for Home Economics. I was in Home Economics. WOOT. I expected it to be fun la, but it turned out to be quite boring. I'd rather go and saw wood. Hahaz. Which means, two periods of life without Joshua. Ya, as if i will die. Hey, maybe i will. KIDDING. Hahaz. And we ( the girls ) were busy match making Ms Kong with Mr Peh! Hahaha. But some idiotic BIG MOUTH-ED shits(S) went to tell the class about me&Joshua. Shut the fuck up la. You all think it's funny, but to me it's not ok. Don't force me to do something to you, that you won't like. And i'm not joking about this. Primary school is primary school. Now it's secondary school, it's different.

So we went back to KCP together, yes i'm excited. Josh wanted to go home and put his bagggg. Off we went first! We were damn kan chiong while in the bus, hahaz. Had 8 minutes to chiong to KCP and meet Mdm Tang 'cause she gotta meeting. Yay, we saw her! And purposely wear tie, hahaha. She helped us to fix it properly, and not allowed to take it out for 4 years. LOL, we took pictures, wrong, Josh helped us to take =D And toopid Mdm Tang said the way i call Joshua very, " sweet ". Gah, wadeva.

We saw a lot of old friends and i went crazy! I went around selling the coupon tickets, and woot, Lester&Kashkern&Avier was the best! The only ones that buy from me(: Seriously, the only one that changed most was Avier. Gosh, so quiet nice polite la. So different from the " KNNB CB, **** " guy i used to know. Hahaz, i'm glad my brother's soooo NICE now. And i'm actually wondering how's Ming Han man. That boy is really, adorable. Hahaz, i hope he's alright at Maris Stella and of course, enjoying himself(: I can't wait to see him ! The fantastic 4, will never be fantastic four if any of them is missing! I PROMISE.

We went to see Mr Chua also. Hahaz, then went to the basketball court. It was drizzling, so i went home to change and went down again. DAMN IT, sarah&adeline went back. At the same time, raining, so woohoo! I went home too(:

Wow, i can't wait to see them again. Espescially Syafiq&Gerald. Though you two couldn't come today, relax! We will still meet up kayy? Jon just called me, 'cause he said Joshua wanted to know the homework. JON IS AN IDIOT. REALLY AN IDIOT. Hahahaa, kidding. EWWW ROCKKK BUDDY =D

End. BYE LOVED ONES.

p.s : OMG, AVIER'S DAMN GUAI NOW LA. I've got a " new " brother. XD

See, PERFECT!
the INFORMAL one. Hahaz

2008-01-09T19:21:00.000+08:00

IT'S MY MOUTH, NOT YOURS MAN.

Shit you. I can't stand this. I CAN'T. Jermaineeee, cool down. Yes, it started off with a boring day. Everything just seemed uber boring to me today. And during English, had to form into groups of 6, so yeahh, i was with the guys =D Jovi&Joshua are training to be reporters of CHANNEL news asia, which is like, a bit...IMPOSSIBLE one. Hahaha! But in the end, kanna sabo-ed and had to read out one darn long article. Borringggg.

Went to Mdm Haq's homeroom, and had to like, sell these coupon tickets for the fun fair. Super dinosaur, okay i'm addicted to dinosaurs and bobonuts out of the blue. Sorwee. Hahaha! We were dismissed after that. After school, i was a super nice person you know...i helped two students to find MR. STEVEN ONG leh. I'm so kind as to leave my wallet leaving around, and thank God the person that saw my wallet help me take care(:

I used my act guai method to tell the receptionist, and WOOHOO, she helped me. Weee, JOSHUA&WILLI are big DUMBOS. Hahaz, but too bad he wasn't there. So i acted as if i needed to find him something that's very urgent, and even suggested to call him, but don't have his number. Hahaz, Joshua went " later he angry ar..." Boohoo, so they wanted to find him tomorrow. =DD Ms Lim, which is me, went uber high and felt that i'm very useful, and my two little students are just simply RUDEEE. I had to ask them to thank me, they not " auto " one. Idiots. Woohoo, i went for VB training after that.

I was like super excited you know, and yeahh, the sec 2 seniors are UBER nice la! Hahaz, so pretty&tall(: The sec 3&4s a bit scary la...as in like, boohoo. Ya, just scary that's it. I was so nice again, and went home at 615pm. Tada, byeee.

I'm damn tired can. And hungry. I wanna say some stuff, but not here. Damn it. Joshua&sarah should know. STUCK UP FREAKSS.

2008-01-08T16:13:00.000+08:00

I GOT A NEW BOYFRIEND(:

YES! Everybody! I wanna announce something important! I gotta new boyfriend! And he is....
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my darling art file(: Oh my gosh, my file's so shuai la. He's so useful, he's so cute& sweet as to let me hug and carry him! OHHH MY, i love you, art file(: Kidding.

Okayy, i'm nuts. Wendy Darlingg infected me with her disease!!! Hahaz, i went to skool. ( Obviously ) And i was so called touched, when my darlings were waiting at the canteen.(: So sweet of them. Or maybe, not us. Hahaha. Who cares? Anyway, the day started of terribly, from being kanna scolded to the stupid chinese test. Those that are curious, i got scolded and insulted because i sat behind during assembly...WTF. I'm sitting with the guys behind 'cos they are my EXschool mates, so i know them very well right?! I don't even know some girls in front what. Shytt you. So i was insulted in a way that, i'm a guy, and that guy asked if i wanna change to shorts to be a guy tomorrow. Freakk.

And the chinese test was total SHYTTTT. It's so tough can. I got a feeling will fail leh ><>some MOST passages. So, the best conclusion? Tikam tikam luh(: But i didn't do finish, left the two last questions blank. WOOHOO.

Went for err, wads next? Oh ya! Literature. The teacher was Mdm Shirley Chong. Not bad la...Okay i sound as if i'm damn good. Heheh. Anyway, it was soso. And had to like, answer some of her questions on a yellow piece of paper, and fold it into a paper crane. Ya i know it doesn't make sense for a literature teacher to teach " HOW TO FOLD A PAPER CRANE " Too bad, it happened today. She asked questions like, " What is literature? " " What do you want me to know about you? " Yeahh, off i went to RECESS!!!!

Heheh, okay i forgot what i ate. Oh, i ate a tuna sandwich. Pathetic. All of us were rushing for time luh =.= Chiong-ed to...HISTORY CLASSROOM! Oh wad the TOOT. The teacher so fierce! I kanna caught for my frinch. ZZZ. I enjoyed/ didn't enjoyed the class, partly because he's so fierce. To think SKKK said he's funny. Siao.

Next is ENGLISHHH. Weee, so fun. Hahaz, it's air conditioned man! I kept disturbing Alvin, saying " so cold! so nice! " Lol. And i made friends with Darren&Si Yu. =DD

Up next was ART! Mr Jimmy Wang. I like his surname leh, so cool. So he was explaining...blahblahblah. And had to design a content page. Ahya, heck. Do it when i'm free, NOT NOW.

Yay, after school! I saw the basketball coach and asked Joshua to go and see him, 'cause i thought that there's some basketball thingy going on in the afternoon. And Joshua went to ask that coach. It turned out that it was for GIRLS! Pai seh. Hahaz.

JERMAINE+JOSHUA+JOVI+SARAH+CHRISTABEL = FUNN! We stayed back to do our schoolwork. Joshua went around looking for the basketball coach, but couldn't find him. And i went to look for Mr.Yeo. I don't wanna join volleyball. I NO WANT. So he said, just join one day tomorrow, and if i really don't like it, tell them, i QUIT. Woot.

Me&josh&jovi were doing our science, but didn't come to a conclusion. Heheh, but we finished our English! Big deal. =P So we joked all the way while doing work, and for the grammar exercise, Josh&Jovi come and suan me. Idiot. And THAT FREAKING JOVI HO IS...DAMN idiotic. Yes Joshua, i'm gonna blog bout this part. DEFINITELY.(: He slammed my book on the bird shit okay! Gosh, and not long before that, Josh was telling me, " that's food " and i went " that's bird shit. " AND I PROVED HIM WRONG. IT'S BIRDSHIT, YOU SILLY FREAKK. =D

We begged Jovi, and YES!!!! YOU ROCK, his daddy drove us home(: And suay suay, i sat beside JOSHUAAA. On our way, Elaine called me, then i asked Joshua to answer...so funny. Hahahah! Then i went kuku and started hugging my file! Heheh, end of my wonderful trip. Thanks Jovi(:

His daddy dropped us at the traffic junction and we walked home. Wrong, sarah&christ bus-ed home. Me&joshua, walked. No wrong, he walked. I ran. Hahaz. It was raining man! And my books all wet& i was totally drenched la...LOL.

I'm going for tuition later. Freak, i haven't do homework yet. HAHAHA. Lmfao. Okayy, that's it. ZAI JIAN LIAO.

ILOVE EVIAN =DD my new goody good friend! Heheh.
ILOVE...joshua(: my old goody good boyfriend! Heheh.

I'm crazee. BYEEE.

2008-01-07T15:26:00.000+08:00

&i'm so disappointed with youuuu.

The day went quite well, provided that we were dismissed late. Anyway, our PE teacher was nice(: Mr Rodney Yeo, i think. And it was our first period too. Then it was English, ms or mrs Juliana? Science was Mr Gary Peh. He's currently at JC, kinda funny guy la. Hahaz. Maths was our form teacher Mdm Haq. Chinese not sure yet, just that the HOD was quite fierce can. Lol. And we selected the class committee liao, i think Chairman should be Jovi. Hahaz, all of us sabo-ed him. Vice chairman most probably Gladys!(: Grace is Welfare committee. Oh and Mr Peh asked me to stay back after class, he wanted to speak to me. I thought i did something wrong, and thank God it wasn't anything serious. He asked me to think over again, about being the science rep. Because if i'm aiming to be part of the Student Council, this can help me. Gah, i don't know. Even if so, i'd rather some other subjects rather than...SCIENCE? Hahaz, perhaps English would interest me more. There's science homework to complete today, and yeahh, surprisingly. Hahaz, we went home at 2pm, 10 minutes later. The guys didn't wait for us though, they went off! Leaving us & Willi to wait for them Shyyt you. So when we reached the MRT station at Bishan, JingKai&Alvin were there waiting for us.

And yeah, i walked home in the rain. Hahaz.

2008-01-06T20:03:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh, i love this video! Metamorphosis night! OMG, thanks bro minghan(:

this is 6Excellence's video. I LOVE IT....oh crap, i felt like crying when i saw this. 6E, i love you=)

2008-01-06T15:16:00.000+08:00

CCA, OH SHITTTTT. =(

booooohoooooohoooooo. I'm saying buhbye to my dear volleyball. So what's next? Heheh, of course TENNIS right! Lol, i think the venue of training most probably be in YioChuKang sports complex that's like, opposite PHS. Yay, i'm just hoping that the days of training don't land on a fcuking Saturday. If not i'm gonna kill myself again. Or maybe, i won't. Not worth it. ROFL. =P

Wee, i finally made my choices. Hahaz, but i'm just thinking which cca to put in which position of choice. So it's like, i took a long time after "eliminating" them. Yeah, i took a LONG time. Tennis, netball, table tennis, dance?

My uncle's scaring me on how freaky a girl will turn out after playing tennis. All tanned&manly. Idiot. And he's using Amélie Mauresmo as an example. Wadeva. Boombahhhboom. Jerm's DARLINGG's attending the first day of his youthnet thing in church. Yay, he's considered as a youth! Okay i'm childish. Mamamia, toopidd. Wonder what time he's gonna be BACKKK. Mooooomaaaaaamoooooo. He can't be online on Sundays to accompany me anymore. Pooooooooopaaaaapoooooo.

I'm getting insane over animal sounds. Jon influenced me! Hahaz, laaaaaaaloooooolaaaaa.

Some relatives are at my house now. And i'm horribly dressed! Toopid mummy&grandma didn't tell me about it. My room's in a big mess, my hair's like a siao zha bor, and i'm wearing this dumb painted tee done by me, with a short short fbt. I'm lying on my bed and blogging here, AHHHHHHH.

And there they go again " Wow, you've grown so big and you're taller than me already! " Lala, wadeva. I think that's enough. I'm going retarded soon.

JOSHUA KOH, I ORDER YOU TO BE BACK NOW AND ACCOMPANY ME BEFORE YOU VISIT ME IN IMH TOMORROW. =( kidding.

Ole! Gotta school tomorrow again. Yay, i love it. Heheh, i'm prepared to study hard(: My bag's uber heavy. Boo boo boo. Enough, BYEEEE.

2008-01-05T15:03:00.000+08:00

Heheh, CAMP CAMP CAMP!!!

Shit. I'm gonna type till my fingers break today! For those that weren't aware, i was at this SUPERB camp at PHS. Oh gosh, ILOVEITTT(: Everything was okay, except the horrible food. Hahaz. It went like that :

Yesterday
Was in a super excited mood. But i pang seh-ed Alvin&Jing Kai. Didn't go to school with them, 'cause after i reached the MRT, they couldn't be found. So i thought maybe they went off. Oh well, carried so many stuff, a big bag and a sleeping bag from Justin...Cause mine spoiled and i couldn't find any in J8. ( MR LAU JIA CAI, DON'T TEASEEEE ) And off i went.

Was in the Parade Square for assembly, bloody hell. First thing in the morning kanna punished! Forgot to bring my name tag, i left it in my pencil box, gosh. Had to stand, many people were punished too. JOSHUAAAAA also forgot to bring his name tag. :( Stood till the devotion and everything was over, hahaz. Got back to class to put our stuff and did everything. And played many games, FUNNN! Spiderweb is like, we gotta crawl through the holes made up of raffia strings. Using teamwork, and ya, when it was my turn, so shitty. Hahaz, the girls didn't want the guys to carry, yeah! WE girls rockkk.

Lalala, the day went. Quite okay la, but very tired. The food is the worst! Lol, Joshua looked very hungry, finished everything so quickly. Of course, he ate a banana.=D Hahaz, *yay* i spent my camp happily man!

Had to dance some items. Some billy banjang, and this friendship dance. Billy banjang u gotta go in circles with your friends, then shout " jilikaka" or something like that. The friendship dance, stupid Filbert wanted it to be pair people up. And err, somehow i ended with Mr.Joshua Koh =P Yeah yeah, feeling uber red n anxious at first. So was like moving here and there, couldn't stop, that idiot kept asking me to stop moving. Boohoo. Was uber relieved when got to the next boy. Hahaz...

At night was the campfire. The cheers were cute, but wasn't in the mood, had gastric. Lol. It went off after a while, then this guy came and sat beside me. Crazy, suddenly talked to me. And kept saying he gotta gay partner and started arguing with that guy bout their genders. Rofl.

Then time for us to dance. The billy something something was nice. But that friendship dance was...when i had to partner MYYYY BOYFRIEND, the kcp besties were idiots. Laugh laugh laugh. Especially SARAH KIM. Gosh. Boohoo. Make me get my steps WRONG. XD

Bathed so late. And it's damn cool la! They bathe through hoses. So it's like, you just shout which toilet cubicle you in, then the councillor will put the hose over the door, when you finish, shout okay. So too pid! Lol.

Slept at 2am plus with Joy, Gladys, and Grace! Hahaz, Joy couldn't really get to sleep, but eventually, she did. I woke up like, 5 50am something? Lol. Boooohoo, i was feeling SLEEPY.

Today

ZZZ. Had the CCA thingy today. And i was happily chatting with my bodyguards, when the teachers started calling names...and JERMAINE LIM 1 ENDURANCE was heard. I was like " wtf? me?! " And i realised it was for Volleyball. I was a lil surprised, me&amanda were quite anxious. Cause we don't know how to play Volleyball and they just selected us like that. There was a second round of trial, and somehow i passed it. So the coach had my name down, but i'm not gonna join. Tennis should be my choice! Hahaz. Okay, there's nothing much to talk about. Except,

I WANNA SLEEEPPPPPP.

let's me say it one more time!

ILOVEEEEEEEEJOSHUA(:

2008-01-03T14:56:00.000+08:00

And i told you...ILOVEYOUU(: Didn't i?

I'm starting to love PHS. Yes i do. The heading is not referring to PHS! You know who luh. Lol. Maybe my love for PHS will deepen luh. Hahaz, today was great! EXCEPTIONALLY great. As usual, went to school with Yong Hui& her sister. The rain totally spoiled it, i was a lil' wet. My darling shared umbrella with me! Hahaz.

I think we were late. But yay, the guys are so nice! Hahaz, they reserved a seat for me. I sat with Alvin! Too pid Joshua, grow so tall, block my view. ( He was in front of me.)

We went back to class and i made one friend! Evelyn(: Lol, she's nice luh. And we had to switch form teacher with 1Devotion. No Mr Wang! And we had to change class also, so in the end our form teacher was Ms._____ i forgot her name. Joshua, fill in that blank PLEASE? (:

We went to the area outside the dentist, and played a game. Some sort of game that helps you to know your friends better. And yeah, i was worth 5cents. Joshua was worth 20cents and he was saying he worth more than me! Yeah yeah. Wadeva. Idiot. And our group always had me, Joshua, Alvin, Jing Kai, Jovi, Wayne. And some girls. Yay, fortunately we didn't have to clean up the class. But some girls repeatedly had to. Hahaz, poor thing ><

It was recess and our KCP gang met up! Wayne&some others joined in too. Lol, we are uber noisy! Hahaz, we all ate chicken burger, but Joshua had an extra hashbrown =P While lining up, me&Joshua greeted the BIG BIGG kor kor, MR LAU JIA CAI! Hahaz, Joshua said " Hi, i'm Joshua..." And the ENTHU me went " HELLO!!!!" Hahaz, i waited for Yong Hui to finish her noodles and yeah we went to the hall for the talk.

Gosh, we were late for the disciplinary talk. And when i was there, all of them were standing, scaryy. Then had this attire check. Every form teacher had to check every pupil, those that were untidy had to stand in front. And yeah, 3 guys from our class went. Hahaz. Me & Joy & Gladys were kinda scared. I clipped up my hair last minute. Gladys too. And this guy in my class, i forgot his name. He said " she looks damn different when she clip up la! " I turned round, and yeahh, he was talking about me. I stuck out a tongue! Hahaz, i wanted to shout " IS THAT A COMPLIMENT OR SARCASTIC COMMENT, DUMBOO?" But i coudln't possibly done that! Kanna caught for my LONGG nails& Gladys was caught for her uniform i think. Joy was told to clip up her fringe. Damn stupid la, it's just a bit right. Gosh, PHS really uber strict can.

Mr Tan then talked, boring boring. But Mr Lim was damn funny la. Hahaz, the funniest thing was " i don't want the police to arrest you at the police station. Give you two tight slap then ask you if you want a cup of milo. " Hahaz, i thought he was uber cartoon for a discipline master. Lol, great!

We then had this cheer thing by the student council. Hahaz, Lillian&Vanessa&Filbert& this elder jie jie damn funny la. They were DAMN high! And too pid Vanessa sabo me, pull me up stage. IDIOTTT. Joy&Gladys helped me(: Woots! I'm loving them man! Hahaz, we exchanged our MSN. Heheh. And this guy called Filbert, was like trying to remember our names. He could remember my name, no fun. But had a hard time remembering Gladys & Grace. He was like, woah, the two Gs and Js. Jermaine&Joy. Gladys&Grace. Hahaz, cool. We were switching places to see if he could remember too, not bad, but somehow got mixed up again.

Finally, it ended. I was so happy and whacked Alvin on the back! Hahaz, Joshua was waiting for his gay partner. I was waiting for my lesbian partner. Hahaz, those there would have understood my crap. LOL. One whole big gang took the train back, Joshua was very very very...idiot. Yes yes, i'm gonna start my addiction again. Woohoo. Hahaz, wanted to go Junction 8 to get my clips, but didn't 'cause my perfect BOYYFRIENDDD, went home, gahh. So yeah, all of us went back, except Sarah. Hahaz.

Walked home and there was only me and Joshua, since our blocks were side by side. Didn't really dare talk to him and walk home with him la, if i'm gonna see any neighbours i'm DEAD MEAT. Lol, but somehow when i was about to take the lift up, he came down the stairs. Hahaz, and i realised i'm starting to LOVEEE this guy more(:

That's all for today. I love my new friends& yeahh, tomorrow's the camp! Yeah! Lol, poor boys. Gotta sleep in classroom, GIRLS SLEEP IN THE HALL! Woohoo! Hahaz, kay enough .Bye!

p.s: yay, meeting them tomorrow morning at the MRT station to go school together! =P

2008-01-02T19:52:00.000+08:00

MULTI TASKING JERMAINEEE.

Frick, i'm gonna go crazy. Was studying my books just now, and FCUKKKKK. My eyes are hurting&itchy&idiotic&toopid. Ok that's a lil' exaggerating. It's all because NOT ENOUGH SLEEP! Grrrr, those freaks that disturber my sleep are really freaks. Hmpf. Kay luh, i'm bored. That's ALLLL. Byeee(:

2008-01-02T15:07:00.000+08:00

I'M A NERD.

Yes Yes. NERDDD is the word okay. Woke up darn early can. I think 6am. Sis had a flu, and was sniffing and sneezing the whole night. Couldn't stand it and went to sleep in the living room. Pathetic me. But one thing was that, it was nice sleeping in the living room. I love the cool air. Okay i must be nuts. Let's start off with SCHOOL.

I went to school with Yh& her sister, and yeahh, both of us are NERDDDY looking. Aww crap, i really hate my socks, my skirt. So went to school with a " I WANT TO GO, yet DUN WANNA GO " attitude. Was so excited and anxious!

The guys were freaks, i told them wanna sit together if not i VERY lonely luh, yet all sit in front. Only kind Jovi helped me to reserve a seat beside him! Xie xie =D The other 3 were idiots. And on went those assembly and stuff, prayer and some songs going on. Then the principal spoke, it's like she damn " ZI HIGH ". You get what i mean eh? And her actions are all damn exaggerating. No wonder JiaCai told me after listening for years, you can fall asleep. Lol.

It was recess and the KCP gang got together. Hahaz, the food was erm...average la. Fishball noodles was what i had. Nothing much to say about that.

We went to tour around the school, yay, the five of us were the centre of attention. Hahaz, the prefect or something, said we were very noisy& keep laughing. NO CHOICE, that's us ya!The prefects were sharing about the camp thing, ~~and Josh suddenly said " Orange Juice, Squeeze! " Idiot, suddenly say that. Crazyy.~~ He said i write wrongly, yeah yeah so i think the prefect talked about the OKAY alright thingy. So he was reminded of camp cheer. Tt's all, satisfied, mr kohhh?! Hahaz.

The library was okay, but a lil' small. We went into this archives thingy, where all the history of CCAs were there. And this senior kept asking people to join NPCC or NCC, something like that, and obviously he's promoting it luh. Hahaz, Josh asked me to join uniform groups since i CAN'T and i DON'T KNOW what to join, nah, i don't think so too.

Got around the school and quite big. Of course, we were crapping around and i love to get HIGHH! I'm not crazy, idiot. The prefects were quite cute, hahaz. But i'm definitely not aiming to be one of the pupil counsils okay.

Went back to the classroom, and sat in the position of like, girls one half of the room, and guys the other half. Mr WANG did that arrangment. Its not Wang as in the chinese pronounciation of the king, but it's wang as in WAG, but u add in the N. Unique surname, LOL. Played some dumb games and played the so called ice breaker. Too pid, Alvin&JingKai&Jovi SABO-ed me. Yes and i SABO-ed Alvin back. Lol, Joshua was the BEST. =DD He too, kanna sabo-ed, hahaz. But this girl reaction a bit slow, and the game ended. He then discussed rules, or rather class rules that we set ourselves. Should i know, i volunteered and said " HANDPHONES ARE ALLOWED IN CLASS!" Hahaz, but it's kinda impossible in PHS. Mr Wang said not allowed to bring handphones, and there will be a spot check. Gah, uber shit.

Anyway, we were dismissed and me&Josh went to look for MY YH, and HIS DANIEL. Hahaz, yh didn't wanna get into the same train as him. ZZZ, but somehow i think he got into the same train. (: Ms Han went to popular to get some books and i was very sian, so yeah yeah yeah, WENT HOMEEE.

Summary : School's good, but not as fantastic. Lol, the girls in my class all look so guai...it would be hard for me to find a talkative one luh. Everything was OKAY la, but not really up to standard! =P

that's it, i'm gonna go retarded again tomorrow. Yay, i'm looking forward to the camp! Woots! Bye loved ones.

2008-01-01T16:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Hahaz. What a day. Yeah, sorry, was too lazy to post during mid night. Anyway, it was so so. This year's New Year Celebration wasn't as fantastic as last year, reason? I've absolutely no idea. Was online the whole day& fortunately, Joshua was online to accompany me! Yeap Yeap, as normal, arguing over childish stuff. Like, challenging who can say the most number of " TOO PID" without stopping. HE CALLED ME A LOSERRR! he's one too.hehe. That guy's really full of CRAP okayy. That's why Jermaine LOVES Joshua. =P

At night, it was spent on teevee. Since Second Aunt said that the show showing on Channel U currently was nice. Coffee Prince or something? Hahaz, was quite nice. And i tried on my school shoes&socks. Yeah i look very nerdy. Especially the socks man. It was high and so thick, Joshua taught me his " smart " method, i guess it's alright now, 'cause i wanted to get a new pair of socks, the lower cutting kind.

Celebration went fine. Was watching the countdown on Channel 5, and everybody got so high! Uncle bought this white grape champagne. THIS IS THE CULPRIT. I drank 2 glasses and my face was totally FLUSHED okay. I was damn red&hot, everybody was fine! Oh crap. I guess i resemble my dad, a lil' bit of alcohol, will go all red&drunk. My heartbeat was fast and some plain water helped. But Uncle said girls should learn to drink? Lol

I tried on my uniform today, and learnt how to tie a tie. I still didn't get the steps, so mum just did one for me, i only neeeded to pull it out and wear it! Yay, thanks mum. But hers wasn't as nice as Uncle Bing! XD Hahaz.

Was at Robertson Quay today to eat this grilled Japanese food at this Japanese Restaurant. I didn't know where to sit, and randomly sat beside this guy. Eating halfway, my mum suddenly whispered " isn't that Lee Hsien Yang beside you? " I turned and saw him, i was damn shocked okay. While eating, i was so pressurised la, gotta behave. No legs crossed on the chair. Eat properly. More table manners. Hahaz, when he went off with his family, i felt so much better!

Gosh. Then we drove to OG, 'cause it was near and didn't wanna go home so early. I bought this two nice nice dresses for new year. Not really dresses la, more of overalls. I LOVE IT.

Yay, school's starting tomorrow. I AM EXCITED! Mdm Tang told me not to miss her, it will be difficult. Hahaz, and maybe i shall start loving my uniform, so my uniform will love me too. Rofl. Taking the MRT with YongHui tomorrow. After school, Joshua might take the train with us too. WOOT. He's jermaine's, he's jerm's, he's MINE! Heheh. Ahh, time to rest. Bye people, all the best in your new schools! And a happy new year too.

we were trying to do the Bollywood style, hiding behind the tree. But somehow it didn't work. It's still the Singa-Wood style.
let me ACT CUTEEEE. =P

i'm tryna be a siao zha bor. Heheh.

RETARDEDDDDD? Haha.

me&my SISTERRRRRRRRR.
the four precious! Hahaz.

me&RYANNN. Lol.
the four precious& grandma. =DD

2007-12-31T16:37:00.000+08:00

Hahaz, i've got the pictures at Ryan's birthday already. The one at GoGo Bambini.

it's his BIRTHDAY!!!

meeee. i look damn tan man.
my lil' princess, Tessa! =) Uber cute rite?

me&Auntie Connie. YES!!!! A day of being a Ah Lian with " tatoos" all over. Hahaz.
me&mum&sis. Yay, i love this! Gosh, that snake's strangling me.

2007-12-31T10:35:00.000+08:00

LET'S COUNTDOWN AND PARTAYE !

Hahaz. Yes! 31st of December! Countdown today is definitely a must! Gah, woke up super early. Couldn't sleep. I was wondering when will be the next time i meet my BESTIES for Roti Prata. =( I miss them man. Though i'd be seeing Joshua for a year, there's still Wendy&Avier. Bwawawa. I'm gonna get new socks ! Oh crap, Presbyterian High's socks is damn high can.

Yay, i'm excited about tonight. As well as 98.7fm TOP 100! Lol, last year i was super insane as to listen to every single song till it was over. Hahaz, it's from 12pm to 10pm. And Rachel sent me a quiz. Thanks buddy! (: Lol. My boredom is somehow resolved. I've change it a lil' though, it's for Christmas, so i'm gonna change it to NEW YEAR! Heheh.

List the top five you wish for this New Year:

1. My family&friends&their family with good health, and make sure they stay happy! (:
2. Study hard for secondary school!
3. Meet my BESTIES more often!
4. My sandles!
5. Joshua? Lol.

1. The people who tag you are : RACHEEEEL.
2.Your relationship with her is : Hmm. Close friends? Hahaz.
3. Your five impression of her is: Friendly,nice,kind,quite prettaye,sweet!
4. Most memorable thing she has done for you is : Err. This is tough, hahaz. Well, i guess it's being friends with her? Yeah! It's the most realistic answer i can give man.
5. Most memorable words she've said : Wtf. Erm, " LOL " " HAHA" ?? Considered? Rofl.
6. If she becomes your lover, you will : Cannot be luh. She got her sweetheat! (:
7. Is she becomes your lover, she will have to improve on : How can it be possible? I don't change heart easily. Hahaz.
8. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be : AS IF THAT WILL HAPPENNN.
9. Most desired thing you wanna do for her : Help her to mend her relationship back(:
10: Your impression of her is : Nice! =D

Pass this quiz to 10 other people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. Wendy!
2. Sarah!
3. Ming Han!
4. Jaselyn!
5. JiaCai!
6. Odelia!
7. Daniel!
8. Ka Wing!
9. Rachel!
10. Kimberly

1. Who is 6 having a relationship with ( Odelia )
She's single, you freakk.

2. Is 9 a female or male?(Rachel)
Err, have you ever heard a guy called Rachel?!

3. If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?( Daniel&Kimberly)
Hello, Kimberly's gotta stead liao.

4. Wad's 2 studying about?(Sarah)
Same as me lor. Lol.

5. When was the last time you chat with 3? (Ming Han)
On MSN yesterday! (:

6. Wad kinda music band does 8 likes? ( Ka Wing )
Sorry, dunno.

7. Do 1 have any siblings?( Wendy )
Uh-huh. Two elder brothers.

8. Would you woo 3? (Ming Han )
Siao! He's my dear bro okayy. =D

9.How about 7? ( Daniel )
Nonono. Hello, i won't let Joshua down luh. Gosh.

10. Is 4 single? ( Jaselyn )
Gotta stead liao. (:

11. Wad is the surname of 5? ( JiaCai )
Lau?

12. Wad is the name of 10?(Kimberly)
Kimberly Anne Tan? Lol.

13. Wad is the hobby of 4? ( Jaselyn )
Telling me " i'm bored. " LOL!!

14.Does 5 and 9 get along well? ( JiaCai&Rachel )
Lol, they dunno each other. But it will be COOL if they get together. Hahaha =P

15. Where's 2 studying at? (Sarah)
Presbyterian High School! Same as me (:

16. Where is 9 staying now? (Rachel)
No idea. Lol.

17. Wad colour does 1 like?{Wendy)
OF COURSE REDDDD!!! Lol.

18. Are 5 and 1 best friends? ( Wendy&JiaCai)
Wow. JiaCai, not bad...quite popular in this quiz eh? Hahaz kidding. Nah, they dunno each other.

19. Does 7 likes 2? ( Daniel&Sarah )
OMG. Possible! Hahahaha!

20. Does 1 have any pets at home? (Wendy )
I dun think so...does she? Hahaz.

Gosh. JOSHUAAA. Sorry i'm kinda over-enthu today yeah. Kay luh, all for now. Byeee! Might post later =P By the way, i'm suddenly addicted to FaceBook! Hahaz.

2007-12-30T14:26:00.000+08:00

SOME KIND SOULS BRING ME TO SEE MARIA SHARAPOVA NOW PLEASEEE !

Yeah she's in Singapore okay!! Omgosh, i wanna see her, she's around 1.88m rite? Read it in the newspapers, super big sized can. Alright, was at J8 today. Had breakfast @ Macdonald's and went shopping around. I BOUGHT MY JEANS ! Finally! I bought it at Levi's in BHG. Oh gosh, uber nice and they were having a 20% sale. So it was $55 after discount. BEAUTIFUL. And just after i paid, the lady recommended the skinny jeans. I was damn angry okayy, i wanted the skinny! But it can't be exchanged, and all the shit la. Oh gosh, i really loved that skinny ! Frickk.

Walked around& got to Food Junction to have lunch. Had beef noodle soup, haha, i had a hard time explaining to the lady. Given my capability, i finally succeeded. Rofl. Just kidding. You might think i'm crazy, if i said i had Red Ruby for desert again.(: It was nice! The red ruby was not CHEWY, but CRUNCHY. And the auntie was kind enough to offer some honeydew sago on top. Great, it tasted PERFECT!

While savouring my delicious bowl of red stuff, i saw Jeremy's sister, Joyce. And i expected Jeremy to be there, yeahh, i saw him. Hahaz, didn't go over and say HIII. I'll be really retarded if i did that. But i don't think he saw me luh, so i went off with my family after that. My maid wanted to go GAN, to make a keychain of her name. But somehow most of the wordings had no stock, gotta wait a lil' while till like, next week?

Oh crapp, i feel like wrapping up my notebook NOW. I saw those nice nice designs on that cart, but i guess it'll drop off if i'm too violent. Hahaz, don't laugh, i'm not rough, i'm NICEEE! (: Self praise, rofl. Mummy had to go off early to fetch Daddy from the airport, i didn't go, very lazee. Hehe. He's back! But ~~didn't get any stuff for us because he didn't have time.~~ HE BOUGHT A LOT OF STUFF! Yay. Woot. Had to visit those exhibitions. =(

I'm at stuck at home again, and YAY! Jon's back! Means more Jigsaw! Hahaz, yay. By the way, it's real weird i didn't dream of those shit last night. Lol. Okayy, nothing else for me to update, except that i gotta bad sore throat! But that doesn't i can't eat PRATA! Oh gosh, i miss it. ~~Yay, meeting Joshua&Wendy&Avier for Roti Prata tomorrow! Yahoo!~~ Joshua couldn't go. So i guess shall postpone it kay? Lol. Oh well, BESTIES, i promise, some other day alright? Anyways, what's FUN for me without HIM eh? Hahaz. Josh, it's okayy luh. (:

SeeYOUtomolo. =D

2007-12-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

& i forgot to share what happened today while having lunch at Seoul Garden. Because the drinks you gotta refill it yourself as it's free flow. So i was like, damn gei kiang and fill it myself. I spilled the drink on my skirt, and i shouted " FUCK SIA " so loudly! My mum, my sister, the waiter&waitress & the table beside me, were staring at me man! I was like, oh shit, wrong word. It's super pai seh la.

Okay thats it. Byeee.

2007-12-29T15:15:00.000+08:00

SEOUL GARDEN MAKES ME STINKKK LIKE SHYT.

Was at Takashimaya shopping just now. Lol. Had cold war with my mum, so didn't really buy anything. She went to shop, and i'll go walk ALONE. Everywhere had sales, so many tourists and it was darn crowded, freak. Had Seoul Garden for lunch, 'cause haven't been eating that for years. It sucked; ABSOULUTELY! Gah, and made my own Ice Kacang. Looked quite horrible, but not bad for my first attempt. It was tastless. Hahaz, heyy don't laugh okay, not bad liao.

Was looking at clothes in Mango, i used to dislike skinnies. Or rather, hate it. And suddenly i'm IN LOVE WITH IT! Rofl. Saw a a black, red, and green skinny, then i remembered that Wendy wanted that too! Darling! Someday we go buy okays? Hahaz, but didn't really go and try, i hardly have such bright red stuff in my wardrobe anyway.

And at Zara, saw many many nice nice printed tees. Was damn excited can! Hardly see such nice tees, and i took many without realising i took the wrong size. Only realised when i wanted to pay it, in the end, didn't buy all 3 tops. Grrr.

I went home empty handed, and kept quiet throughout the whole shopping trip, i bet you wouldn't believe it. Now at Onan again, and one of the dogs died. Poor thing, loyal dog okay. Been with us for like 10 years.

Shit. That feeling of talking to Joshua is BACK. He was online just now, BUT, set status as away and i can really memorise what his auto mesage said " Sry i'm studying rit nw...will be back for ya later." Idiot. Idiot. Idiot. Now that my phone's not really working well, there's not as much "Joshua(:" in my sent messages. Oh freakkk. FREAKKK. FREAK!!! Enough of complaining luh.

I'm going online shopping again, byeee!

2007-12-29T09:49:00.000+08:00

GOODMORNINGGG!

Yeah it's morning. Woke up at 855, just after my alarm clock rang. Had to meet the guys at the basketball court. I knew i was gonna be late and i rushed okay. Gosh, NONE of them were there, only Joshua&some other unknown guys. Saw my phone, 5 messages. Lol, gave me shock man. 1 from Josh, 4 from Avier. And yes, the A...A...avier, kept asking me about what time to meet for basketball. I was asleep so didn't see his sms, HAHA.

So feeling damn guilty, kept messaging&calling him. The pig's not picking up my calls luh. Then i sat there for a lil' while and watched Joshua and the other guys play. Those other guys were, i think Secondary school, i was also wondering how Joshua know those guys. Right right, he don't know them. Yeah so was super sleepy and getting bored, so went home.

Yay. Going shopping later with Mummy. Ole. Woots. Hahaz, my phone's feeling much better. Though that space button is still tryin to be stubborn. Shall post again later at Onan. Frick, the boring time is back.

Oh and i managed to get the pictures we took at Mdm Tang's house! Hahaz, here they are :

Jolene&leiah
me&sarah plus that stupid WINTERMELON TEA by LHM.
Ohhh randal, i know you look cute.LOL
Yes Jovi, you're definitely retardeddd.
Hahaz, niceee.

the babysitters? LOL.
okayy this is shit.
the other group of boys. The future good hubbies. Hahaz.
=D. The guys are not properly taken.
and yes! the perfect shot!

woo hoo! Done. Oh well, i'm still missing them you know. Gotta bathe; shall post in the afternoon luh. Byeeee.

2007-12-28T16:42:00.000+08:00

Can i change school, so i can change uniform, please?

I'm dying, i'm dying. SOMEBODY, SAVE ME! And fussy Jermaine is practically picking on her uniform now. My maid washed and ironed it for me. I got so excited and tried it on. You'll see my long and sulky face soon after that. I have a lot to say about the uniform, a lot okay! The skirt is damn long and high. The top is damn big and long. When i tuck it in, i am the exact description of a NERD. Shit, i'm dying. My mum not gonna let me alter it, saying i'll start to be an ah lian. Damn it. I bought my school shoes already. Got the sneakers kind from north star in Bata. Was searching for my sandles, but Charles&Keith was under renovation, i think.

Oh crap, i'm still upset over the fact that my uniform sucks. Mr Gerald Pan is teaching me to deceive myself, by telling myself i look very nice in the uniform, when i look like SHIT. Nice job, but it won't work. =P

Just got back from Whaompo Market, or how you spell it, for dinner. Hahaz you must understand that my family loves going round the whole of Singapore, searching for good&tasty food luh. Especially on Friday nights. My grandparent's were praising how delicious the food there were, how crowded it was. Gosh, they are experts at lying through their "dentures." Hahaz, after long periods of walking and exploring how " beautiful " the place is, settled down& ordered my SPICY FROG LEG PORRIDGE! Yay, the thigh of the frog is super fat&meatty, so it's like, damn nice can. The sauce is thick&spicy enough, ahhh i love it.

Went around searching for my Red Ruby at different dessert stores. There were lots of stalls, but most of them are roughly the same, only the orginal kinds are nicer. Hunted, and saw 2 dessert stalls, but one of them doesn't sell Red Ruby, the other sold finished. I was telling Mummy " i'm not fated to eat Red Ruby eh? " Hahaz, because everytime i feel like eating it, it's either the stall doesn't sell or finish. If not, my family will always order it, and i don't feel like eating. Lady luck was on my side luh. Ah-ha! Found a stall, i was damn excited okays. But turned out to be a disappointment. The coloring is A LOT and very red, and normally the water chestnut is crunchy, but this is CHEWY. Oh crap, had to finish it anyway. Out of 5 stars? I'll give it a 2.

I'm super full. Stretch Stretch Stretch. Jon's at a camp, if not he can play Jigsaw Puzzle with me now. Grrr, nobody wanna play with me luh. And my phone's not " feeling well " or maybe " throwing tantrums ", the keypad's still not working. By the way, my beautiful phone bill has arrived. A freaking $145. The problem is that i'm gonna pay it myself. SHITBAG.

And i wonder if they remember that tomorrow's a Saturday. BASKETBALL DAY! I haven't seen my besties for a long time.(: If Joshua can make it tomorrow too, yay, i wanna meet& take morning breakfast with them! Is it a lil' demanding? Lol.

What did i just say? Yeaps, SATURDAY? Crap. Going back to Onan to spend my anti-social life again. I really dread going back sometimes. There's nothing for me there, the teevee is forever occupied. If i coop myself up in my room upstairs, adults gonna start talking shit. No potato chips or crackers to entertain my mouth, gosh. Obviously, my laptop's the only source of entertainment right? You can't expect me to play with the kids. My little Tessa is still okay, but not those kids there. NO WAY. But going there means, i'll have more ridiculous dreams to share again. Hahaz.

Shucks. I don't know how on earth am i gonna communicate with my friends&Josh. I'm gonna die without a phone. Sorry Josh, there's only MSN left. Super shit. Grrr, of all times, why must my phone spoil NOW when my phone bill exceeded. Crap.

Don't blame me if i don't reply your messages. Anything important, don't be shy, just give me a call luh. But of course, i'm not awake 24/7. Common sense tells you so. Don't call me after midnight, i'd most probably answer your call in dreamland. Same thing, don't call me in the morning, before 10am. Or else you'll see my black face when you open your door. I am able to read your message, but i might not be able to reply, unless i have enough energy to press the button with more force. Hahaz, i'm getting lame. Yes i know that, i'm just bored. No phone, nothing.

I went to Popular today again. Last minute " stationary shopping " for my sister, since Mummy gotta 20%. Didn't wanna buy anything, but ended up holding on to a Sec 1 Science notes and a History guide book. If you really understand me, you'd know that i'm a history book lover. Espescially history of Ancient China&Rome&Egypt. I tell you, it's UBER interesting. I love reading about those China Emperors most. Okay i'm not pervertic, as in drooling when i see those old men. Come on, i'm just reading and learning facts okay. Rofl. Not many people believe that i am those that loves such history books. I sense some sarcasm in that sentence, hahaz.

Gosh, Joshua's not online, maybe still stuck in his cuzzie's house. Okayyy shall wait a lil' more, not gonna call him up just because of this. See, messaging is really needed in my life. It's REALLY IMPORTANT! No nice phones and models lately, still the same few models. Actually kinda like that Sony Ericsson W960i. But it's more for business use, and a bit too bulky for me.

Shall wait a bit more, i will also be able to test how long i'm able to stay alive without messaging anybody. Hahaz. I suppose that's a bit tough. Okay, what a tiring day today. I smell of Char Kuay Teow now. Don't run away! Because i haven't said goodbye to ya.

Bye faithful reader,
YOU ROCK! (:

2007-12-28T11:27:00.000+08:00

JERMAINE JUST DISLIKE LAWN MOWERS; &YOU CAN'T EXPECT ME TO LOVE THEM.

Okay i guess i'd explain why i dislike them. Firstly, it distrupts my sleep. Secondly, it's super irritating. Thirdly, the town council shouldn't even let those workers start mowing the grass EARLY IN THE MORNING 8AM.

I was sleeping real sweetly, and out of a sudden this stupid machine just started making the " vrooommmm vroooommmm vroooooom " sound. It's been a long time since they starting mowing the grass again, all i can say is that i totally hate it. They are so INCONSIDERATE luh. Felt like screaming " STOP THE MOWING LA! " down the window, but i thought it would be real rude of me, and they wouldn't hear me because the machine will definitely drown my voice. Let's not waste my breath.

I really want to complain to the town council someday, I AM SERIOUS. Can't they plan a better timing for it. I sound as if i'm some debator or something, sorry for getting so formal and serious. I just think this isn't the first time it's making me so fed up.

I guess i woke up kinda early, and packing my room again. Threw away lots of storybooks, and i saw one BARBIE & THE NUTCRACKER. I finally realised how girlish i was much younger. You'd see me in barbie, always. But now, i find it disgusting alright. Threw away some old watches, some old stationary, and hair accessories, plus those necklaces/earrings/bracelets. They are really old and turning rusty. I'm only wondering how to keep my adaptors and stuff neatly. It's like, so messy okay. Handphone charger, handphone USB cable, PSP adaptor, NDS adaptor, handphone speaker, camera adaptor, camera USB. SOMEBODY! HELP ME! Suggest something so that i can keep them in place.

My room's soooo much cleaner now. I can't keep myself away from this laptop, i'm just addicted. Here i go again " I AM ADDICTED TO YOU! " Hahaz, talking about Simple Plan, i love them! But the songs in the new album are a total different style. Compare songs like Perfect to When I'm Gone. It's different, the new album contains more of the ROCKKK kind.

Shit, i can't find a place for my Secondary 1 books. No space at all, i'm thinking of getting another new bookshelf from Ikea. Maybe something bigger, so i can keep my books/assesments/school books in the same bookshelf. Much neater, oh well, shall see then.

Just had Macaroni&Cheese for lunch, yeahh i love it. Told you, CHEESE MAKES ME GO HIGHH! Lol. Gosh, i really hope Mdm Tang's alright. Get well soon! (:

One last thing, Sony Ericsson W580i SUCKS okay. Yeah it's my current phone. And i'm ABSOLUTELY upset with it. The keypad&buttons are always spoiling, yes, Avier, i finally believe you. The select button actually spoiled and i can't use it as a shortcut key! Worse still, before the repair, the button fell out. Yeah, it broke again. Hahaz, i'm not gonna send it to the service centre, and wait for hours again. That's a no way. Since Mummy is aware of it, yay, new phone up ahead! And erm, i'm not trying to boycott the product, just informing those that are planning to buy it. This dumb thing made me unable to message anyone much last night, had to use my force on the space button.

And i was trying to fold some paper cranes just now, considered not bad for my first attempt on it. Hahaz, kidding. I'm not praising myself. Was totally engrossed in folding it, and somehow was a bit distracted by Daniel&Glen. They were talking to me, and i'm always noticing the orange bar blinking, sorry. Shall speak to you now. The crane's alright, just that the beak is ugly. Lol. Had a hard time on getting the instructions and steps right, but yes! I did it. (:

" There's no failure, only learning experience."

I love this quote. Hahaz, okay Mummy just called me, and i'm going to get my school shoes now. * Yay! * I'm getting insane over such stuff.

Joshua is at his cousin's house, i guess can't speak much to him today. Oh well, tomorrow's a SATURDAY again! Meeting with my besties&brothers&boyfriend. Yahoo!

I'm not going to have some quotes here like what my previous posts always have. Because i found out that some big fat copycats have been practically copying my layout& stuff. Not just one BIG FAT COPYCAT, but TWO. Please luh, have some creativity& originality. Don't just simply copy what you see in my blog, don't copy blindly without realising i'm not happy with it. Thanks a lot.

Ciao.

2007-12-27T21:09:00.000+08:00

I'M MISSING THIS AND THAT.

Okay it's the second time i'm posting today. I'm just bored, don't blame me. Sort of checking out the latest nicest beautiful-est wonderful-est music currently. I'm desperate to buy an album. ZZz. But can't seem to make up my mind. Oh and the song on my blog is actually Wanna Be With You by Paula DeAnda. Wanted to buy her album after waiting for MONTHS! But now, i've got most of her songs, so i'm not gonna buy it. I'm thinking of Alicia Keys or Leona Lewis. Gahh ! Some other day luh.

Was looking through my Sec 1 stuff. Finally, i found something to do! Thx Joshua! (: Ah ha, i was the messenger just now. Loved one's badge was LOST, or maybe his parents forgot to buy it. And i helped him to ask JiaCai SENIOR since i was free. Hahaz, he got kinda anxious luh. RELAXXX. Breathe in. Breathe out. Okay i sound as if i'm helping somebody in labour. Shucks. Luckily the bookshop would be open for him to get it before school reopens.

Yeah and by chance i came across those books. Quite interesting, we gonna learn how to cook eh? I'm gonna make a mess out of it, I PROMISE! Hahaz and they teach how to use the word FUCK in the literature books. Not only once, gosh. Ah la, i'm done promoting. No one more, the books are really interesting. I'm already packing stuff for my schoolbag. I know it's a lil bit early. I just can't wait till i get my school shoes tomorrow you know.

Wanted to meet for basketball with Avier and the rest tomorrow, since my special privileged guest won't be going, I see no need for me to appear tomorrow also. ROFL.

I'm kinda stuck at my New Year Resolution, because i've got LOTS of things in mind, and yeaps, gosh. I've included a Secondary School sort of planning&wishes on the left hand side. If you'd notice, i wanna be a more guai kia next year. But DEFINITELY not a nerd. Cause i think i didn't spend my primary school days properly, i'd better make sure i make the life in secondary school a fruitful period of my life. I ain't gonna think back and regret " oh la, shit it. Shouldn't have done this or that during Sec 1/2/3/4 "

I digged out my files and i found my Adam Khoo's file. Yes, he's that millionaire before he hit the age of 20 or 30? Anyway, those that attended his course must have been influenced and done better. Not to say, the price of the course also very BEAUTIFUL. Thousand over bucks for a 3 day camp not really worth it, but the outcome was worth the money. (: Didn't really listen and apply his method during p4 and p5. Only realised how much it helped during p6. Oh gosh, should have paid more attention to my studies and not get distracted by things around me. EXCLUDING Joshua. Hahaz, i don't consider him as a distraction okay.

Made a new friend, she's from Holy Innocent's High. I think her name is Phoenicia. Unique name luh, and i don't know how i met her also. She just copied and pasted my email and sent it to me in some forwarded messages. Shit it, i miss Adelinesis. Not p6 one, the p4 or p5 girl. I miss her calling me " hello jie jie! " when she sees me. And i had this urge to visit the teachers today, when i was at school. But they were out in a meeting, and i wasn't very prepared since i hadn't OFFICIALLY graduated from KCPPS. Maybe next year?

Okays i'm tired now. Time to rest my eyes, if this is gonna continue, i bet, the word SPECTACLES will enter my life and world. KK, signing off. Cya.

2007-12-27T16:40:00.000+08:00

I LOVE KUO CHUAN PRESBYTERIAN PRIMARY SCHOOL LOADS !

Crap. I really miss school...Woke up around nine plus today and saw 3 messages. One was from Mdm Tang, she had an eye operation and had to stay at home. And asked if me&yh could go to school and help Mrs Agnes Tan to arrange and sort out the newly arrived books. You see, the upper primary wouldn't be using textbooks from next year onwards. So the school bought these nice and excellent books for them. Literature books rather. It was great, most of them were award winning titles and the plot of it seems rather interesting. Might wanna pick up a book or two, but didn't have the time. I'm sure the school paid a lot for those books. Espescially when each book gotta hard plastic cover to protect it...Just hope that the students will appreciate it!

Me&Yh went arranging the stuff with help from Auntie Carrie & Uncle Lawrence. Of course, they are really nice people, espescially Auntie Carrie...hahaz. We had to like, sort out those books according to serial number, and it was TOUGH work. Super tedious, super confusing, and super tiring. 450 books okay...Did halfway and had to go back home for lunch. So rushed from school to home, and home to school. Curry chicken noodles! NICEEE. Hahaz...Auntie Poh Hwa bought it for meeee! Oh, Auntie Poh Hwa's my grandmother good friend, and yes, MAHJONG KHAKI...hahaz.

After long hours of working, finally, finished! And the teachers offered us some muffins, AHHH, nice(: Ms Chin&Mdm Wong&Auntie Carol said we very guai...hahaha! WOLVES IN SHEEPS' CLOTHING UH?! Lol.

As i arranged the books, i found some books with totally sadistic titles alright! I forgot what were the titles, all i remember was that those titles are really shitty. I was shouting to Auntie Carrie bout this title of the book called " MY TEACHER IS AN ALIEN " cos i wanted her to mark it down. Stupid Mr Goh came and disturb me, he thought i was saying Mdm Tang an alien. Hahaz...CRAP luh.

2nd message, from Gerald. Hahaz, he's going for his dental appointment, and i could see how anxious he was when he told me on MSN last night. He had to pluck out one tooth, cos of his braces. And lucky him, never pluck. Just put this blue thing behind, hahaz...even if he had to pluck it out, GERALD! BE A MAN! LOL.

3rd message, Ezekiel messaged me saying something regarding class names i think...sorry ezek, i forgot cos i was half asleep, and somehow deleted all my messages. I only remembered some 1Love thing? Hahaz...okayys. Sorraye.

Yay, going to get my school shoes tomorrow. I'm excited, though i know it's nothing to be excited of. Supposed to get it today, but Mummy couldn't take time off...Cause Daddy's out of town, so she gotta do lots of stuff! Poor thing. Hahaz.

Last night was sort of MUSIC DAY for me, was lookin through my playlist in my phone and listening to all the songs. I paid more attention to the songs i hardly listen to, and realised, " hey, quite nice. " Hahaz...i'm planning to change the song for my blog again. I'm getting sick of it. I'm going super nutty today. AND YES, i'm very very moody&cranky&irritated&frustrated& uhh...i'll start to get EMO.

Oh well, i guess shall end here. And i realised my previous posts when i first started blogging was super bitchy. ZZZ, i'm deleting ALL OF THEM.

Damn it, i'm missing Joshua alright. Wonder what's on for him...okays, byee!

"It's over now and I can't save you...Some things are better left unsaid, and all the promises I made were so stupid. Maybe we'll be able to be friends...If that's possible. Two days gone, I'm alright. But you can't sleep at night...What is it you don't like? And I'm happy now, I was playing with your head...And I close the door, I was kidding when I said I love you more, yeah..."

2007-12-26T19:05:00.000+08:00

I AM UBER BLUR CAN!

As i said, was at Aunt's house last night to celebrate Christmas. Oh well, great. The food, the presents, the evironment and stuff. I loved my presents, and well, i looked like a bit sian sian kind. Was very tired and the nose bleeding kinda affected me. My nose was PAINFULLL! And yes, i'm retyping this post all over again. Thanks to Glen Lim. Talk talk talk to me, till i copied my blog posts and wanted to paste it here. And i actually forgot and copied another thing and now all my progress is gone!

It was a super long post la...zzz, i'm not gonna type as much again. Super tired. And one thing for sure, CENTRAL SUCKS! Gosh, after cutting my hair, i went to walk around with Mummy. Expected to do some shopping, but NOTHING interest me la. It's the most disappointing shopping centre in Singapore. Escalators are so confusing. The pathways are linked differently. And the shops ain't nice at all. Not really a lot of people. The only thing that i liked was the Japanese supermarket, the Japanese doughnuts&those fishes with fillings, etc. red bean or chocolate? And this grilled meat of something. It's sooo nice!

Hahaz...Oh about my hair, kinda same. Just that my fringe is WAYYY short. But not like Sarah's BANGS! Hahaha! And cut the back too, cos Presbyterian High's uniform collar is so high and the principal is well known for cutting this and that. Heard from JiaCai Senior...LOL.

Here's a funny story. And the reason why i said i'm BLURRR. It went like that, i woke up super early to pack my room, and i wanted to go online& start blogging. But my laptop wasn't able to connect to the internet. So i went to check the wireless modem, NO LIGHT! I was panicking like shit la. Called Mummy and got so anxious, i even wanted to call up Singtel and ask them to come over and fix it.

My smart mother know i'm all the while super careless, and checked it. Guess what? It's because i did not switch on the switch. =.= Okay i'm super blur, i admit. Sorry la...how'd i know. Hahaz...kay then. Till here, stupid Glen Lim. YOUR FAULT!!! See la, now so short post. Hmpf. Kay la...kidding. LOL, byee!

" I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have. And cannon ball into the water. I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have, for you I will...You always want what you can't have but I've got to try. I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have, for you I will. If I could dim the lights in the mall and create a mood, I would shout out your name so it echoes in every room, yeah. That's what I'd do, to get through to you..."

2007-12-25T15:30:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS!

Yay. I've been waiting for this day! Oh, had a family bbq last night. Hahaz, didn't eat much...wasn't really FANTASTIC...i was only stuck to the com fixing my blog. The skin was total disaster at first, but Wendy taught me to be PATIENT...okok...Finally, managed to fix it.

But the font is really ugly la. Can't seem to do it. I was super sian, and wasn't in the mood to stay up till Christmas suddenly. And i didn't sleep well too...THANKS TO DADDY! =( He was leaving for Thailand, and had to wake up early to go to the airport. ZZZ, spoil my sleep.

Woke up around 9 reaching 10 today. Was super tired, and had a blocked nose, the pieces of tissues beside my bed were uncountable! Had 2 RIDICULOUS dreams last night. Here it goes :

The first dream was that i dreamt it was during the Japanese Occupation. And then everybody was dead, except me. Cos i pretended to be dead, just as when a soldier came and wanted to see if i was dead, the Japanese prime minister came, and asked him some questions. And he didn't bother about me after that. I was so relieved and thanked God. When i woke up, i was like " WTF? JAPANESE OCCUPATION?! It's total shit. "

The next dream was that i was at Cassandra's birthday party at her house. And it was a flat, that was only 3 levels high. Me&Joshua&Yong Hui were running about together, and hid in the same place. When Cassandra almost saw us, 3 of us hid and laid on the floor. We wanted to escape after that and ran into this old and haunted room, we didn't expect anything to happen. Soon after that, a bat suddenly flew out and freaked the 3 of us out! We screamed so loud and ran out okay! In the end we were caught by Cassandra and the game ended.

I told my mum about it, and she was giving me a sarcastic laugh okay...she said " hahahah, very funny..." IDIOT LA. I'm serious! I don't know why i dreamt about that...Even Joshua thought i read too much history books or watched too much movies, and said maybe gotta dream ghost in Onan, that keeps putting dreams into my mind when i sleep. IT'S TRUE LA! Gosh. Don't believe then forget it.

He told me he dreamt about an important dream last night, about the future....BUT HE FORGOT ABOUT IT. ZZZ, understood. I've always had that too. And he went offline all of a sudden when i haven finish my sentence. Argh! Fineee, since he had to go off in a while's time and he did inform me about it. I FORGIVEEEE & forget easily. =P I'm gonna make sure he stays AWAKE to celebrate Christmas with me. I'm so gonna make him HIGHH! I'm so gonna let him get out of his serious MODEE! I'm so gonna NOT LET HIM SLEEPPP! Unless his brother does. LOL. Enough, he makes me go more HIGHH NOW!

Had carrot cake for breakfast& went back to Bishan liao. Fetched 2nd Auntie from Jurong back to Bishan too...cos gonna have a party at 3rd Aunt's house. Which is, two levels above my house?

Hahaz...went to Junction 8 to buy present for the maid. Cos Aunt forgot to buy it for her...yeah, so LAST MINUTE SHOPPING! I was super tired and sleepy when walking with them can. Yawning every few steps i take. Gosh. Wanted to get my school shoes today, but no time. Okay lah...buy tomorrow lor. Oh ya! I'm gonna snip snip snap snap TRIM my hair again ! Yay, Uncle Calvin's fault...rush rush rush, then never cut properly, now it's so curly. =( Hahaz...

I'm at 3rd Aunt's house now. The christmas tree is BEAUTIFUL! Past few years the decorations were some sort the same...now it's NICE! Lotsa pressies under the Christmas tree now. And so far i've seen one blue shiny metalic squarish box with ribboned that has my BIG name JERMAINE there. Hehe....hahaha...YAY!

I'm happy for no reason...sorry. Hahaz. Oh and i met Wendy yesterday morning to pass her her pressie! I'm gonna pass it to Wei Ning too. Oh gosh, i'm tryna save enough for Joshua's&MingHan's present. The rest can wait a lil'. These two uber important! ROFL.

Ahhh, i'm so excited about tonight! Okay, i'm done now. Byeee darlings!

MERRY CHRISTMAS! Enjoy yourself alright? =)

"Maybe this decision was a mistake.You probably don't care what I have to say. But it's been heavy on my mind for months now. Guess I'm trying to clear some mental space.I would love to talk to you in person. But I understand why that can't be. I'll leave you alone for good, I promise. If you answer this one question for me.I just wonder, do you ever, think of me, anymore, do you? "

2007-12-24T11:03:00.000+08:00

2ND DAY OF CHRISTMAS PARTY/CHRISTMAS EVE!!!

oolalala.

I wish you a merry christmas,
i wish you a merry christmas,
i wish you a merry christmas
and a happy new year.

ok i forgot the rest of the lyrics. =.=
Maybe time for some ~~songs~~RETARDED songs today...=D

You better watch out, you better not cry,
enough of your shit, cos i'm telling you why,
santa claus is coming to town.

he hates it when you naughty,
he loves you when you're guai,
but all he gets back is none other than a plate of chicken rice.

OH! You better jump down,
before you become a clown,
Better be quiet,
without a sound.

SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN!

ok that's shit. One more,

( Mariah Carey - All I Want For Christmas Is You )

I want a lot for Christmas
There's just more than one thing I need
I DO CARE about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree

I don't want you for my own
I just want my friends, SO MAKE IT KNOWN.
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...SONY ERICSSON w960i.

I might want a lot for Christmas
There's many things I need
I really care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stockings
Because it's just shit.

Santa Claus won't make me happy
He's just big fat red with a bushy beard.
I just want ELMO TOY for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is more BBQs!

I will always ask for much during Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm not gonna keep on waiting
Cos i know there won't be snow.
Underneath the ugly mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I don't wanna waste my stamps.

I won't even stay awake to
Hear those crickets chirp.
'Cause I just want more clothes tonight
Make my wardrobe full.

What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly in Orchard Road
And the sound of horning
on the roads, cos of the traffic jam.

And everyone is kao pei-ing
I hear those Salvation Army bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me all the items I really need
Won't you please bring the limited edition jigsaw puzzle to me...

Oh I want a lot for Christmas
There is more I'm asking for
I just want to see my Charles&Keith sandles
Nicely on the floor my floor

Oh I just want that pair of shades for my own
More than you could ever know
Block the sun out
Baby, all I want for Christmas are...too much to count.

All I want for Christmas, has MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE. =D

Okayokay...enough of this shit. Going back to Onan today...gotta STUPID DUMB IDIOTIC SHITTY party later. FUCK lar, can't go out with Avier& the rest today. I wanna go shopping with them...I WANT I WANT I WANT! I haven't been seeing them for SUPER LONG OK! Ok maybe not. Anyway, to me its long. =P Haiz later i'm gonna be bored to death la. None of them would be online, none of them will be free to chat with me. GRRRRR. OF ALL DAYS WHY MUST HAVE A SICKENING PARTY TODAY! Damn it.

I'm really boiling now.

Managed to find my camera and here's some pics i took the other time.

SMILE. Smileeee. The pillars near Bar&Billard Room.

Who's that purple Barney on the stairs? MEEEE =D

Hahaz...this pic a bit too " girly " eh...hahaha

Me&my sis at Raffles Hotel taking the pic of that Christmas tree in front of Raffles City ! =P

still gotta other pictures...just that i think these are the nicer ones. (:

Ok i've nothing else to talk about except this :

I WANNA GO OUT WITH THEM LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna cry already...Avier called me just now, and asked if i'm going with them...he made me feel worse...but they are so sweet to organise one more some other day. Playing the rubik's cube all alone. I've been playing it for like an hour or so, and i'm so distracted by the thought that i can't go out with them...I'm stuck here all alone. It's gonna be so boring later on. I'm damn fucking upset now. Can't go anywhere. Wanted to invite Joshua,Avier,Ming Han, Sarah, Wendy, Jia Jia go to Onan and party together...if only they will be going, i won't be that bored...though it's bbq, my favorite...i won't be my normal self...haiz...but I only have my dearest brother, Ming Han to accompany me. =(

ZZZ, fine. Byeee!

"Whenever your hope is gone...I'll give you strength to carry on. In the darkness of the night, I will be your light. I'll give you something to hold on to when you can't find your way...Like a fire burning brightI will be your light. I will be your light whenever you need a friend, just come over to me... So let your walls come down and you'll feel my emotion. I will shelter you from a tear or an ocean..."

2007-12-23T17:17:00.000+08:00

HMPF. GRRR. ARGH.

stupid stupid stupid!!!! I'm angry. Not gonna tell you why. That idiot knows. GRRRR. My back's aching like shit again...now everytime i try to sit down, i'll start yelling okay. I'm so bored. I'm so angry. I'm so tired ( but i dun wanna sleeppp.) Haha Nicholas broke a glow stick just now, and he was super adorable can. He went :

"OH SHIT! JERMAINE! IT BROKE! HOW?! NONO!!!I DUN WANNA DIE!!! I DUN WANNA DIE!!!! "

hahaha...he's realli super duper cute luh. And yeah, i've been using the com since around 12? STOOPID joshua koh. angry, angry, I'M STILL VERY ANGRY!!!! Oh damn it, wanted to vent my anger on Gunz, but my com something wrong lar. Can't play. SHIT IT. Yay, i love odeliaaa sis. SHE ROCKS MY SOCKS. Hahaz...had a chat with her just now. I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I STILL LOVE HER! =P JIA CAI IS A SATAY MAN. Hehe...i'm still amused at the fact he mistook human's footsteps for a tortoise's paddling. GOSH...hahaz...crap, my family's matchmaking me with this guy. One of her friend's son. He's sec 1 too, BUT SHORTER THAN ME. LOL, though rich man's son, and very smart...NO WAY OKAY! I VERY UNLUCKY, should not have wore green top and green bottom. AND He also, there the adults are, tokking shit again.

I D.O.N.'T LIKE WILLI !!!
I D.O.N.'T LIKE AVIER !!!
I D.O.N.'T LIKE LEON !!!

only 3rd aunt&mum know bout me&Joshua...so they didn't tease me. =D YAY. FCUKING SHYT, there's only room for JOSHUA KOH OKAY...zzz. Enough. But he did ask me for my email...just that i kinda pai seh with the teasing and kind of ignored him. Because he was going off already& yeah...wadeva. And Godma + Uncle Clement is singing GREEN GREEN GRASS. FCUK. I REGRET WEARING GREEN TODAY, SHOULD HAVE WORE MY YELLOW SHIRT&BROWN PANTS. FINALLY, HE GO HOME ALREADY. I WONT FEEL SO AWKWARD. GRRRR. okay okay i'm goin for some tee vee now. BYEEE.

2007-12-23T11:41:00.000+08:00

1st Day of Christmas Partyyy!

Boring. Boring. Boring. Small kids running here and there.

" EHH, U DON'T RUN SO FAST LA! "
"IS U RUN VERY SLOW LOR!"

Small kids are really small kids. Oh gosh, i'm the oldest here. Nobody to play with me, except this nice...wonderful...magnificent...

LAPTOP OF MINE.

Hahaz...fortunately, i brought it along or i'm gonna be bored to death here. Stupid Wei Ning, nothing better to do...smsed me and suddenly said she's gonna transfer to Pres High also. Make me happy for no good reason, in the end, it was cause she's also at this party, as is super bored. So she thought it was very fun to play a prank on me. Idiot. I still wanted to inform Yong Hui about the good news alright. Youuu Freakkk.

Nothing much here...used to love and always looking forward to be here when i was much younger, not anymore... And sitting there watching tee vee or listening to music, is all i'm gonna do. I'm not tryna to be anti social, that's what my mum said. The age gap between me&the adults or me&thekids are really super large alright. There's nobody here to play or talk to me. NOBODY. Uncle Bing gotta stay at home take care of my little princess. She gotta chickenpox. Without Tessa, no funnnnnnn. Small girl, but at least can play with her...=(

I'm not interested in the presents. ZZZ, i just wanna go out with my friends or go shopping instead of being stuck at this place la.

I'm bored bored BORED! I'm gonna go surf the net and talk on MSN. Byebye..

"You were my strength when I was weak. You were my voice when I couldn't speak. You were my eyes when I couldn't see. You saw the best there was in me...Lifted me up when I couldn't reach, you gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am. Because you loved me, you gave me wings and made me fly...You touched my hand I could touch the sky. I lost my faith, you gave it back to me. You said no star was out of reach, you stood by me and I stood tall. I had your love I had it all...I'm grateful for each day you gave me, maybe I don't know that much, but I know this much is true. I was blessed because I was loved by you..."

2007-12-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

Took some pictures the other time...here they are :

I'm from 6Excellence '07!!

me&sis at the salon. My cut-half-way hair. LOL.

Cute right? this is what i bought for Leiah&Lance.

i bought this from Coffee Bean to Mdm Tang's house.

me&Wei Ning & Wen Ting @ Mdm Tang's house

NICE!!! Without Alvin. LOL.

don't these cars look like those that we play in a toy carpark when we were young? I took this from a bird's eye view at Raffles Hotel.

nice rite? But not very clear...this is Suntec, the side is marina mandarin, the back is marina square, the back back is the ferris wheel! I want !!! ROFL.

still got, i lazy update. maybe tmr...

2007-12-22T12:20:00.001+08:00

1 ENDURANCE '08 OF PHS.

Hahaz...it's like a super HIGH day for me alright? Yesterday went to Presbyterian High School to get my books&stuff. Oh well, it was GREAT AND ABSOLUTELY PEFERCT !

I didn't really know what happened in the morning though, wasn't feeling well. Woke up in the middle of the night, for like three times? Gosh, i was tired and active at the same time. The only period of time that made me feel uncomfortable was when around 5 am. I was feeling cold, but when i covered the blanket, i felt hot. Switched on the fan, WAS SHIVERING. Switched off the fan, WAS SWEATING. Thought it would be a better idea if i went to the living room to sleep. It was a lil cooling there, and my maid was freaked out when she saw me waking up early in the morning, when the sun has not even risen. Gah, gotta stomache upset& felt like vomiting. Fell alseep again and woke up around 7 plus.

Mummy drove to PHS, at first, couldn't find a way to get to that school, the carpark was somewhat like a maze to me. ROFL, found our way after that. On my way there, i saw Yi Ling&Jovi. Off i went in search of the class list, and where i'd be. And GOSHHH, i was HIGHH when i realised i was in the same class as Joshua&Alvin&JingKai&Jovi. But uh shit, no girls with me. We were super noisy when in the hall, and yeah...wanted to talk to Joshua, but didn't after that. His mum was there, hahaz. Waited for DARN long to meet the form teacher, mummy was getting impatient...I scanned through the faces of my future classmates, and realised the girls were quite nice. The guys were nice too, except this ACT COOL GUYYY...LOL, shan't emphasize much on that guy.

Anyway, went to buy the books before returning to meet the teacher. Alvin's mother was real cute can. Hahaz...there was this like page where you're supposed to search for your house, and there's an example number. We're supposed to find out only after we meet the teacher, his mother thought his index number was the Example : 22. And went to buy the respective color, which was yellow i think...should be David. Moses is red, Daniel is blue, Joshua is green, and this other one is David which is yellow. LOL, i belonged to Moses, red. Yong hui and sarah should be Daniel, Joshua and Alvin is David i think...

Bought the books, including uniform and stuff 500 OVER DOLLARS?! WTF, daylight robbery lah. Luckily gotta netts machine, if not my mum didn't bring much cash with her. And many parents were asking " do u accept netts? " Hahaz...its true, nobody expected it to hit that amount alright. What about those that can't afford? ZZZ, fortunately certain books were for Sec 2 also. OH Gosh, i saw HYH. I miss her! LOL!

I look super toot in my uniform lar...so baggggggy! PE tee and shorts oso. DAMN BIG OKAY. I look toot toot toot! ZZZ, the skirt was so long.... Mum said could ask my maid to sew it. Went to meet the teacher and he so fierce lahh...i heard he was the discipline master. Not sure...zzz, HU CARES?

Index number 13, that's me. That's so SUPER in front lor. My index number is always between 23 to 25, had never been lower than that. And measured height weight, need to do this CCA survey thing, need to do standing broad jump. The height weight guy, got two super tall ones. And this older kor kor said

" erm, u go to that tall kor kor, that one there. "

I was like " err, got two tall ones....which?"

And really, BOTH WERE SUPER TALL OK! ZZZ, basketball players. No choice...grow so tall make me have to stretch my neckkk. SO MUCH TALLER THAN AVIER ! Then got to the standing broad jump thing, this guy was like keep asking me to jump so many times, i think 5 or 6 times okay! Till he was satisfied, oh freak. My heels hurt. Weirdo, the way he said " bye bye girl " was so small boy like, hahaz.

Go buy my PE tee and shorts, and queued for a long time. Mummy went to complain& the guy told her to buy from the bookstore inside. And this Auntie in charge was very idiotic lar. Mummy wasn't very happy with her attitude and the way she spoke. Got this two kor kor jie jie in front of me, was laughing at what she said. Hahaz... I think they were bf gf or something. Matching! ROFL. Both so tall...ok fine, i'm short. zzz. I'm stuck at 158.5 CM!!!! GRRRR. I WANNA HIT 163cm AT LEAST. AT LEAST OKAY! I'm skipping till my legs can go wobbly everyday okay. Gahhh. Damn it.

Went to Raffles Hotel after that. But Daddy would only be meeting us for dinner. So we girls went to SHOP SHOP SHOP! Hahaz...And yeah, didn't buy anything except my skool stuff. Pencilcase from Billabong & wallet from Animal? The stuff from Animal is nice...but a bit ex. LOL. Was damn sian and felt so sick, but mummy pulled me there to shop. Tessa's gotta chickenpox, and i'm sick. Very suay. Our christmas present? =(

Stupid Joshua Koh...hmpf. STUPID STUPID STUPID. =D Hehe i switched off my fon, don't wanna talk to him and pretended to be angry. Hahaha! But switched it on again. Without my fon i will go crazy luh. And yes, ignoring him is totally a BIG NO WAY for me! Seee...JOSHUA, i'm so friendly&nice. NOT LIKE YOU. Hahaz...kidding. =P

Slept a lil while and munched on my potato chips. After that went to this restaurant for dinner. It's a buffet dinner called Bar&Billard room. WAH SEH, damn high class okay. I went in and was like " WTF GOTTA BEHAVE MYSELF..." It's quite dark and the ambience is PERFECT for couples. Just that per person is like 80 bucks, kids 40 bucks. Oh crap, i'm considered an adult... so yeah, mum paid extra 120 bucks. Mummy&Daddy's were free, cos they had this membership thingy. ZZZ, the food was soso...i love the sweet corn! The lobster clam soup was nice, but the base of the soup was a bit bitter. So yeah, i thought it was nice, but after that didn't really enjoy it...The bitter taste was a bit too much for me. The chefs were nice, maybe excluding one or two...a lil fierce. LOL. But professionalism was definitely what they have. By the way, I WANTED TO ENJOY MORE SALMON, but as i said, wasn't feeling well, best to avoid cold&raw food. Salmon, goodbye. =( not that i don't wanna eat you, just that i can't. And Ms Jermaine Lim couldn't resist the temptation, and had a piece or two. OH GOSH, NICEEE. Was super thick& fresh. Everything was well well okay. Tried different tastes of cheese. Uh huh, great (: Had chocolate fondue plus strawberries, marshmallows, and some funny stuff. Gah, i love it. The range of deserts were SUPER LOTS. And quite nice, but didn't eat much.

Went back to the hotel with the thought of going shopping again. But maybe i shall rest a while first. Watched tee vee as i cuddled the comfy pillows in the cold room. Ahhhh, i wanna stay there forever. Hahaz...went midnight shopping at Raffles City. Oh well, disappointed. Mummy thought it was the whole shopping centre, it was just Robinsons...Gah, boring. Anyway, walked and bought gifts for her friends' kids. Lame shit.

" Dora ABC counting game? " " no!!! DORA SUCKS OKAY. "
"Princess lego?" " e princess face so ugly lor...like go plastic surgery "
"Hello kitty camera?" " Hello kitty?! NO WAY! She's a act-cute cat man..."

So this was the conversation between me&my mum...she settled with the stupid Dora thingy, lalala not my problem. Got back to the hotel and SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP. I'm kind enough to sms Joshua. =D Hahaz...slept till 10. am like tt. Mummy&Jolene woke up SUPER early and went to have breakfast at Burger King already. So bad, leave the two pigs sleeping in the hotel. Me&Daddy. Hahaha! Checked my phone and not bad...saw mr koh's name there. Lalala, that's it.

END OF MY PRINCESS HOURS. Hahaz...kidding.

I'm super bored. SUPER DUPER BORED. ZZZ.

That's it, byeee.

"Thought I couldn't live without you...It's gonna hurt when it heals too. It'll all get better in time and even though I really love you, I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to. It'll all get better in time, I couldn't turn on the TV without something there to remaind me. Was it all that easy to just put aside your feelings? If I'm dreaming, don't wanna laugh...Hurt my feelings but that's the path i believe in. And I know that time will heal it if you didn't notice boy, you meant everything. Quickly I'm learning to love again...All I know is I'm goin' be ok..."

2007-12-20T16:06:00.000+08:00

I LOVE TODAY'S GATHERING. I LOVE 6 EXCELLENCE 07.

Today was FUN-tastic okay! I was woken up by my little princess in the morning. ZZZ, gotta go Plaza Singapura for breakfast at a freaking 8AM! Oh gosh. I wanna sleep, i slept around 12 to 1 plus last night...stayed up to " Spend time with Music " ROFL. I expected to sleep in today but Auntie Connie spoiled it. Gahh. I rushed like shit and i was half awake. It was raining& so cold, first time i wore sandals to a shopping centre. With a grey OP tee covered by a Nike jacket and white shorts. So normal outfit to a trip to somewhere like Junction 8, not Plaza Singapura! Hahaz...Grandma just got back from jogging and wore her sport shoes and sports outfit there, she was like, " Can i change my shoes? I look weird. " No! Hahaz.

Got to Cafe Cartel for breakfast, damn it. I wanted Mac. =P Ordered my usual Omelette with Ham&Cheese. Oh well, expected it to be as nice as Junction 8's, but it turned out to be disgusting. Somehow the cheese didn't look like cheese, some gooey yellow stuff. And the omelette didn't taste like it was thouroughly cooked. But the bread was great, crispy on the outside, soft on the inside. Much better than Junction 8's...much much better.

Shopped around, and i wanted to get my pencil box and wallet from Flash&Splash. I thought this Surfer's Girl or something, was nice. Just that a lil' big. Then i saw the Ripcurl pencilcase. So nice...it has shades of blue and turquoise. Mummy said too big, go other shops and see. But i just love that alright! I got to Charles&Keith, oh gosh. I saw that similiar pair of sandles. Nice...But nah, don't spend money Jerm, that's what i told myself. ^^

Went to Girls and this Miss Whatever shop. Total shitty luh. I went in with no hopes of buying ANYTHING at all. The stuff were SUPER girly can. Gosh, pinkish, yuck. Jolene went in, looked so happy. ZZZ. Those were so insignificant to me. The adults then went to this bathroom furniture stall where they sold taps, sinks and things like that. I was so bored, and went to Times alone to look at some books. I was looking through the shelves for this Almanac 2008. And i saw it! Oh gosh, i was wayy excited. I bought the previous 2007 one i loved it. The facts and pictures were interesting but i wasn't sure if i should get it. So we walked around Daiso. It's this Japanese mini shop where they sell stuff at a lower price. The stuff are quite interesting too.

Went to Carefour to buy groceries& tonight's Tom Yum Steamboat Feast. I'm so looking forward to it ! Hahaz, i saw some pig intestines&pig liver. OH CRAP, IT'S DISGUSTING. And i bought some gingerbread man and " lady " for Lance&Leia, as well as two Santa Gingerbread? I thought it was cute, and didn't cost much too. Around 2 for the ginger bread and 3 bucks for the Santa Claus' design. It was niceee. Hahaz.

Alvin messaged me that he reached Mdm Tang's house already. Hahaz...i was still at Plaza Singapura alright. Got back home and bathed as well as took my lunch. Prepared the gifts for Leiah and Lance, oh and the cupcakes from Coffee Bean too. Gahh, i love those.

Mummy drove me there, and at first couldn't find the place, got a lil' lost. And finally found it when we called Mdm Tang. Hahaz. Though we reached the area, she U- turned here and there, but could not find block 224. I went " MUMMY, I'M SUPER EXCITED TO MEET THEM! QUICK!!! " ROFL, finally. I rushed up to take the lift and walked to the 19th floor. Could hear them from levels away. Hahaz, i love the sound of CHAOS.

I met them and screamed alright, kept jumping till they said i was crazy. Hello, it's not that. I really miss seeing all of them! Oh gosh, oh gosh. We went to the nearby Bubble Tea stall together. One big gang. While we took the lift, i just realised Gerald had braces on. I went OMG U FITTED BRACES?! They said i very slow...Hahaz, anyway, he looked okay luh. We were teasing Wei Ning&Gerald. Gerald very shy and took the stairs. LOL, don't shy luh.

Walked and met Sean Soh Randal Jeremy David Hui Meng...OKAY, I WENT NUTS, i got super hyper active. Ezek was saying i very drama and crazy. Hahaz, no lor. I miss their loud and dull voice as well as their arugments with me. We were comparing heights on the way. Sarah taller than Ezek? Ezek asked me if Josh was taller than me. I went, OF COURSE...gosh, Joshua's so much taller alright. That's the advantage of a basketballer. Haha...walked and Jovi ran to the opposite road alone. And we all got into another road. ROFL, we caught up with him and bought the bubble tea. Ezek suddenly said i was very lucky, Rachel said that too. Hahaz...i asked him why he said that, he refused to tell me. Only to find out what was it about from Rachel. Just because me&Joshua's gotta good and long relationship, and we love each other? LOL, come on...i don't dare talk about the future. Joshua agrees too ritee? (: We got back to Mdm Tang's house after that.

Hui Meng's a FREAK! Gahh, i was snatching seats with Sean&David. And Hui Meng just pulled the chair off, i almost fell okay. IDIOT, i hi-fived them. They thought i was crazy, only Jeremy was nice enough to return the Hi5. Hahaz...and he appealed for Presbyterian High. Mdm Tang wrote a letter for him, well written. And those idiots tried to be funny, was trying to be OPPOSITION PARTY.

I went to fix jigsaw puzzle later on. So fun, hahaz...Took pictures with Sarah& a " class " photo? Though not all of them were there. LEK HUI MENG, don't be stupid. Girls were sitting in the front row, and i SUAY SUAY sit in front of him, and Lance was sitting with him too. That guy taught him the WRONG THING. Used my shoulder as leg rest. GET UR STINKY FOOT OFF..hahaz...Took few photos, PERFECT! Mdm Tang's gonna post it up, i think.

The guys left for OCC, some of the rest. Like Gerald, Alvin, Jin Hui, Jon, Clement went somewhere else i think. Should be Junction 8. Mum was driving and i saw them, they taking bus there. If not Mummy would drive them...hahaz. COOL! My good friends in my car?! Just that since they wanna take bus, okay then.

I'm now at home, gahh. Joshua won't be online later...only talked a lil', mum had to use my laptop to check something. And he went off at that time. Gosh. He's gonna watch a movie with his family. Hahaz, SWEET ! (: Kay then, i shan't be the UNREASONABLE&DEMANDING girlfriend, as to message him during the movie and disturbing them from having family time.

Hahaz, i used to do that luh. Yay, tomorrow's the BIG DAY. Gonna go to Presbyterian HIGHHHH School to buy my stuff, after that, go to Raffles Hotel !!! Yahoo!!! Hahaz, staying there. Since it's near Raffles City, i'd be going for a pencil case and wallet hunt ! Those nice shops, like my favorite brands Billabong or Roxy? Ripcurl would be nice, but i don't think there's a shop there...

I'm just waiting for Ming Han's appeal letter to Maris Stella. Hope it's a success! =) Heard that Randal&Sean Soh's was a success. Oh, i'll be able to see Joshua tomorrow. Hahaz...hope all of us get into the same class! Although it's a bit impossible, but who cares? I just hope so !

I used to say this when people ask me what school i'm in.

I'd say " I'm from Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Primary, the one at Bishan? "
They will go " Oh, i know that school. Heard about it before. "

Now, i'm gonna say " I'm from Presbyterian High School, the one at Yio Chu Kang? "

Hahaz...it would be so cool. But not quite, used to be a P6, the eldest of the school. Younger ones had to listen, and often intimidated. Now, we're considered a bit older, but still, we're gonna be the youngest of the school. Gosh...Gotta adapt to that. Definitely.

I'm glad my friends would be with me, and i know Mr. Lau Jia Cai " Senior " will help us. Hahaz... Don't really dare argue with him, although i'd love to. He said " Later you tio tai ji don't come and find me luh. " Ya wadever.

I was speaking to my younger cousin through MSN. And she asked me what does this question means.

You love to hate the one who loves the one you hate to love.

I get it. It's like that :

Apple HATES Boy COS Boy LOVES Cow, AND Apple HATES Cow, SO Apple OSO HATED Boy WHEN Boy LOVED Cow.

Okay, that's a dumb way of explaining it. Anyway, somewhat alike. I can't wait till tomorrow! Means won't be able to go MSN ? Means can't spend timeee with JOSH? Hahaz...let's see how is he gonna react to my hair tomorrow. I think he saw it on my display picture&blog. Oh yeah, that's it. ZZZ, i'm having gastric. Maybe didn't eat much just now. Kk, byeee.

"I was so in love with you...There was nothing I could do. Wouldn't give me the time of day, now you wanna be with me. You say you wanna be with me, you said I was the best...Gave your love out the rest. There was nothing I could say it's going good for me. You say you wanna be with me. Now, you saw me as a friend, Baby I don't want revenge...But if you must know the truth. What you didn't see in me reflects what you will never be now, when you're telling me I was always the one,I feel your desperation."

2007-12-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

MY HAIRRRRR !! See how short it is...LOL. Not a good shot though. Had to cover my face wib the shades. ROFL.

Lol, i'm trimming it again next wednesday. Mummy said it wasn't well cut enough. UNCLE CALVIN...what happened ehh? Hahaz...Today was well, err...normal luh? Hahaz. Joshua's at his cousin's house& i'm busy creating nonsensical stuff for him online. No choice, i'm boreddd. I'm notta freaky freaking freak, YOU AREEEE LUH. =P And somehow Elaine spoke to me& asked me stuff about this current FREAK. Hahaz...oh well, i can't predict the future anyways. I'm just appreciating as well as cherishing the time and memories together now yeah? I'm prepared. I'm alright. Trust me twinny, i'll be fine (:

Oh and here's some words for my fellow p6 going on sec 1 friends, it doesn't really matter which school we go to, as long as we work hard, i'm sure it will be known, alright? =)

I'm feeling much better, headache&fever gone. Or else i wouldn't be able to attend tomorrow's gathering. I'm so excited about meeting them tomorrow, wonder how they look like now? Hahaz...i meant it as, more pimples? grow taller? fatter or skinner? cut their hair? Oh well, i'm a good example...i cut my hairrr & gotta more PIMPLEEES! Hahaz...and ive been indulging in food every time i'm bored. I'm sure i put on some weight...LOL!

By the way, forgot to tell some saddening news. I won't be able to celebrate my birthday next year alright? I would love to luh! The problem is i can't. The elders told me that great grandad passed away not one year yet, and not supposed to celebrate Chinese New Year next year. CRAP. No ang paos...and normally i will get twice the amount alright! Cos my birthday lands on the fourth day of new year, that's why...Gah, i wanna meet my darlings& be happy...

ZZZ, Josh went on saying it's good, cos girls don't like to be old. Okay okay fineee...good point, but not for me...i'm not old. =D Hahaha...I don't know how to show him how freakish i look now. My new hairrrr!!! ROFL, i'm tryna take some pics without my face. Hahaz...i look super stupid, with my shades on at NIGHT! My maid thought i was nuts. Hahaz...Mr Koh, you shall see the biggest freakish freaking freak of ur freaking lifee....=)

ILOVEFREAKS. When did i have such a tasteee? Hahaz...=P I want YOU for Christmas...!!!! It's possible okay. LOL, enough.

Byeeee.

"I'll always remember it was late afternoon...It lasted forever and ended so soon. You were all by yourself, staring up at a dark grey sky. I was changed...In places no one will find, all your feelings so deep inside. It was then that I realized that forever was in your eyes. The moment I saw you cry, it was late in September and I'd seen you before. You were always the cold one but I was never that sure you were all by yourself, staring up at a dark grey sky...I was changed...I wanted to hold you, I wanted to make it go away, I wanted to know you, I wanted to make your everything, alright...I'll always remember...It was late afternoon in places no one will find..."

2007-12-19T11:51:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY DARLINGS TO BITS!

I CANT BELIEVE THIS MAN! Guys, i really love youuu! And Wei Ning, Gerald, David go Zhonghua. It's okay la, BEST FRIENDS FOREVER STILL RIGHT? Espescially those two...you know who. Hahahaha! I was super duper excited when mum went to check the results around 10.40am. I though it would only be released at 11am. At 11am, many people said that server full or something, but mine was okay.

Ming han was funny la. He kept sayng " you dun lie la, where got?! " in the end he didn't see properly =.= Hahaz...but i'm surprised that Zhonghua raised the standard to 238! Fortunately i didn't put my first choice as that, or i'd be at the last few classes. I rushed back to school as soon as i heard my friends saying we had to get the certificate for the future working purpose. So many people weren't aware about it. I asked the lady at the front desk about why they didn't announce for this, she said they did. Oh gosh, did they? I know that they will be another cerfiticate, but i only didn't know when will receive it.

Rushed there with Yong Hui and phew. We were in time. Gah. Thank God that everything was okay...He arranged it, and i will accept it. And i actually got into Presbyterian High with my friends & all, i'm way excited...Hmm, will we be in the same class? Don't know. Yay, my BESTfriend. my BOYfriend. my BROther. These 3 important people going to Presbyterian High too. I'll appreciate it...definitely. YONGHUI::::JOSHUA::::WILLI. Jing Ying, Jing Kai, Alvin, Sarah, Ratiporn, Jovi, Wen Ting, We're gonna have a gathering at Mdm Tang's house tomorrow. I'm so excited about it... But i think i'm gonna fall ill today. Gotta headache& slight fever. Sigh, just hope it will go off soon luh. I'm gonna WORK HARD WORK HARD WORK HARD! XD. btw, LEONA LEWIS IS SEXAYE&...HOT. LOL. I love her songs so much.

"But something happened for the very first time with you. My heart melts into the ground, found something true...And everyone's looking round thinking I'm going crazy. But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you. They try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth. My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing. You cut me open and I keep bleeding keep, keep bleeding love...I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding...love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love. You cut me open, trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud. Their piercing sounds fill my ears...Try to fill me with doubt, yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling. But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace...And in this world of loneliness I see your face, yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe..."

2007-12-18T20:19:00.000+08:00

I'VE CUT MY HAIR ! =P

Yay. Been waiting for today! I've cut it real real SHORT. It's longer than my chin, yet shorter than shoulder length. And i've no choice but to rebond it again, if i wanna cut it. Cos it will definitely curl like shit, so Uncle Calvin suggested that. And yes, i don't like the process of it. Cream wash dry straighten cream wash dry cut straighten cut. ZZZ, i washed it 2 times ok! Was super bored to be sitting there for like 5 hours? Since 11 plus in the morning, till 5 plus in the evening. I had to rush to tuition...and we took a cab back. WTF, $17.50 from central to bishan. No wonder they said that taxi fares have risen and nobody wanna take cab. The taxi driver was complaining about it and yeah, seemed to be appreciating our presence. ROFL.

Had tuition just now, did this interger thingy. Kinda fun, but quite tedious and leaves you to be confused about it. Gosh, Christmas is coming. Some kind souls came to my house to give out this bag of stuff. They are from Zion Presbyterian Church, oh gosh, they're so nice (: I'd love to go to that church kay. Just that i can't! Fucking shit. Now we gotta stay longer during Sundays...i want to go la...!!! I shall start arguing...i can't stand this anymore.

"Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand. What you've been up there searching for, forever is in your hands. When you figure out love is all that matters after all, it sure makes everything else seem so small...It's so easy to get lost inside a problem that seems so big at the time it's like a river thats so wide...it swallows you whole. While you sit around thinking about what you can't change and worrying about all the wrong things, time's flying by, moving so fast...you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back..."

2007-12-17T19:25:00.000+08:00

This is from Jas...im way bored okay.

1. were u smiling when you woke up this morning?
NO WAY! They distrupt my wonderful SLEEP.

2. when was the last time u met someone new?
Erm...dunno.

3.when did you last eat pizza?
Few days ago.

4. do u drink beer?
I prefer wine.

5. do you wash your own clothes?
Err..my maid does it.

6. what do you want more than anything?
Happiness& more time? =D

7. are you tired?
Nah.

8. besides your bed,what is on your bed?
My laptop, mouse&mouse pad. My laptop charger. My pillows and boulsters surrounding me. As well as my blanket covering my legs.

9. pepsi or coke?
None. Taste somewhat alike anyway.

10. would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
Yeah...only if the person is true..and sincere.

11. do you enjoy piercings&tattoos?
Not tatoos. So Ah Lian-ish. I had my piercings on my ears when i was 6 or 7 i think. Painful, but yeah...only a while.

12.taco balls or macdonalds?
Both. I'm lil addicted to such stuff. JUNK FOOD! XD

13. are you restless?
ya very..

14.how many Friendster views do you have?
220 from 1st dec onwards,

15. want to be a princess?
Yeah! I'll enjoy it man! Hahaz...

16. do you believe in dreams come true?
I only hope that those pleasant&sweet dreams come true...but not for the NIGHTMARES!

17. last song you heard?
Sweetest Girl by Wyclef Jean ft. Akon, Lil Wayne & Nia.

18. do you like batman?
A lil...so BLACK&cool. XD.

19. who is in the room with you?
Ryan's playing his lego in my room.

20.what are you wearing on your feet?
Nothing. I'm at home luh.

21. what was the last thing u ate?
Tomatoes? LOL

22. what were u doing before this?
Replying WendyDarling's questions.

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1. does any1 know ur password?
only broAvier. I asked him to edit some stuff for me cos it was urgent. But he didnt do it for me. =.=

2. what was the last thing u ordered at mac?
9 piece nuggets&coke =D

3. are you an emotional person?
Depends. But i'd prefer to be childish&hyper&stupid&cheerful.

4. do you like ur name?
YEAH! But don't like my chinese name...if only it was more girlish...LOL.

5. do you believe in love at 1st sight?
NOPEEEEE!

6. ever felt jealous of ur fwends?
Sometimes. But not really, i'm contented with what i have&what i've achieved.

7.who was the last person u ate wif?
My family. Ate dinner.

8.what song are you listening to right now?
Bubbly - Colbie Cailat

9. how’s the weather right now?
Drizzling.

10. last person that called you?
Han Yong Hui (:

11. last song u sang?
Don't sing.

12. last time u danced?
I'm not a retard.

13. lost a friendship over sth stupid?
Yup.

14. been rly depressed before?
Uh-huh. Not just once,

15. faked being sick to miss sch?
NOPE! I LOVE SCHOOL! =D

16. what time did u wake up tdy?
10 50 smt.

17. what are u wearing right now?
My red t shirt&dark blue FBTs?

18. are you too shy to ask any1 out?
Depends...hehe.

19. what is the 1st thing u notice abt the opposite/same sex?
how nice the person looks& how he/she looks at me,

20. whr are you now?
in my room.

21. current lover?
JOSHUAkoh=D

22. what’s the current date and day?
17th Dec, Monday.

24. did you go anywhr tdy?
Nope.

25. what did u do thr?
NOTHING.

26. are you the only child?
Nah...i've got a younger sister. I've got twoUNIVERSALsisters, one TWIN, 3dearBROTHERS.

27. whr do u go shopping?
WHOLE OF SINGAPOREEEE!!!! LOL

28. do you like books?
YEAPS!

29. do you want to get married?
Uh huh.

30. to whom?
Zac Efron. LOL. Kidding luh...dunno?

31. at wad age?
23yrs. ROFL, same as my parents. ><

32. how many babies do you intend to have?
2kids. A BEAUTIFUL princess&prince CHARMING. Though i don't have a white horse. =D

33. who are u gona invite to ur wedding?
FAMILY&FRIENDS&WHOEVER. BLAHBLAH.

OK DONE. ZZZ, still bored.

2007-12-17T11:27:00.000+08:00

HADY MIRZA W.O.N THE ASIAN IDOL !!

Ok im going real insane. But it's SUPER GOOD NEWS! Hahaz...i was watching it till it finished. That was around 12am, at first i was thinking " HADY MIGHT WIN ! " After that, i watched till the middle part, " OH SHIT HE CONFIRM LOSE ONE." Because the judges didn't mention his name at all, and Singapore so tiny red dot, not enough supporters? LOL, anyway...as long as he won, it's great news. Did Singapore SUPER proud. XD. Supposed to go to school and help Mdm Tang today, but somehow it was cancelled. Yeah, i'm cutting my hair TOMOLO. Yay, ok...i'm so not gonna be retarded...ok that's all. Bye, uber short post. By the way, I LOVE MAROON 5 SUDDENLY. =D

Joshua, i'm gonna spoil your stupid computer gameeeee, so you can't playyy. Muahahaha =D

"You stepped on me, you walked on me and boy, you left your footprints on my...Heart broken crying over the way you left your...Footprints on my...Heart aching you ran all over me and left your footprints on my heart. My heart I know the way you were before me and I was crazy to think you'd change. I put up with your attitude, your selfish ways and your childish games... A good heart always ends up broken but overtime, it'll make me strong. I'ma put the pieces back together might take some time, but I just go on...Love me or leave me alone, my heart can't take this pain...We had something so beautiful. But now it's not the same, so I gotta let this go, gotta take back the truth. This situation makes no good for me...I can't believe I let it happen like this..."

2007-12-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

SWITCH ON UR TV NOW SINGAPOREANS!!!!!

Support Hady yeah? Asian idol ! LOL, OMG OMG. Though i not a fan of such stuff, but haiyo, SINGAPOREEEE! LOL, make Singapore proud of ya man! =D. I'm super excited, if Singapore's gonna win, I'M GONNA KILL MYSELF! Hahaz...Rivermaya's lead singer...is...HOT!!!! Hahaz..but Joshua's more important. =DDDDD I'm gonna stay up to watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROFL, that's it. BACK TO WATCHING!

jOSHUA kOH,

ILOVEYOUUUUU! (:

hahaz...

2007-12-16T11:33:00.000+08:00

OMG, I DREAMT OF 2 NONSENSICAL DREAMS YTD...XD. Kay i'm gonna talk bout it. The first one, i dreamt i went swimming ok! Then, i went with this guy friend. I don't know who on earth is it...i just remembered he wore specs. It went like that, we were swimming at night, and it was getting late...so we went home together cos lived kinda near each other. We needed to cross this overhead bridge to get to the other side of the road. So on our way there, we saw policemen running up the steps on the other end....and we continued walking up. And the moment we walked up, a construction worker holding on to a machine gun, shoot me&him to death ! I remembered we were injured, but somehow my bag shielded me...and then the guy got shot or something...That lunatic shot me again, i think i passed out. I suddenly woke up, DAMN FREAKED OUT OKAY...LOL, kanna shot by a gun...ya i know it's a bit drama, it's just weird...dreamt of such stuff. And i wonder which guy i dreamt of with...Hehe. Oh shit, i forgot about the next dream...sorry. It's nonsensical that's it.

Anyway, went to j8 just now. Was like, the 3rd trip in a week?! Hahaz...I went to OP!!! Finally bought that skirt and two blouses...AHHH! Shopped till all our hands were full of shopping bags okay...XD. Christmas really is NICE NICE NICE. (: I didn't let what happened last night affect me, i don't wanna care anymore...Bleh. This friday, mummy's booked a hotel at Raffles for my family to enjoy. YAY! Hahaz...maybe after i go to the school i'm posted to and buy the stuff, will go there immediately. That's allllllll. =D Byeeee.

p.s: i can't wait to cut my hair on tuesday! =P

"And now you don't feel the same...I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name...You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes, now you don't care I'm alive. How did we let the fire die? What makes her so much better than me? What makes her just everything I can never be? What makes her your every dream and fantasy? Because I can remember when it was me..."

2007-12-15T14:07:00.000+08:00

ILOVE MY HARVERSACK!

LOL. Daddy promised me to get me a Christmas present. Oh well, i did not meet the guys for basketball this morning, i was supposed to go out with WendySarahAdeline to shopping too. But since i bought my FBT the previous week, and i'd be out with my parents, i didn't join them. Sorry...I was feeling real tired the previous night, and as expected...i overslept this morning. =) Until mummy came knocking on the door, shouting again : " JERMAINE LIM, LOOK AT THE CLOCK NOW! IT'S ALREADY 1045! I've never seen girls like you, sleeping till so late. You better wake up now! "

I lazed around still...didn't want to wake up AT ALL. While having breakfast, i watched this show on channel 55. I don't know the title, but it's nice! I don't really have an interest towards those olden times shows, but this was interesting. I'm not sure of the title though...it's about Bank and the guy was trying to seek revenge. Something like that. I heard the bouncing of the basketball outside and yeaps, as normal, i rushed to the window...thinking maybe it was the guys. But nah, the moment i went to the window, the sound of basketball soon faded.

I went to Queensway after i finished the show, it was pure EXCITING. And on our way there, i discussed with my parents bout CHRISTMAS! I was super excited, it's just several days away. Daddy said to choose only an item from Queensway later on. I wanted another pair of Adidas shoes...but i thought, the current pair of Respect Me shoes from Adidas i owned, was still in a good condition too. And what's more, that pair wasn't cheap. So yeah, i dropped the thought of it.

Perhaps get my school bag or some handbags. I went into Zinc, it was much bigger than the other Zinc shops; i think. The one at Far East was bigger, but i felt that the designs in Queensway attracted me more. LOL. I couldn't make a decision between this brown&white harversack. I settled on brown, cos white might get dirty easily. And then, i had to decide between two designs. One was long, the other was wide. The long one had 2 BIG pockets, the wide one had 4 SMALL pockets. And parents said the long one was more unique? Okay, i bought that...It cost 50 over bucks i think. Gosh, if i knew it was so expensive i wouldn't get that! My other Billabong school bag was 50 over dollars too. ZZZ, but Daddy said it was okay. Yay. I LOVE YOU LOADS DADDY!

There weren't any food stalls around, except this Laksa stall? Gosh, it was so terrible...had to sit around the plastic stools as if those roadside stalls. And the food was okay lah, the soursop juice SUCKED. Gosh, i drank one third of it and the rest entered the bin. Bought a stick of fishballs. Hahaz, i haven't been eating that for long...ate it on the way as i shopped. =D

Walked around Queensway and i saw this Converse handbag. Mummy wanted to get it for me the other time, just that i wasn't really paying attention to what she was saying. It was big, and was black&pink. But it was kinda big for me, so yup, i told Mummy i didn't want it. Jolene bought a similiar black&pink one, just that it was a sling bag. And i fell in love with this pair of sneakers! It was checkered& the colors were unique. But nah, i was disappointed after the guy told me it was for KIDS?!

Fine, i went to Kappa after that. Me&Mummy wanted to get a similiar yellow tee, but to think it was cheaper at Bugis Junction! ROFL, Mummy then entered this shop called Ashley's Attic or something. The dresses and clothes were BEAUTIFUL! I love the dresses and some knitted clothes. But the dresses were a lil' big for me, and this knitted pink top was nice, i looked kinda old in that, so didn't buy it. Mummy went CRAZY. She bought so many tops okay! For herself and her friends, but most probably, IT WAS FOR HER ! XD. Shopping spree??

Daddy wasn't any better...he got bored and walked around and saw this Baseball tee. Nice...just that, look, 80 BUCKS?! LOL. He bought it anyway...he looked good in that though.

Drove back to Onan after that, and i'm now stuck at this place...i'm so bored. Okay..bye.

Joshua. where'd ya? =)

" If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call? If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all? I'll never know what the future brings, but I know you're here with me now...We’ll make it through and I hope you are the one I share my life with..."

2007-12-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

I was bored...so got this quiz from Jaselyn...

RANDOM QUIZ ;D

What’s your name spelt backwards?
ENIAMREJ...awww, nice.

What did you do last night?
Messaged JOSHUA KOH.=D

The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
Prison Break Show. Wentworth Miller...is way...HOT!

Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
Only retards do that.

Last time you swam in a pool?
Months? I`m going next week.

What are you wearing now?
Grey DeFry01 Tee and White Shorts from MickeyConnections.

How many cars have you owned?
None...i`m underaged. Though Daddy promised to buy me a car when i hit 19. =D

Type of music you dislike most?
HEAVY METAL...EXAMPLE : AVENGEND SEVENFOLD. Thanks to bro avier's " gd recommendation. "

Are you registered to vote?
Vote for ?

Do you have cable?
Yeaps; lotsa...

What kind of computer do you use?
Notebook, HP Compaq...

Ever made a prank phone call?
Not really...most of the time i'm being prank call-ED.

You like anyone right now?
I LOVE THEM ALL.

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
None. I've got motion sickness...i'd rather bungee jumping though.

Furthest place you ever traveled?
Dreamland. When i go to sleep&have sweet dreams. (: Kidding, maybe China,Japan,Australia...don't know. ><

What's your favorite comic strip?
Not any specifically...but i do enjoy the ones from the newspaper, Life, every sunday...

Do u know all the words to the national anthem?
Excuse me, i`m a SINGAPOREAN...

Shower, morning or night?
I shower both day&night. XD

Best movie you've seen in the past month?
True...LOVE'S....Kiss...ENCHANTED LUH!

Favorite pizza toppings?
I just had pizza this afternoon ! Hawaiin please? =D

Chips or popcorn?
CHIPS, i've never liked popcorn!

What cell phone provider do you have?
Singtel?

Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
I`ve only heard of smoked salmon&smoked beef...what's smoked peanut shells?

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
Nt rilli, but a lady did approach me when i was a lil younger to join this Little Miss Singapore...but i didnt. =D

Orange Juice or apple?
OBVIOUSLY APPLE! I hate oranges..gosh.

Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?
Mummy,Grandparents&Ryan+Jolene.

Favorite chocolate bar?
Nth in particular...but i dislike milk chocs that's it.

Who is your longest friend and how long?
QinYong&Randal...since playgrouppp!

Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
What's that? Mine's normally from Fairprice...

Have you ever won a trophy?
Uh-huh.

Favorite arcade game?
BASKETBALLorRACINGorSHOOTINGorAIRHOCKEY. XD

Ever ordered from an infomercial?
No idea what's that.

Sprite or 7-UP?
NONE. Since both are somewhat the same, may i have Miranda Orange please?

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?
Ehhh...ur asking the obvious.

Ever thrown up in public?
More than thrice. XD

Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
True Love! I'd then have a fashion line with my lifetime partner& earn lotsa money! =P

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope, that's shit.

SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?
I like none. I prefer Elmo. =D

Did you have long hair as a young kid?
Yesh...it was super curly&wavy...but mummy had it cut off& rebonded it. XD

What message is on your voicemail machine?
I don't have a voicemail....

Where would you like to go right now?
MEET JOSHUA KOH ! =D

Whats the name of your pet?
Many!!!! Husky,Kopi,Bobby,Lucky ( DOGS ) Mickey,Vicky ( Chinchillas )

What do you think about most?
Everything+Joshua Koh. =P

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1. Have you had any relationships this year?
my current Joshua's in! (:

2. Have you had your birthday yet?
yeah...in 2 months time it'll be my birthday again!

3. Cried yet?
When Joshua was in New Zealand?

4. Been on a diet?
Nope...i prefer to be normal&healthy. =D

5. Pulled an all nighter?
waddsss that?

6. Drank Starbucks?
YESHHH! My family loves such coffee cafes...

8. Bought something(s)?
Assesment books counted? LOL.

9. Met someone special?
Joshua's not special....he's SUPER SPECIAL !

10: Been out of state?
Yeaps, of course!

11. peed your pants?
Dun remind me of my bad times...the last time was 6 years old. =D

12. What are you thinking about?
What to fill in here? ROFL.

13. Hugged someone?
EverybodyMINUSguysPLUSdaddy.

14. Slept in someone elses bed?
My parents&grandparents&cousin's bedd?

15. Gotten in a car accident?
Well, yeah...but we were fine. (:

16. Gone over your mobile phone bill?
EVERY SINGLE MONTH! XD

17. Been called a _____?
nope, only called JERMAINE. NOT BLANK, JACK ASS. =D

18. Done something you regret?
Yeah....

LAST

Last Person you hugged?
Tessalove?

Last Person to call you?
Mummyyyy. To find out which part of popular i was in. =.=

Who did you last yell at?
Avier! I quarreled with him minutes ago...

What did you do today?
OPENED MY EYES, BRUSHED MY TEETH,BATHED,WATCHED TV,SMSED,MSN,BLOGGED,WENT TO J8 HAD PIZZA,BOT ASSESMENTS FROM POPULAR,HAD HOR FUN.

TEN FACTS:

1. Hometown?
Dreamland.

2. Natural hair color?
Brown...genes from my parents! XD

3. Initials?
JLSJ.

4. Hair style?
Was a bob, now it's grown longer...i'm getting it cut next tuesday! WAIT AND SEE! =D

5. Eye color?
brown.

6. Height:
158+

7.Pets:
Scroll up idiot.

8. Mood:
Bored;Tryna finish this...

9. Where would you rather be?
WORLD OF ELMO ! XD

10. What was the last thing you drank?
Ice-d ribena.

NINE THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:

1. Have you ever been in love:
uh huh.

2. Do you believe in love?
If not why would i fall in love? stupid.

3. Why did your LAST relationship fail?
Cos it just didn't work out the way we want to? Right willi? =D

4. Have you ever been heartbroken:
Yeah...many times...

5. Have you ever broken someone's heart:
When i rejected them...? Hahaz...i felt hurt too at that time. =(

6. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
YES! SEAN TAN ? But nah,i've got JOSHUA KOH now. (:

7. Are you afraid of commitment?
Nope, as long as i love that person WHOLE HEARTEDLY.

8. Have you liked someone in the past 6 mnths?
JOSHUA KOH. And i`m proud to say we're together now. =D

9. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships in your life?
nope, only two serious one. One didnt work out, the other is my current stead. =D

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1. Who knows the real you?
- Joshua&YongHui ! XD

2. When was the last time you went out?
Today afternoon.

3.If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
I'M GOING RED KAY...dunno. XD

4 . What song are you listening to?
Gotta go my own way - Vanessa Hudgens&Zac Efron

5. who does it reminds you of?
Joshuaaaa. BUT IM NOT BREAKING UP WITH HIM LUH! XD

6. Last movie you watched?
Enchanted.

7. Which of your friends live closest to you?
Joshua&Wei Ning&Avier&Yong Hui. =D

8. What CD is in your stereo?
Backstreet Boys' new album.

9. Do you drive?
Nah. Too young. I'D IF I HIT 19. =D

10 . What did you do yesterday?
hmm...many things. Dun tell u. XD

12.Do you wear contacts or glasses?
I'VE GOT PERFECT EYESIGHT!

13. Do you trust your friends?
I'm kinda gullible sometimes...and trust the wrong person.

14.Who was the last person to call you?
Mummu.

15.What annoys you?
Nagging&Quarrels.

16. Do you want multiple piercings?
Nope...it's too ah lian-ish.

17 . Do you go Clubbing?
nonono, too young...

18. Last time you went to the mall?
Takashimaya, on tuesday or monday? Forgot.

19. What was the last thing you ate?
Hor Fun.

20. Which of your friends would make the best roommate?
HYH DARLIING. XD

21. Last thing you purchased?
ASSESMENTS!

22. Last vacation you were in?
Chalet with family.

23. Do people ever spell your name wrongly?
Yeah...either Germaine, Jermain, or Jermayne.

24. What's the last compliment you received?
" U look nice in that picture..." (:

25. Would you like to change your name, if you had a chance?
my english name shall stay...cos it's kinda unique, but my chinese name HAVE TO GO! I only like the jun...actually, i like the chinese chracter en...LOL!!

yay done. XD. Bleh............................gahhh, JOSHUA!!!! I'm seriously missing his crap nowadays...

2007-12-14T13:33:00.000+08:00

lalala~ darliiingggsss I AMMM BACKKK. The pizza hut feast was well, soso luh....i dun like pizzassss. XD. Jon was crapping kay...keep calling&sms ing me...spoil my beautiful lunch. Hahaz...and he was with JOSHUAAA....both of em are FREAKKKS. I AH MA THEY AH PEI...zzz. Gah, went to popular to get my stuff for sec 1? KAY IM WAYY EXCITED! Bot my stationary, my assesment books and foolscap ppr...lalala. Bot everything& went to pizza hut liao.

On our journey back, I SAW OLD VEG ( LAU JIA CAIII ) and then i went to fetch auntie susan!!! LALALA, im watching ms swan now...so funny! Hahahaha! STUPID GLEN, I DUN LOOK LIKE HER OKAY...freak u luh. XD. Im stuck...doing sec 1 work. This is shittt...no choice, i wanna study harddddd!!! =D. kk bb.

I want to see Joshua now. =(

"I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and each road leads you where you want to go, and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you...And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window. If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile...But more than anything, more than anything, my wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to...your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, you never need to carry more than you can hold, and while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too...Yeah, this is my wish..."

2007-12-14T10:57:00.000+08:00

hehe....

PIZZZZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...!!!

yay, going pizza hut at junction 8 later. Though i dun like pizza hut...ahya hu cares?! NO HOME FOOD! YAY....im sick of it kay...rice rice noodle noodle zzzz....im goin to get some sec 1 books to revise during these dayss....i dun wanna be hooked to the computer, it's gettin more n more boringgg....lalala~ i woke up lateee todayy...10 plus? LOL, tt's when i switched on my fon and saw : JOSHUAAAAA'S big name on the screen....received JOSHUAAAA KOHHHH'S sms...i didnt read it last night cos i slept, so yeah...only read it this morng. I disturbed his television time last nighttt =D. Kept tokking crapp to him,lalala~ tt's it. i gtg now. come n continue if i get bakk laterrr.. byeeee

2007-12-13T15:16:00.000+08:00

OH MY GAWSH!

yay
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yay
yay
yay
yay
yay
yay
=D

i`m meeting Uncle Calvin next TUESDAYYY!!!!! YAY, HAIRCUT! YAY! OLE OLE! I HATE MY HAIR...ZZZ. Jon was right,it's " crumpled " hahaha! YAY im super duper happy lahhh!!!! IVE BEEN WAITING K...i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Smt's wrong the the space bar...got this squeaky sound when i i hit it hard...LOL!!

Hmm...cut it bak to my short short one at th start of this yr? AND TT WAS WHEN I WAS CALLED NICE HAIR...GAHHH...or keep it as it is now, n cut e fringeee layereddd!!!! I CANT MAKE UP MY MIND...ASKED SO MANY PPL....ALL DIFFERENT OPINION, though rachel is the only one tt asked me to leave it and just cut the fringe ><

Leave it to Uncle Calvin then. XDDDDD. He must be having another stupid hairstyle when i meet him. EVERY SINGLE TIME I MEET HIM, ALL DIFFERENT HAIRSTYLE...mushroom look, bad boy look, nice guy look,messy look. A lot of funny pattern one luh...the hair salon is opposite far east plaza? Beside DFS ( duty free shop ) Got this " anthony hair boutique " thingy...ahaha, they shifted again, but i dunno whr izzit nowwwwww.....

im super bored laaaa. i wanna go out. i wanna do so many thingsss.....i wanna go to the studio and take pictures again!!! Its been two years liaoooo. MUMMY PROMISED ME ONEEEE. UNFAIR. HMPF. kay im acting like a small kid again

LOL, i feel like going swimming now. SOOO HOTTTT.....PLUSE THE COOL COOL WATER? I wanna go to the beachh....relaxxxx.....sky sea sanddddd!!!! i wanna bbq.....chicken wings and sausages. Put lotsa butter and oil and make th ppl eating grow fat. hehehs, im nt tryna be meannnnnn.

i realised i wanna do a lot of things...........a lot alot. But i noe i can never finish my list of "I WANT TOs" sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Im uber sian sian sian!!! I WANNA GO OUT LA! STUPID...CANNOT...GRRRR...ARGH!

I LOVE MY DARLIIINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGehem!

tt's it. bored till i gotta post twice. LALALA~

suddenly, i feel like meeting 许智勇 Joshua Koh Zhi Yong againnnn....hahaz...im a lil crazy todayyy....byeee.

"I don't wanna go another day, so I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind. Seems like everybody's breaking up, throwing their love away...But I know I got a good thing right here, that's why I say...Nobody's gonna love me better; I must stick with you forever...Nobody's gonna take me higher...I must stick with you. You know how to appreciate me, I must stick with you, my baby...Nobody ever made me feel this way. I must stick with you...

2007-12-13T10:48:00.000+08:00

IM SOOOO ANGRY WIB
'EM.

ZZZZ....asked me to go at 830...i didnt wanna be late and not too early...so i went at 835am. I EXPECTED AT LEAST A PERSON TO BE THR....IN THE END? Only ants and dried leaves accompanied me throughout the period of time waiting.

WAITED TILL 9:07AM. Finally, one of em, MR AVIER CHIA APPEARED. Grr....i waited for like half an hour okay! Then he called JOSHUAAA and forced him to wake up...hahaz...he sounded so...sleeepppppyyy....so.....funny....so....adorableeee! He was like half asleeeppppp n i couldnt hear clearly wad he was tokking boutttt... (=. Ahaha! XD.

Finally, i ordered AVIER CHIA to call em to appear in front of me WITHIN 10 MINUTES OR IM GOIINNG HOMEEEE. I was super bored& wanted to go bak home2 sleeppppp. He dun let me go home. I TELL MUMMY.

Glen came....so funny, gave me tt I WANNA SMILE BUT DUN WANNA SMILE LOOK AGAIN...hahaha! And he had to bathe...oh yeah wadeva. I told Avier, THE LAST PERSON TO APPEAR WILL TREAT ME TO BREAKFAST. Hahaz...

Sarah&JJ came together...gd, they dun need treat me. Sk cut herrr hairrrrrrr!!!! Japanese doll~~ ? XD.

Wendy came after tt....OMG, WENDY DARLING...U SAID 830...!!! Hahaz...fineee, i forgive u! ^^. im WAYYY nice (:

LAST TO APPEAR...WAS LEE MING HANNNN...yay u needa treat me to breakfastttt.

Minghan&Avier&Glen were freaks...FREAKS! I noe im short okay! They put my pouch high high high up this pole, i cant reach it la!!!! So i looked like a monkey as i climber up those railings...i wanna kill em. ZZZZ.

But i played with sk for a lil while. And was getting hungry&tireddd....so went home. Im so good right, see mh...dun need treat me luh. =D

Elainetwinny called me to help her make her blogggie again...gahhh, i dun feel like makin another for her gd friend leh...im damn tiredddd& blogs are like, v troublesomeeee. ZZZ.

K im gonna sink my teeth into my Toasted Tuna Sandwich + Cup Of Milo = JERM'S ULTIMATE BREAKFASTT nowww. BYE.

"I was young and in love, I gave you everything but it wasn't enough...And now you wanna communicate. Go find someone else...I'm letting you go, I'm loving myself. You got a problem, but don't come asking me for help cause you know...It's just too little too late, a little too wrong...And I can't wait. But you know all the right things to say...You know it's just too little too late.You say you dream of my face, but you don't like me, you just like the chase...To be real, it doesn't matter anyway...You know it's just too little too late..."

2007-12-12T15:21:00.000+08:00

I WANNA GO OUTT LA!!!!!!!

Gahh damn it. Im so bored at home..................................i hate june hols, i hate dec hols...it just makes me bored till i feel like commiting suicide NOW. Zzzz....potato chips all finished. Biscuits nt v nice...Ribena oso finished. Was like using th com since morn...oh today morn, supposed to meet my darlings fer basketball...OOPS, it rained(: it rained...means...

I CAN SLEEP LONGER! YAY!

bt avier didnt let me off....hahaz...was like asking me bout it, so i did a v smart thing. that is, I SWITCHED OFF MY FON =D. Then tt freaking asshole sleeping just beside my bed woke up and banged the door so loud. Of course, i woke up and screamed my head off. Grrr....almost slapped her k. But smart of her to run into the bathroom. I HATE IT WHEN PPL START BANGING AND KNOCKING THE DOOR WHEN I SLEEPING. I EXPECT IT TO BE LOCKED, THE HOUSE TO BE SILENT. ARGH! Im sooo tired...i was bored.

And went painting my nails wit th nail polish. I dun like painting my fingernails though, i prefer toe nails...pedicure. XD. I wanna get the white&black color...like e piano keyboard? AHHH cool! Hahaz...im super bored. super super bored.

Stupid maple...............STOOPIDDD WILLI....forgot the pin code for th maple char. GAHHH , THEY STILL CRACKING TT DAMN CODE FOR ME...i feel like buying a big jigsaw puzzle and piece them together, but my parents say after u pieced it up together, u just hang it up on a frame...v wasted. Haiz...i dun wanna read....i dun wanna do my tuition work...i dun wanna sleep....i just wanna do smt...

I WANNA GO SHOPPING! ZZZ...even if its just window shopping, im fine wit it. I wanna get tt 3 piece top from Wisma luh...so nice laaahhhhh...but daddy say nt nice!!! Hmpf. My mood ain't very good today...some fcuking idiots spoiled it.

*hey, dun be a bitch. i wont be affected by watcha said cuz its like, NOT THE FIRST TIME? LOL. Go on go on...go on talking shyt, im here listening. (: u're always sarcastic, dun blame me if i am trying to be like u too. LOL, i gave u a chance, thought tt u are true& treated u like a friend. This is wad i get, BACKSTABBED! Ahaha, nice one...Stop pretending to be that nice, i found out what ur thinking already. THE SHOW'S OVER. THE GAME HAS FINISHED. So please, GROW UP LUH!

* to another one; y izzit u've changed soo much...i dun understand...u are so different...from the past. All i noe now is, i beg of u...to stop snatching away all i have...ive had enuf...wad else do u want from me? U've gotten wad u already want...leave me alone...please.

" I gotta say what’s on my mind, something about us doesn’t seem right…these days, life keeps getting in the way whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged. It’s so hard to say, but I gotta do what’s best for me...You’ll be okay…I’ve got to move on, and be who I am, I just don’t belong here...I hope you understand. We might find our place in this world someday. But at least for now, I gotta go my own way...Don’t wanna leave it all behind...But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time...Another color turns to grey, and it’s just too hard to watch it all…slowly fade away...I’m leavin’ today, cause I gotta do what’s best for me...You’ll be okay..."

2007-12-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

OMG.

I LOVEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUU<3

JayyyyyOhhhhhhhhSssssssssHaigeeeeeeeeeUuuuuuuuuuuAieeeeeeeeee....!!!!

it spells? JOSHUA! sorry josh, i just gonna mention ur name till i go crazeee today! ;D

LOL.

omg omg omg. I LOVE TODAY. I LOVE IT TOTALLY! I went bowling wit Jia Jia, Joshua, Jeremy Tan, Avier, Glen, Lester, Jon....i didnt expect some of em to be ther though....ahhh, sk pangseh-ed us! Its ok luh...XD. It went like tt :

Met josh&jt at th arcadeeee. I FELT DAMN BORED KAY...they playin their stupid machines, i sit there waiting like sooo long luh. Then we went to macccc to eat. Geehee, jt was like, ok! i oso want. Josh went " dun wan la..." Then they were tokking shit bout the diff between subway&mac's veggie. Wad veggie good for health???!!!! ZZZ. Settled down at mac, and jt ordered this seaweed shaker fries. He hated th smell, and i helped him to shake it...but e stupid pepper was like making my nose itch. This jt suddenly left for the toilet, in th end trying to make me&jawshwa tok luh....ZZZ. Finally, gave me tt smirk when he was bak...hahaz...

Went to CyberActive tt side, jt was lookin at his stuff...then we waited for jia jia. Those 2 meanies are damn mean. Kept, U LEFT blahblah minutes, she dun come, we go. Finally, she came...we chiong to tak th taxxiiii. Then jt damn funny la, tell th taxi uncle OCC. Then the uncle a bit fed up, went rattling on cuz we tok shortcut...how he noe...LOL. Josh&jt was like "laughing" v SARCASTICLY.....hahaha!

Reached OCC, then we met th rest thr. OMG, I WAS SO EXCITED. At first bowl, was like...k im nervoussss. Slowly, i managed to become my HYPER ACTIVE SELF! =D I was so enthu kay. Josh was trying hard to learn the " curl " style from Lester. LOL. He try till DROPPED e balllllll. hahaha! GOSH. SOOOOO...adorable. XD. kidding. Then avier was wearing his sunglasses, i go tease him, " WAH GOT SUN! VERY HOT! " Hahaha! Jt was funny luh. Hahaha! And jon was super idiotic, kept arguing crap with me. Lester was like busy teachin th rest, or rather. JAWSHWA KOHHHH XD. Jia jia kinda worried at first, but she got better at it. (: And glen was like gimme th i wanna smile bt dun wan smile look. Hahaha! We bowled for 3 or 4 games...cant remember. Jt was like telling me bout his lucky 1st place, kept insisting to switch wit him. Hahaz...

We stoned outside the kids indoor playground for a lil while. Then i managed to convince em to go in. i looked super childish,AND A BIT TOO HYPER ACTIVE. i noe...but i was just DAMN EXCITED!!!!! Some PPL LIKE GLEN AND AVIER AND JON, didnt wanna play wib us. ZZZ, but managed to convince Avier. Only the other two playin their commm.

I made " friends " wit two small boys. I talked to em...and tt JAWSHUA KOH COME AND SUAN ME...say i scare em. ZZZZ. Small kids, must be friendly wad!!!!!!!!!!! GRRR.

Then later when we went in, i regret being big...crawling in those tunnels and stuff rilli hurts. But damn fun! Thank God my back is finee....Ahahahah! Avier cant move much, he kept knocking here n thr. TOO TALL. XD Lester was like crawling here n thr. Jt was whackin this and tt....Josh was idiotic. He was enthu, yet not enthu. U THROW THE BALL HIT MY FACEEEE PAIN KAYY. Hahaha, me&jiajia kinda excited still though. Hahaz...we kept crawling, then e slide was FUNNNNNNNNNNNNN! Avier&josh tried th backwards one...haha...idiots. But kinda pain luh, knock my head. ><. Hahaz...we went to play the ball area. Got a lot of plastic balls. 6 of us LIE INSIDE....so cool! and attacking each other with it. STUPID JOSHUA KOH AND AVIER CHIA...KEPT THROWING IT AT ME. GRRRR. I THROW BACK =D. Hahaha! Me and jj then buried josh and avier. Couldnt rilli see em...but got a small lump. Lester and jt went to jump on em. Hahaha! Some small kids screaming n shouting askin us nt to play and throw those balls around. AHHH LA, heck ar. XD. After tt kinda sweaty n tired, so after long period of crawling and bumping, we rested on this area...all of us lying thr...dun wanna move. XD. Damn tiring kay....We then went to play at e outside, Lester Josh Avier Jt were pure freaks. BUT THEY ARE ADORABLEEEE!!!! Kept playin socccer there, jawshwa was like trying to kick th ball, but fall down .HAHAHAHA! Then they suddenly came and attack me with the balls again. ESPECIALLY...TT WONDERFUL MAGNIFICENT NICE YET IDIOTIC, KOHHHH ZHIII YONGGGG JOSHUAAAA.
i noe i keep mentioning him. XD. dun blame me darlings. IVE NO CHOICE!!! Hahaha!

Hahaz...time was then up, and had to leave. Gahhh. WE BOT ICE CREAMMM. Avier had an argument with th ppl about the money, but he lazy to quarrel, so didnt care. COOL. I LIKE TT. =D. Stupid jon&avier were real disgusting, kept licking the ice cream like...ehem. XD. Stoned again. Was watching e rest of th ppl bowling...got this uncle damn funny, jt they all kept sayin he action. Hahaha! Then some kids so happy cos they use the bumper, then score. Hahahaha! I was like tt too when i was young! I got damn happy when i score high high HIGH!

We went home after tt. Hahaz, we took a diff cab though...me&jj followed JAWSH&JT. The rest take another cab. FREAKKKK, THEY GOT INTO A CAB FIRST! 4 of us waiting on th main road, ZZZ. Jt went to the middle of the road...hahaha!

Went for tuition just now, sooo tired&bored....zzz. MATHS MATHS MATHS!!!! Hehe...kk im tired now. Tt's it. GDNITE DARLINGS... BYEEE.

i love them all! But if MY DEAR BROTHER, MING HAN WAS THERE...IT WOULD BE PERFECT! Are yaaaa feeling better bro? =D Get well soon!

" NOTHING HERE TODAYYY...COS I JUST LOVE U SOOO MUCH! hahaha! =D "

2007-12-10T12:21:00.000+08:00

I SUDDENLY CRAVE FOR GRAPE&APPLE ICE KACANG....<3

hahaz...i misss it...................gahh i wanted to type a poem ytd, but lost the inspiration luh. Imagine e surroundings round me....it was darkkk.....real darkk...and suddenly my stupid daddy opened e door. SCARED ME OUT OF MY WITS. .GRRRR. todayy was shit. Woke up darn early at 8am. Jolene had to have tuition in my room cuz her books all in the cupboard...lazy to bring over. TSK, then nt my prob luh...pathetic me was HALF AWAKE, and went to the study room to sleep...WOKE UP AT EXACT 10:15 AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaz...oh erm this is for my 6EXCELLENCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE classmates :

PEOPLE, THIS IS THE 5TH TIME IM SAYIN....those going AND not going please inform me leh...crap la, so far only 2 ppl replied, out of 42 PEOPLE?! ZZZ, hurry okay...sms me / email / tell my thru msn. XIE XIE NI .

GRR....ok tt's it for todayy. byeeee.

" He's more than a man...And this is more than love. The reason that the sky is blue, the clouds are rolling in...Because I'm gone again. And to him I just can't be true, and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful...And it kills him inside to know that I am happy with some other guy. I can see him dying..."

2007-12-09T17:31:00.000+08:00

SANTA CLAUSE IS COMING TO " JERMANY "

yay im so happy. CHRISTMAS IS ARRIVING! ARRIVING...ARRIVING! Hahahaha....

went to queensway ytddd. Tt sports mall thingy. With uncle sweehiang and family + cousins. Mummy daddy didnt go cos had to attend funeral wit Aunt Lilian...ZZZ...shopping without them is so boring. Soooo many stuff tt's much cheaper. Eg. adidas nike converse n stuff... EVERY SINGLE PERSON BOT AN ITEM...or rather, all bot shoes. I was the most guai one luh... didnt rilli buy anything though...just bot an fbt shorts from one of e shops. Hmm...th shoes they bot ok la...kinda nice, but i thought mine was kinda new, and i dun rilli need another pair anyway...the t shirts and jckets were nice too...didnt get any. I spent $15 all together. SWEET CORN PLUS SHORTS. Hahaz...

I was at Mac for breakfast todayy.....and im now stuck to the notebook. Im learning to design a webpge...ahh tough! Hahaz...and kinda edited my bloggie a little. Im so tired today. Byeee...

I'm not going through the motions, waiting and hoping you call me...I'm not missing you. You might have had me open, but I must be going because I got life to do. I know I'm usually hanging on, I used to hate to see you gone...But this time its different, I don't even feel the distance. I'm not missing...I'm not missing you...Its a shame in a way cause I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me...Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh. Will my true love ever be? Why would I go on a search again, when I know what the end will be? What good is love when it keeps on hurting me...?

2007-12-08T16:49:00.000+08:00

GGGGGrrrrrrr.....so china! Granpa was like lecturing on my family's history. Tok bout china blahblah. Then asked me to go China next yr wit my cousins...stay at our house thr. I was like, huh? My great grandpa BOT A HOUSE THRRRRR!!!! It's big but somehow rent it to some locals thr i think...and was writing an essay on chinese words. I DIDNT UNDERSTAND A DAMN THING OKAY! Mummy told me my name was outside Eduplus' door for the list of A*s for chinese. YAY YAY YAY! Hahaz...

I went to meet my besties today morn. Joshua, Jon, Ming Han, Avier...

I LOVE THEM TO BITS!!!!!!

Hahaz...and err Tze Hong was thr too. Though i dunno him tt well luh... I wanted to like talk to them and joke normally, but grandma&grandaunt thr. DAMN SUAY LA...she was like askin me bout em. ZZZ, i sat there see em play...and wanted to tok to Wendy bout e presents.

While waiting, they were playin and trying to score using so many basketballs. They rested n this indian guy came. I somehow noe him, from our skool...heraj or smt. Damn funny la e way he tried to dribble n score. The guys were laughing too...his grandpa or dad was there to see him , so ya, i tried hard to not smile, but v hard...hahaha! Few big guys played in tt court, and was looking at em.

There's this guy from Catholic Junior College i think...cos he was wit a few friends, and the back of the blue tee got CJC. But a bit sissy...one of em was throwing the ball then e three fingers stick out...Jon then tried to be funny and imitated e way i sat. And out of the sudden, Avier shouted FCUK UR MOTHER LA. I was like so disgusted la...then some of the basketball players were lookin @ him.

They decided to leave for breakfast but i stopped em and said tt Wendy was cuming...Yeah when Wendy arrived, they left for breakfast. Went along, but they walk so fast la...then ignore us when shouted their names...zzz. Then they started calling and messaging me..." where u? " Wendy received too...

We REJECTED their calls and DID NOT reply their smses...hehe...serve em right. GRRR. I went for a walk round th park with Wendyyyy and yeah went home after tt. Grandaunt from Malaysia gonna sleep in my room....EEEWWWW. i dun wanna be rude, but its...gross. Using my pillow and stufff...NO !!!!

I was telling ming han and jon, IM IN UR POCKET. Hahahaa...and crapped a lot. Went a lil retarded at that time. SORRY LUH...XD. I apologised to em& I LOVE THEM. Hahaz...they soo nice.

I went to Bugis with Mummy Daddy and tt p3 freak. Ate jap food. AGAIN! My family's fav...but as i said, I AM SICK OF IT...3 of em ordered those big set meals. I just ate a handroll and sushi. GAHHH. I ALSO ORDERED THEIR DESSERT! DAMN NICEEE KAY. Something like ice kacang, but japanese kind. Ice kacang is outside syrup, inside ice. Tt is the whole thing got grape and apple syrup, with those dumplings n raisins. I LOVEEEE IT!

Went SHOPPPPIIIING. I wanted to buy this shorts from Mickey Connections, but so many ppl. And lazy to try...it's brown, though i got the white one! ><>

" And they start in my toes, makes me crinkle my nose. Wherever it goes, I always know that you make me smile...Please stay for a while now, just take your time. Wherever you go..."

2007-12-07T09:57:00.000+08:00

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my back hurts like SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!
im not goin to the bone setter, my uncle...that's a BIG NONO. U noe, he's like damn....SERIOUS when it comes to such stuff and he's so " famous " in the family cuz well known for how much it hurts...but...i dunno la!!!! PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!! No wonder ytd when i went out wit em, when elaine wendy sitting down, i sat too...it kinda hurt though...grrrr. Goin bakk to skool 2 help mdm tang...IM WORKING NEXT WEEK!!!! I WANNA EARN MONEY TO BUY MY DARLIINGS NICER PRESENTS...XD. Gahh...last yr, i miss em so much...kay today is real short cuz yesterday's was DAMN long...ahahha...byeee.

"If I had no more time...No more time left to be here. Would you cherish what we had? Was it everything that you were looking for? How many really know what love is? Millions never will...Do you know until you lose it? That it's everything that we are looking for..."

2007-12-06T20:01:00.000+08:00

I LOVE ~~WENDDDY&ELAINNNNNE~~...!!!!
I LOVE SHOPPING MORE ! Sorraye...XD

hahaz, today th two tt followed me might have suffered...ahahaha. k i shall start off with my "perfect " day...we were supposed to meet at 11AM. LOOK AT TT WORD...11AM, but mr lee ming han came at u noe wad time? AT 1PM...nice...! MY FOOT....grrr. Made us wait sooo long. Me&Elaine&Wendy stood thr like idiots. PLAIN IDIOTS...e small little area for kids to play? YES, THREE OF US WERE STEPPING ON IT AND PLAYIN...looked like BIG kids...hahaz...SO FUN LA!!!! K avier was like standin thr waiting for TT YOUNG MASTER LEE...

And we TOURED ROUND j8...first my bubble tea! Then looked at little miss series tee, then WENT TO MACDONALDS TO HAVE MY TT SHAKE SHAKE FRIES! omg, ive been wanting to eat it kay....niceee. But tsk, avier and wendy dun wanna eat...weird...i tot Wendy was pregnant, no appetite...hahaz, kiding kay! Only TWIN shared wit me luh. She didnt eat much cos she nvr bring her OOSH - BASH...hahahahaha! INSIDE JOKE...hahahaha! its not three, its WEE....right ?! DUN KILL ME ELAINE...ITS A FACT...hahaa so TWINNYelaine said her mummy was coming...wad good deed she did...giving my number to her mum....grrr.

ZZZZ, went to e MRT station wit DARLIINwendy&elaineee, so many funny things happened in the MRT. ELAINE, U ARE SICK. WENDY, i shall tell u wad izzit thru msn...i cant stop laughing when i think boutit. AHAHAHA!!! YAY, stopped at somerset, elaine couldnt stand e trip. PAMPERED! Hahaz....walk little bit then reach wisma, she so tired...wendyyyy was still in the walking spirit! JIAYOU! Hahaz...went to service my damn fon, waited so long for e queue number... FINALLY, YAY.

Went bak to Food Republic to look for em, MY LUNCH! Ate some stupid dian xin...no choice, cos all so tired, then tt table only for DIM SUM...gahh everybody so lazy, fine fine order luh. I dun wanna have lunch wit em edi...disgrace! AVIER&MH i mean...playing with chilli sauce and cracking sick jokes bout char siew buns?!

Crap. Sony ericsson suddenly msged me, cuz needed to go pass n sign some stuff...MAKE ME WAIT SO LONG LA! LOL, then wendy&elaineee came to find me, said they go shop ask me go find em ltr. I HAPPILY SAID OKAY, I LATER CALL U ALL ARR...DUN CALL ME. AND AFTER I FINISHED SIGNING IT....ARGH! MY SPARE FON BATT FLAT...i was like WTF LA! Damn it. ITS DAMN SHIT K, i went round th whole wisma...couldnt find my two princesses! I thought they might go find me at th same place at the sony ericsson thr, WAITED SO LOONG, wanted to go lend a fon from em, but damn pai seh and i didnt quite dare. So i thought, ahya nvm la...shall just wait fer 3 hours till my fon ok edi then call em lor...and i almost ~~cried~~ DIDN'T CRY there okay! It's damn scary scary scary! Hahaha, I SAW MY BENEFACTORS! Both brothers came u noe! i was like damn relieved la! GRRR so freaky being lost...i realised how terrible i'd die without a hp.

So we went to taka to meet em . And they were crapping on their way there. I WANTED TO LEAVE EM ALONE...and go myself, but i didnt noe the way. Hahaz...so they said meet us at the fountain, k we waited...but after tt i suddenly felt like lookin at toys! IM STILL A SMALLLL KID. XD. Walk walk walk. SAW TT TICKLE ME ELMO TOY AGAIN! 99 BUCKS...i thought it was 119?! My two haven grow up brothers were playin with the puppets of elmo n cookie monster...and mh suddenly said " do u noe e voice of elmo is a black? " racist! Hahaz... Then we we saw DORA THE EXPLORER! I left those two alone and went off...cos how lame where they as to play with THOMAS THE TRAIN&FRIENDS?!

WENDY&ELAINE FOOLED US! GAHH, they nt even at the fountain...they upstairs still. LUCKY IM SMART...hahaha, i went up to look for them...they buying their soft toys. I WENT CRAZY WHEN I SAW THIS SUPER BIG AND SOFT TEDDY BEAR AND THOSE V NICE SOFT TOYS......didnt buy luh, just hug fer fun... hahaz...elaine&wendy went to shop for their stuff, so many cute stuff thr. Then we played hide&seek wit elainetwin. HAHAHAHA! Me wendy avier mh ran off...and it was so fun la! But didnt want her to get angry so i went to look for her. She bot her stuff n those two kanna scolded by elaine. XD, so funny! Hahaz....me&wendy still went searching for my WRISTLET! Dun have...zzz...

We went to Far East Plaza after tt...walked like crazy kay. And saw e little miss series tee again! Wanted to get for my darliingwendy, but nt veli nice luh. Avier was showing me an sms, i haven read it he snatched it from me. ***k la...go choke me, damn pain k. Wanna try anot. Grrr. Walked here there...NO SIGN OF MY SANDALS N WRISTLET...Hahaz...we left those two to shop alone and we went around ourselves. When they called us, we said " we at the BODY PIERCING thr...open the curtain can c us edi..." HAHAHAHAH they kanna fooled! Go there to find us...but we were at basement shopping n having long john silver's. DAMN FUN LUH! Hahaha...jackasses.

Looked for a seat and shared a combo wit e ELAINEEETWIN&WENDDDYDARLING. nice nice nice. Always mixed up th strawsss. Until e two retarded freaks came n look for us......hahaz...Elaine passed some money to ming han so tt he can help us buy a small cup of sprite, IN THE END BOT A BIG CUP OF SPRITE...disgusting la, throw a coin inside our drink. Freak...its damn gross okay. And to think ming han will bring tissue paper...TWO PACKETS SOMEMORE! HAHAHA! Walked to pacific plaza after tt...on our way, ahhh i saw the SANDALS! The rubber kind...3 of us wanted to buy, but nvm...we walked to pacific plaza.

We were at ripcurl bt e two of em at this guy shop. Ming han damn funny la...he pluck out the chrismas ball then it drop, he dunno wad to do then stuff it inside the decorations! Hahaha...i found my WRISTLET there n bot it...i was super happy la! Hahaz...i expected ripcurl stuff to be super ex, but only $16.90? REASONABLE! Bot it...smt like polka dotted...beige and colourful dots. AHH I LOVE IT! Hahaz...We walked to THE CD SHOP. Went crazy as we listened to some music...hahahaha, dance away like a retard. We didnt wanna wait for em, so walked to far east to buy the sandles. 3 OF US WERE WAYYY DESPERATE.

Yups, we found our size and bot it...wore it immediately. Elaine was in jeans, so it looked ok on her. ME AND WENDY WEARING A SKIRT AND WALKING WIT TT IN ORCHARD ROAD...damn weird luh. Hahaz...when mh&avier saw, they were like kinda stunned. But they said it looked like shit cuz we wearing skirt...hahaha! GAHH ITS SOOO COOL TO WEAR E SAME SANDLES WIT MY PRINCESSES LUH! Hahaz..

We got back to wisma alone and took picture of our sandles! Hahaz...it was drizzling n not much ppl were walking on the pavement outside Tangs, so 3 of us looked like insane LESBIANS. Cos we were SO CLOSE...hahahaha! Almost lost our wayy luh....

Got to Wisma to collect my D<3arrrr fon. =) Hahaz...im sooo happy la! LOL, yay the keypad's ok edi...yay yay yay! It cracked n a piece of it fell off kay...zzz. I dun wanna get a sony fon th next time ( UNLESS ITS A NICE&GOOD ONE ) Cuz e customer service suck la...even the staff says so. Aahaha, i dun wanna be sooo mean ^^.

Met sk and adeline and yeaps, sk cut her hair a lil shorter n permed it. THE TWO OF THE FREAKS WERE LIKE SHOUTING " SPERM HAIR " WTH LA, disgusting! Got a guy walked past n stared at em. GRRRR. On our wayy to taka, met this jie jie, she was like askin us do our bit for charity to get a free drink or smt...all of us tok a lot of shit, in the end ran off...hahaz...on the way at e underpass, FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES!!!!! But damn it, so long queue...nvm...hahaz. Wanted to like go for dinner tgtr, but couldnt decide and zzz we went home instead.

Wendaaaay Jermmmaaayne. Elayyyyne. We took e TAXI bak, MRT? my ez link no money, n i damn lazy to go top up...XD Hahaz...so shared e cost luh. But elainetwiny didnt pay. COS I OWE HER 25 BUCKS...remmeber th deal bout PSLE twinny?! Hahaz...see, im damn RESPONSIBLE rite?!

Tok a lot of shit in e taxi...and ming han called me. Guess wad? His and avier's house keys IN MY BAG! I still asked " can i give u some other day ?" they were like " BUT I NEED TO GO HOME?! " Hahaz...sorry la, damn blur wad. ZZZ, so waited darn long for em downstairs to return e dumb keys. GAHH, mummy scolded a little...NAH SO NORMAL...just some nagging luh.

Ive been typing this e moment i reached home okay! Hahahaz...so tired. OKAY, FINISHED! Hahaz...sigh, i think i hurt my back or smt...pain luh. Gahh nvm, tmr going SKOOL to helppp Mdm Tang...im tired loved ones.

Gdnite and byeee! (:

" To admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind...Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind. I can't waste time so give it a moment. I realize, nothing's broken...No need to worry bout everything I've done. Live every second like it was my last one, don't look back at a new direction...I loved you once, needed protection...You're still a part of everything I do...You're on my heart just like a tattoo..."

2007-12-04T13:25:00.001+08:00

I WANT A CHALET!

I WANT A BBQ!

grr im going crazy, im jus so desperate luh...i miss my friends so much n wanna spend some fun time with em! YAY, certain chalet's gotta place...but stupid avier said he'd look for more n inform me by thurs...GAHHH, BY THE TIME NO MORE EDI HOW? so its like, we only can have 1 night stay luh...2 nights most of us cant cuz gotta go bak on new year's eve. And the only available date is like only on 16th, 25th, 30th , 31st ! poooooooooooooo! I miss em i miss em i miss em! Yups if its gona be a success, we'd share e cost...=D YAY,

JOSHUA'S GONNA BE BACK...T.O.D.A.Y!

ahaha...but its like 11pm at night ^^ ! LALA gotta tuition with my darling today...from 630 to 8pm..uber nervous luh. AHHH MY MALAYSIAN RELATIVE COMIN MY HOUSE?! i needa pack my stuff and table

NEATLY!

sigh..........................so sian.......................just hope mummy will let me go out with my princesses and princes on thursday ! I MISS THEM...........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM GONNA GET ALL MY DARLINGS' PRESENT ON THURS.................!!!!! k im bored. shall tok bout my tuition later on...zzzz..byee!

" I know I made some mistakes in this relationship...I wanna make this thing right, don't wanna fuss and fight, don't argue in the night. There is no way in this world I can repay you for the pain I brought...I wanna change this now and bring you back in my arms..."